legs kick fiercely at the ground
dirt flies as claws sink further
I can feel it still
the wire
wrapped around my neck
and there is no hope
squeals from me, from them
the sound of wood snapping
it’s getting dark
I have no real personality, I'm just some kind of monstrous amalgamation of the personalities of every person I've ever been friends with
I get so jealous I feel sick and I'm sorry I'm not perfect but how could I deserve this torture?
Had a really good day at work. Coworkers complimented me a lot! I feel good about myself :)
Google maps new baltimore glitch that happened in 2013
My knife is too dull
It's like, I see people on tumblr and insta and tiktok crying their eyes out about how miserable they are, sharing their traumas so openly.
And I feel bad for them, I do. But then this small, cruel part of me thinks, "they don't know how easy they have it."
I look at their rooms, their clothes, their faces, their art, their talents and recoil in jealousy. And I really do feel bad for them! I hate seeing other people in pain!
But damn I wish I had a room decorated that nicely. I wish I had clothes that cool and a real sense of fashion. I wish I were prettier. I wish I could be proud of the things I create and the things I do.
I'm pathetic, right?
21F & tired. my old poems are seriously so bad. idk what this is turning into. I just want someone to talk to. open dms
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