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βIt was probably nothing but it felt like the world.β
β Morrissey, Autobiography
;,) release me, brain
I canβt stop thinking about how when Cardan wanted to talk to Jude about the first time they got intimate and she quickly replies she just wanted to get it out of her system, Cardan asks her βDid you? Get it out of your system?β
But what he meant was βDid you get ME out of your system, because I canβt get you out of mine nor do I want to. I only fell in deeper.β
Her reply about wanting to just get it out of her system hurt him.
When he had said βThis is a terrible idea.β as he was kissing her and taking of his shirt, he didnt mean terrible as in things are gonna get weird and akward between them. He meant this was going to rattle him to the bones. This was going to make him fall in deeper for her. This was a terrible idea for him because he knew she didnt reciprocate his feelings and HE was vulnerable and going to end up hurt. It was a terrible idea for HIM.
the attempted tiktokification of hozier will never not be funny to me because half his songs are about politics and the other half are about wanting to be railed so hard the neighbours complain
sometimes what you need to get out of a deep depression is to start shipping a fictional couple that encourages you to read fanfiction until 3 am.
they need to invent a summer that isnt warm. i yearn for antarctica
βBut you prefer the worldly life, While the Hereafter is better and more enduring.β
{87:16-17}
you heard of "I love you" "it'll pass" and "I'll go" "and I'll stay", now get ready for "how come no one found me?" "I found you"
"Nothing made you. You just are."
These Violent Delights | Micah Nemerever