Sometimes Self-care Is Just Drawing Really Slutty Femzai (´ー` )

Sometimes Self-care Is Just Drawing Really Slutty Femzai (´ー` )

sometimes self-care is just drawing really slutty femzai (´ー` )

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2 years ago

Where do you think skk currently stand with each other now? Reading the lns and then rereading the manga, I was honestly surprised with how openly Chuuya showed concern for Dazai whenever he got hurt during the Lovecraft fight. It feels like their dynamic has shifted from when they were kids, but it's hard to pinpoint what exactly.

Ohhh boy thanks for the ask, anon!

I think right now they stand in a place where their dynamic from when Dazai left the mafia shines through, despite Dazai's "betrayal". That being said, we don't really know what that dynamic was. Dark Era has 0 Chuuya in it, and I don't think that's unintentional on Asagiri's part. I think he wants us to wonder a little bit more before he tells that part of their story. He literally said as much in the Stormbringer afterword, after all. My guess is that they've gotten to the point where they both understood they didn't actually hate each other, quite the opposite, in fact. Still too young and stubborn to actually talk about it, but I do think they consciously considered each other friends and partners in more than just the teamup Mori thrust them into. We see Dazai hides less and less of his affection toward Chuuya when no one who's opinion he cares about is looking. And in the Dead Apple manga adaptation we get to see a little more of Dazai and Chuuya. Dazai only gets off his ass when Chuuya calls him out on it. And Dazai trusts Chuuya to figure out his plan and come rescue him. Hell he lets Chuuya pass out on his lap afterward, a clear parallel to the ending of Dead Apple. That particular moment shows us that this kind of thing happened quite often, a natural progression to them using Corruption as a tactic and the ending we saw in Stormbringer, when Dazai caught Chuuya and let his true affection shine through in the moment when Chuuya couldn't hear him. Again, we know nothing of 17 and 18 year old soukoku, but if we follow that progression to its conclusion, then Dazai and Chuuya started to trust each other more, become closer as partners and friends, be less afraid of showing it to one another.

And then Dazai left, and Chuuya was fucking devastated.

Here's the boy who not only dragged Chuuya into the mafia, but who became the first person to treat him as a human being, not a tool that could be used and discarded when need be. The Sheep didn't do that. Rimbaud never did that. Mori was frank when he said he saw all his subordinates, including himself, as tools. But Dazai was the one who said that Chuuya could do what he wanted with his power. It was Dazai who made sure to never force Chuuya to use Corruption when he could, to give him a choice, from the very beginning. That's why Chuuya trusted him. And then Dazai, who joined the mafia alongside him partly because he wanted to live long enough to have Chuuya by his side, left him and the entirety of the Mafia. It's only inevitable that Chuuya saw it as a betrayal.

There's a whole analysis of 18 to 22 year old Chuuya I could do, what he was like after Dazai's betrayal, how he became the person he is now, but that would take. So long. Maybe later.

Anyway then Dazai shows up in the Port Mafia's basement and is like "hey whatsup don't get me wrong I still don't like you also remember how we used to be partners?" And Chuuya is clearly hiding A Lot of Feelings but he plays along and lets Dazai go, along with the information Dazai needed.

I think Dazai and Chuuya see their relationship quite differently. Because Dazai never saw his leaving the Mafia as him leaving Chuuya. Hell, look how he talks to Akutagawa vs Chuuya. He literally tells Akutagawa that Atsushi is his replacement. He never does that with Chuuya, hell, he keeps reminding Chuuya of their partnership. Literally tells him that Dazai's second reason was that he wanted to see Chuuya again. That it was a "reunion long in the making". I have a feeling Dazai also got caught cause he wanted to see what Chuuya would do. And Chuuya lets him go! With information! They bicker and bully each other like old times, it's better than he could have hoped!

Anyway. To Dazai, Chuuya is still the same old Chuuya as the one he left behind when they were 18.

As we said before, Chuuya sees it differently. He's clearly still bitter about it, saying that Dazai "made a fool of everyone, be it friend or foe". Like, he's clearly talking about Dazai leaving here. Chuuya's clearly hurt because he trusted someone, and again, that trust was met with a betrayal. He doesn't know what to make of this "new Dazai", doesn't trust him, because he sees Dazai be merciful and kind and that's not what he remembered Dazai to be like. And if Dazai was secretly a good, kind person the whole time, why would he leave Chuuya like that? Did that mean Chuuya just wasn't worth that kindness? So their interactions so far have been about Dazai testing and building back up that trust and partnership they had beforehand. Showing up in that basement to tease him. Letting Chuuya choose to use Corruption. Getting himself "killed" by Shibusawa, putting his own trust forward that Chuuya would come for him.

Also, they're not teenagers anymore! They're adults! Which means they can process their feelings in a more mature way! So Dazai is way more overt with his fondness for Chuuya, he's got the guts to call him "buddy" to himself. He seems to understand his own feelings for Chuuya a little more. His little conversation with Akutagawa before Shin Soukoku's fight with Fukuchi? You can't tell me that's not Dazai understanding his loyalty to Chuuya and seeing that same partnership in Atsushi and Akutagawa.

Where Do You Think Skk Currently Stand With Each Other Now? Reading The Lns And Then Rereading The Manga,

"You'll save him. You know the reason yourself, don't you?" Like bitch kill me now just

Where Do You Think Skk Currently Stand With Each Other Now? Reading The Lns And Then Rereading The Manga,

AND THEN AKU FUCKING DIES JUST SO ATSUSHI CAN ESCAPE I CAN'T.

