JUST LOOK AT THIS COLOR!! OH MY GOD.. My Blood Pressure Drops Exactly Like This Gradient When I See Her

SHE'S BACK

Lol I know this is random again..🌚 I just have a few words to let out (im also feeling really nostalgic right now and it hurts!!)

I am “pa1n-0f-l0ve” yes, it’s me, AGAIN. I highly doubt this community is even active anymore and if it is I know it’s not the same. I know you guys are probably sick of me coming and leaving but I just wanted to apologize.

I want to apologize to anyone I ever made uncomfortable or feel upset. I know I said and did things under the persona of “pain of love” that could’ve made people feel a certain way and feel disgusted and I’m sorry. I used this community as an outlet for my hypersexuality at the time because it was getting hard for me to deal with as it was only getting worse. Yes, I still love writing and from time to time I catch myself writing privately and making ideas for stories to write. I would love to write again publicly but I don’t know if that is for me anymore since I’ve changed my style in writing from smut to more narrative and consistent plots. (Yes I still write abt tokio hotel duhhh)

Feel free to get in touch with me about anything if you’d like! No drama tho!! I’d rather not put up with that again haha

ೀ Wrap Your Name in Lace & Leather. ೀ

Let us make thousand mistakes, cause we will never learn. You're my obsession, my fetish, my religion. My confusion, my confession.

The one I want tonight.

—Obsession, Cinema Bizarre.

It turned me on like hell, but I never thought that other works by this gorgeous author would make me commit suicide

༺ Tw: NSFW

★ Bill 2008 x reader.

★ Gender neutral.

★ Oral fetish.

░͟ ₊˚Imagine he's eating you out,

I know that mouth works wonders. I bet he loves giving head and watch you squirming around everytime you feel the touch of his piercing's cold bead on your sweet spot, just to make you taste yourself after you finish on his tongue everytime. 'You're so sweet' he tells you after he licks his own lips, savoring the taste of you once more; completely ecstatic about the way your legs wrap themselves around his head almost automatically whenever he makes you cum, over and over again. He's like a dog, insatiable, desperate for you; He'll even beg and cry for it, he works his tongue like it's gonna be his last meal.

━╋

He likes when you pull on his hair, definitely; searching for your eyes just so he knows it feels just as good, and readjusting his head right where you want him to be. He gets so worked up by just pleasuring you, he can't help himself but to try and grind agaisnt the mattress at the same time, just so you'd end up telling him to wait.

He whines, but he listens because he secretly likes when you handle him. In the end, he'll end up cumming on his pants, letting out a 'Fuck'. under his breath. Completely overwhelmed by your expressions and the way you sound while he's sucking you dumb. ୧ ⊹︶︶

I WANT TO EAT BILL VERY BADLY.

Tw: Slight mention of cannibalism.

I look at him and I revere,

I believe he's a God upon me when he buries his teeth in my skin;

'Can you feel my love?'

I barely hear him howl as he devours what's left of me.

He finds solace in my agony, and I find peace perpertually resting inside of him.

Take me, take my soul in your heart, for what I've got in the other life—I offer to you now.

EXCUSE ME, BUT BILL'S HANDS AND GAZE?

Pinterest tag game

I forgot who I got tagged by but thank you whoever it was lmao ❤️

first pin that shows up on your Pinterest when you search animal, hobby, tattoo, and celebrity crush.

I have decided to tag: @metallicames @suzdin @boydholbrook-fan @ilovewhiteroses @90shetfield @metalmaidenn @wizard-on-whales @mxtal-up-ur-ass and whoever would like to play as well

I'm still trying to figure this app out. I want moots that are into Tokio Hotel mostly though so keep 'em coming! I'd also like to make friends with my same age range if possible.

♡ Dm's always open if any of you wanna talk ♡

My community.

| Masterlist at the end |

I also like other bands such as bôa, hole, jack off jill, mazzy star, the sundays & she wants revenge! & artists such as Lana del rey, Jeff Buckley, Fiona apple, Marina n Shakira. :-)

- About me;

She/Her.

Bill girl, obviously!

I'm nineteen.

Don't interact if anything related nsfw bothers you.

I'm from Spain, so of course that's my first language.

Currently trying to collect all of tokio hotel's discography.

My favorite song rn is Elysa, even though that changes all the time.

Into makeup n 2000s stuff.

My favorite movies are Coraline, Logan & Leon the professional.

I will write sometimes, so feel free to drop your request.

I can write mostly about anything, as long as you give me a detailed plot.

I'll write about all the members, no matter the era as long as they're not underage.

What I won't write about: Twincest or hardcore topics, such as eating disorders, rape etc.

Masterlist;

✧ Bill eats you out ✧ I want you so bad

✧ Held in his hands ✧ At your mercy

✧ Lost in you

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@ expertglazer on pinterest !!

Can anyone disagree that it looks magical in this design?

_Closest thing to God I have

𒂭🌑 ever laid my eyes on_

I'm so glad that he can do whatever he wants now, I think self expression is the most beautiful thing one can have.

I took this picture btw. 🪽

This tour was everything to me, the outfits were absolutely incredible. I can't wait to see what he's gonna wear on the next one! :)

do u take requests?? :3

Yes, sure! I want to say that everyone can leave me a request if they want to do so, so go ahead for those who have not done so yet