Sometimes I think I'm completely devoid of love. After all these years of running away, isolation and mistrust but then every now and then, in the silence of my apartment, while staring at my phone I feel all the suppressed love within me begging to be set free. It knocks and it knocks desperately. But I closed the door long ago with a promise to never open it. So I turn cruel once again and ignore it like I am.
From Twitter.
every time i make a mistake im like theyre going to put me down like a sick dog
not pamela's character being credited as "poor dear pamela"
So every Roy kid is fundamentally, inherently gay in a straight relationship is what I'm getting after watching the pilot of Succession for the first time. And Roman is the Bunny Corcoran of the show.
am unemployed and unmotivated so gonna indulge in fun and silly little ramblings for a bit :D
relationship status: willingly single
favorite color: white, brown, sea green
song stuck in my head: show me how by men I trust
favorite food: idk cheese? Sweet n spicy chicken probably? Boiled pasta! (Can you tell I have autism :)?)
last song listened to: Talk by hozier not willingly spotify shuffled it while I was doing laundry and couldn't change the song, not that I don't like it but I overplayed it in 2021-22 and it has lost it charm to me now
Dream trip: I don't dream of trips, I only think of moving in to certain places for years and more. Though probably a trip to mountains with spiritual retreats and stuff like that. I'd love to be healed with the power of meditation.
last thing I googled: what's a star inside a circle called? I kept thinking it's penta something but couldn't remember and I had a great joke to make except I don't remember the name of the main character of the joke
tyyy for the tag @floralsapphics and @antlerslayer !!
relationship status: single
favorite color: black, sage green, navy blue
song stuck in my head: casual by chapell roan who i am slowly becoming obsessed with
favorite food: this is boring but probably ramen noodles by default because they're about everything i eat
last song listened to: i am currently listening to triple dog dare by unbelievable lyrical genius lucy dacus and it is queued on repeat with please stay lmao
dream trip: not much of a traveler but once when i was rly young i went to a small town in england which i definitely don’t remember the name of and i think ab that place a lot!! i would love to go back there if i got the chance
last thing i googled: howl’s moving castle which i somehow haven’t gotten around to watching yet
open tag for anyone bc i am tiredd! i also love to read people’s ramblings soo
I'm so sick of people telling me that once I'm a parent I will figure it out naturally, so people should just go at it. Like my autism can't even figure out a fucking commuting machine you expect me to figure THIS out. WTF!
saying “i wouldn’t be a good parent” is a morally neutral statement and i’m sick of whenever i say it people replying “noo no you’d be a GREAT mother i know you would!!!” like… no! being a good parent requires a certain set of skills and traits and i know that i don’t have them and that’s a good thing!!! i think people should figure out if they would be good parents BEFORE having kids and maybe we’d have less shitty parents in the world! fuck!
I have this kickass plot idea for a book, I have the character outlines, I have the situations and circumstances and the overall plot outline. Hell I even have the title and the names. All I need now is the witchcraft that allows me to convert this into a well written 50k book.
What's with my mother defending everyone in existence except me (the r$p$st, her brother who SA'd me, my creepy boss, my deadbeat useless father who would beet her) when it's against me. Excuse me but wtf, where is my mother? where is my father? What did I do have no-one but so many issues that require me to live in a community and ask for help numerous times.
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