You Only Have A Certain Amount Of Energy, And Right Now You're Using All Of It To Survive.

You've shown me I have reasons I should love myself - (BTS) Answer: Love Myself

He was as tall as he was tall, and his eyes were the color they were. To describe his hair one would say that he had some. His face had all the features you'd expect, and none of the ones you wouldn't. "There he is," people would often say of him, but only when he was there. And they were right.

This is so cute

The best cat bed

"I cannot make you understand. I cannot make anyone understand what is happening inside of me. I cannot even explain it to myself." - Franz Kafka

"hope is being able to see that there is light despite all of the darkness" - Desmond Tutu

Ik besta 2 jaar op Tumblr 🥳

One last letter to my dad.

Dear dad,

I'm really struggling with life right now, even tho everyone thinks i'm doing better. I mean, I quit hurting myself and I don't think about dying as much as I used to. But I realised for the first time in 5 years you're not coming back, you're gone, death. I was 11 when you died and in two months i'll be 16, my brother will be 18 next year, can you believe it. We both have grown a lot and we would be taller than you by now. we've learned a lot in school, in life... And life went on, you were gone for a year, I just blinked and suddenly 5 years went by. And for the first time since you passed, I lost the feeling of hope? I hoped that you would come back, that everything was just a joke, but it isn't, you're really gone and I'm supposed to accept that. So now i'm gonna try to move on, live my life as normal as I can. I will think about you and try not to feel guilty. I hope you're proud of me, but I am letting you go now, until we meet again.

Goodbye Dad

Lots of love - xxx-

Realising I spent a whole year of my life being sad, makes me sadder than I ever was. And that brings me right back to where I started.

if it still makes you cry,

it still matters

-parth

every night I think “wow this might be the night I go to bed early” and every time without fail I fuck it up