Not Me Excitedly Waiting For My Email To Blow Up From Kudoes——

Call me a whiny ass bitch button god do I have to force myself to read bsd.

I enjoy people analyzing these characters!! I think there is a lot of moments with Characters and their Relationship that are can be so interesting!! And Fun!!

Then I go to read it and it's Another fake death, another kind of Deus Ex Machina moment of "They, This random thing? Yeah, it happened and it saved everyone when you thought there was no hope!"

It feels like the rug is pulled from under me, you know? There is no tension for me, although it feels like there should be? I know the characters will get out and I'm not interested How because I know that whatever Idea I have will be like "Haha! Lied to again! This thing that you expected to happen? Nope! This COMPLETELY DIFFERENT THING HAPPENS"

And there is a little bit of that casino mindset of "well I already put so many hours and emotions in, how can I not finish?"

I want to know but I hate the suffering

Headcanon that as a child, Kunikida wasn't allowed to have a lot. He learned not to ask for things because the answer would always be "no" or "we got you ___, be grateful for that" (it's always something bare minimum that they mention).

He threw himself into becoming the perfect child for his parents, perfect grades, perfect behavior, perfect everything. But some time when he was a teenager, the question of "what do you want when you get older?" came up in class. Not exactly "what do you want to be," but "what do you WANT?"

that got Kunikida thinking.

He's learned not to want anything, tangible or not. It's an unwritten rule within his household. He took what he got and was grateful for it.

When he got home, he took out a piece of paper and started writing. He wrote about what kind of person he wanted to be. The type of things he wanted to do. What he wanted to teach people he met. Everything. Eventually he wrote so much that he had to staple multiple papers together. This whole thing made Kunikida feel so... fresh. He felt like he had an outlet.

He was asking himself for things that would be achieved over time. Kunikida would improve upon and create his Ideal.

@christelightlavo ik this isn't sskk but teehee....

There are things that are frustrating make me angry

But Nothing will be more Infuriating than a "therapist" saying "You'll understand when you're older" at my like 16-17 year old ass when I said I do not believe in any higher power, in any "cosmic importance".

ITS BEEN LIKE 4 YEARS MY DUDE

STILL DON'T

YOU DID NOTHING BUT SEED CONTEMPT INTO ME

Saw a dog named June and suddenly wanted that name.

A little weird and doesn't sound good in every language I know.

That just some Great Colorwork and detail and Texture

Would like to eat and choke on thank you

on the periphery, part 1/2

read more below. (12p)

i tried drawing a longer comic this time and practice my pacing. there will be more! thanks for reading.

special thanks to seven and jedi for the beta, you guys are awesome.

This was inspired by that One conversation they have at the start of Season 2

Even though I don't think this conversation would Really happen, they embody the sound so well. It first their story so good.

I also do these animatics for fun and in no way know what I'm doing :D

Just a simple lil drawing :D

Confuse the algorithm. Google seabass legal length right after.

how to google pregnancy symptoms without google thinking its about me

Kogami quick sketches

I drew him in a dive suit completely ignoring how their seas are polluted lol

There is a hard switch in that goes "I have nothing to live for" and "there are so many things to live for"

And, depressingly, they do not contradict themselves