Okay So I Gained A Little Bit But It’s Mostly Water W3!ght Because My M3@sur3ments Didn’t Move

Okay soooo, didn’t do it. I tried, really… I even ordered some føød but I don’t know if I’ll be able to eat it. I really wanted to achieve that but I feel so sick right now

Wanna know the funniest part? Even with this potential diner I wouldn’t have reached the 1800...

Okay so it’s been 3 weeks since I started and I think it’s time to add a “m3t@b day” to the routine First as a challenge, to prove myself that I’m in control and that I won’t f*€k everything up this time Second, because I don’t want to damage to much my m3t@bøl!sm and g@!n everything back just because of a wrong day And last but not least, as an experiment to see how it will affects my bød¥ (did I g@!n3d, løst or st@gn@t3d) But honestly I’m supposed to 3@t more than 2000 A DAY ?? and I really don’t know how I’ll try tho, it cannot be that hard

DAY 16

Idk but probably not one

Yeah not gonna talk about something I don’t fully understand:)

DAY 28

Right now I’m just restr!ct!ng and sometimes f@sting when I feel like it I didn’t change my sport routine since it was already settled and I like it as it is

But I used to do a little bit of everything.. I was stuck in the cycle of ⭐️ing, over exercising, b!ng!ng, purg!ng again and again and again until last year Or maybe it was 2 years ago?? I don’t remember, my notion of time is kinda messed up lol A little mix of b3d and m!@.. lovely

Post m3t@bday update I’m not feeling bloated? I’ll take it

ON TODAYS FØØD EPISODE 🧶

Breakfast~ 1 ice Americano Lunch~ rice with chicken, tempeh, little bit of noodles aaaand tiny little veggies + 1 ice green tea Snack~ + 1 ice Americano Dinner~ instant noodles with one egg + Greek yogurt with toping (granola, chickpeas and fruits)

Total:~ 1500 :)

PRESENTATION TIME 🎀

Gonna be really careful from now on cause my last account got banned.. soooo HELLO AGAIN EVERYONE hehe 🧚

First I’m gonna post what I remember from my last account, I’m happy I solved the problem cause I really like the motivation I get from the people on this app <3

So you can call me lali🌺, I won’t give my real name or other really personal information except the usual and that I’m an adult :)

I’m here mostly to talk about my journey, it feels great not to be alone sometimes and I don’t want anyone to notice that I’ve relapsed and disappoint them haha

I’m planning on l0w3!ght before coming back from my studies in a month and a half, at least 10kg (if it’s more I won’t complain tho). I’m 150cm for ≈56kg, very active (gym rat 🐀 haha) but won’t count my workouts in my total intake cause it’s gonna be toxic for myself.. LIKE GIRL AS IF what I’m doing now is healthy lmao 💃

I eat max 1800 a day but probably over counting because I don’t have a scale.. ANYWAY wish me luck and discipline and I’ll wish it for you ⭐️

PS: for those who are rec0vering or trying (what are you doing here?? Pls leave don’t do this to yourself!) good luck, you are incredibly strong <33 If you’re a minor I kindly ask you to not follow and if you see that I followed you pls block me it was a mistake

ON TODAYS FØØD EPISODE ✨

I didn’t take pictures but ate around 2000 I think

M3@b@b dayyyyy!! Finally!

I feel sooo heavy tho😭

ON TODAYS FØØD EPISODE 👑

Breakfast~ 1 ice Americano Lunch~ steamed vegetables with roasted chicken and creamy mushroom sauce + 1 ice Americano Snack~ smoothie bowl +passion fruit drink

Total:~ 1400

Idk what to expect from the sc@le and it’s k!ll!ng me right now

I’m so scared

Løøs!ng f@t around my toes was not on bingo list but okay (??)

Bonus points cause it made me laugh