If Dazai is modeling Shin Soukoku off of his partnership with Chuuya, then you know exactly how he feels about it. It means a whole heck of a lot to him.

And now we have an arc where Dazai's one true enemy is using Chuuya like a glorified pet bodyguard. I keep thinking of that line he said to Aku and, like, I'm 99% sure Dazai would die for Chuuya if he had to? (wow Dazai please don't die).

Meanwhile Chuuya's feelings a little less clear but I'm getting a "I want to trust Dazai even though I know I shouldn't cause he left me behind before what makes me think he won't do it again?" Please, Asagiri, I need to see this boy's crisis when Dazai left. I need it.

Note that all of this is mostly just speculation I infodumped in this ask, but if we're talking canonically, their relationship seems to be heading into a moment when they both need to deside how important they are to each other, admit it to each other, epecially with Dazai finally admitting that he cares a heck of a lot for Chuuya. In terms of shipping, their maturity makes them understand their own feelings for each other more. Dazai is no longer so intimidated by his giant obsession crush, and Chuuya can understand why he needs Dazai in his life, even after all the betrayal and the hurt. This is just a fun little thing, but the current jailbreak arc kind of reminds me of that moment where Adora needed to fight Catra to bring her back home:

Where Do You Think Skk Currently Stand With Each Other Now? Reading The Lns And Then Rereading The Manga,
Where Do You Think Skk Currently Stand With Each Other Now? Reading The Lns And Then Rereading The Manga,

Okay okay I'll stop typing now.


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3 months ago

Wait hold up hold up. You're onto something.

Thinking About This Forever Btw.
Thinking About This Forever Btw.
Thinking About This Forever Btw.
Thinking About This Forever Btw.

thinking about this forever btw.


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4 months ago

Con artist who sells obvious fake "Legendary" items. Hm...

I always wanted to be the whacky charming one of the group no one trusts but is the fandom favorite!

Surprise! Tumblr just got turned into an epic fantasy RPG, just like [your favorite appropriate media franchise]. And the Tumblr RPG's plot needs to have all of its characters covered, in roles both large and small.

That means that you are assigned to a stereotypical RPG role inside our new fantasy world. Spin this wheel to find out what you are now doing for a living.


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2 years ago

I DISCOVERED SOMETHING ABOUT MY APARTMENT MIRROR! KEEP THIS A SECRET FROM THE OTHERS!!

So you see this?

I DISCOVERED SOMETHING ABOUT MY APARTMENT MIRROR! KEEP THIS A SECRET FROM THE OTHERS!!

Looks normal, right? On the other side is this-

I DISCOVERED SOMETHING ABOUT MY APARTMENT MIRROR! KEEP THIS A SECRET FROM THE OTHERS!!

Again, it looks normal, right? (This next part is thanks to my cat. She scratched the first part, I scratched the rest.)

I DISCOVERED SOMETHING ABOUT MY APARTMENT MIRROR! KEEP THIS A SECRET FROM THE OTHERS!!

Closer...

I DISCOVERED SOMETHING ABOUT MY APARTMENT MIRROR! KEEP THIS A SECRET FROM THE OTHERS!!

Closer...

I DISCOVERED SOMETHING ABOUT MY APARTMENT MIRROR! KEEP THIS A SECRET FROM THE OTHERS!!

Closer...

I DISCOVERED SOMETHING ABOUT MY APARTMENT MIRROR! KEEP THIS A SECRET FROM THE OTHERS!!

I can see through my closet mirror! But I can't on the other side. My mirrors are made of double looking way glass(or whatever it's called). Science behind this anyone?

Sidenote: Feel free to use this to Rickroll people.

2 years ago

🎶Come with me~

And you'll be~

In a world

of outdoor recreation~🎶


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2 years ago

I have an idea for story writers and Danganronpa fans. What if...a new story in the perspective of the world outside of Danganronpa. This would take place after Danganronpa V3. It would be through the eyes of an activist against the killing game. They would protest the killing game being broadcasted and children being sent in to be slaughtered for everyone's enjoyment. The activist would not be a teenager but instead someone who had to witness the horrors close hand, maybe worked behind the scenes. (I will make another post about V3 explaining what I think is going on behind the scenes.) There would be murder mysteries, plots against the government, lawyer cases, and all the drama and angst you could want. Plus it would be a great way to build on the parallel world that V3 created.

I know Danganronpa isn't popular anymore. But an idea to those who want to try.


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6 months ago

On twitter I’m seeing dozens of threads from Black activists warning people against burnout, giving all sorts of useful tips about preventing and managing it for the sake of a long-term, sustainable effort.

On tumblr I’m seeing a hell of a lot of young white kids yelling at anyone who actually follows those steps, and acting like burnout is a moral falling rather than a well-proven psychological phenomenon.

Be careful who you get your information from. Don’t let guilt lead you to make choices that will harm both you and the movement.


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5 months ago

mentally im always like that kitty on the beach looking out at the sea longingly


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8 months ago

I love seeing pictures of white tigers cause my brain is automatically like “oh yeah that’s my favorite au, sskk squared”

I Love Seeing Pictures Of White Tigers Cause My Brain Is Automatically Like “oh Yeah That’s My Favorite
I Love Seeing Pictures Of White Tigers Cause My Brain Is Automatically Like “oh Yeah That’s My Favorite

Like look at this! It’s Acchan getting in trouble and being carted away by Atsushi. He has committed many crimes


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