Honestly Jack Popping Hardcore Painkillers For The Next Three Decades And Then Just Up And Killing Himself

oh shikanaru u

u meekish schoolyard fascination quickly catapulted into extreme codependency u

ur so observation in humanity, case study of the idiot with the sincerest smile you’ve ever seen, theory board specimen turned fiery, irrevocably hopeless timeless love

so pure spirited and full blooded is that heart skipping eyes freezing lungs failing giddy floating face flushing u r

so frozen solid and panicked as shikamaru breathes in the absolute zeal and open chested heart ache and full body mind and soulful hope leading Naruto headfirst into the rest of his life in a series of increasingly incredible and intense events that always seem to stack up into something beautiful instead of falling through the faults of the trusty human limit and nihilistic doubt

every step is on the unstable air of an oceans edge, yet Naruto makes a messiah of himself in the way he runs insultingly easy on that endless sea’s surface and Shikamaru knows objectively how and why and what Naruto is doing but he just can’t believe his eyes

his inexperienced heart pounds a hole through his chest and pulls him so thoughtlessly onto the water until he’s sweating and panting and running after Naruto with that infectious passion for life and human connection and peace- like that’s ever been more than a carrot on the end of a long, lying stick

he’s sweating a layer of his skin off and he hates the heavy exhaustion weighing down a crack through his internal promise to stay the fuck outve this- outve the adrenaline and line of fire and risk- but he forsakes his clan and his brain and the reality of the world and what being a shinobi even means because goddamn he’s hungry

he’s hungry in a way he doesn’t think contentment can soothe anymore

not even close

not when all he feels as he watches those clouds dance lazily across that bluest blue, is loss, because he knows a bluer blue and Naruto would never resign himself to sitting listless at the base of his favorite green hill because he’s off making greener pastures of shitty realities with thinly survived battles and thickly woven trust gained by the same stunned realization everyone has:

Naruto Cares

he cares so much his sleeve lead his feet because he’s long since given up hiding his heart behind his ribs like any self respecting person of moderate preservation

and shikamaru seethes as he understands so deeply he might as well be every new pair of eyes that trace the frame of Naruto’s smile with that glittering helplessness they never mean to revel

he tells himself obligations uproot his back from that perfect hill, that perfect view, those perfect clouds- duty probably, he is clan heir after all

but he knows the truth rests closer to the surface than he can manage to smother

He Knows He Can’t Help But Care Too

through, because, for, and ever after Naruto, because all of a sudden the grass itches where it once caressed and his heart creeps into that little dip between neck and shoulder

not yet on his sleeve, but it doesn’t have to be

because it’s enough

Naruto’s back faces him as he runs ever faster, over ever greater oceans, ever brighter suns that rise on that dangerous current-

And It’s enough

silent and subtle and studying- this view is now what returns that contentment he’s been basking in for so long

smiling all mock exasperation- yeah Shikamaru thinks-

This Is Enough

"if yr stabbed dont take the knife out" okay so thats basiclaly cockwarming

i want him huffing my dirty laundry :/

returning back to sasunaru is like dipping my entire naked body into a cool spring pond circled by a ring of blooming floral

sigh yeah inhale im home

he really wanted these cookie

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все, кто ждали, я вас поздравляю, это продолжение прошлого поста

me and the bad bitch i pulled by acting like his jealous clingy gf

my library

here's some of the best the hobbit/lotr fanfics I've read cuz they can be quite hard to find and I wanna help

will update the list as I read

Thorin

Smoke, iron and Thorin

Fire and Gold

Learning Khuzdul

Braid of Gold

Thorin being soft

The Beauty of Chance

Those Hands

Misunderstanding

The arrival

A king's crown

Covered In Steam

There's just inches in between us

Thorin after a long day of training with his nephews

In This Moment 

Agreement

Symphony of your life

Oh so quiet

Confession

Find Your Way Back

Fili

fili oneshots

Moonrise

The Most Unpleasant, Defective, and Abominable Incident

Stay with me

The Redeemer

Durin's Garage

Restless

Lost My Way

Charcoal

Kili

The book keeper

insecurities

The beauty and the Beast

getting back at Kili for teasing

My Treasure

Madly in love

It's in his kiss

Love Bites

Sway With Me

Wood Carvings

Softly. . .

Sweet like nectar

A Shot in the Dark

Beorn

Early Mornings

Beorn takes care of you when you're injured

Linger

Legolas

Watcher of Wanderers

The Innocence of Brutality

Blessing

Sensitive

Being best friends with Legolas

Hazy Memories

Spellbound

Thranduil

Bookworm

Relax

Best friends father

Fascination

Flower On My Skin

To Meet Under the Stars

Passenger Princess

Autumn Thunderstorm

I Could Love You With My Eyes Closed

Haldir

Gentle Dark

Lindir

My Heart Is In Your Hands

Moonlight

Just a Little Help

Warriors Great Tales

The Fountain

Return to Me

Èomer

Burnt Bread

A Helping Hand

Wildest Dreams

Falling In Love With A Librarian

SFW alphabet

Happiness

A Roll in the Hay

Blessing

Turning Points

More characters

various characters oneshots

Imagine: elves having highly sensitive ears and you finding out by accidently touching them.

Journey to Erebor

Hair braiding

Elves + Braiding

What Type of Kisser is Each LoTR Character?

The Hobbit Characters + Physical Affection (Suggestive Version)

A Headcanon For Each Member of Thorin’s Company

Cuddling With Thorin's Company

Imagine some of the elves of Middle Earth find out how easy it is to make you (a human staying in Rivendell) blush and become aroused.

The LOTR characters reacting to a modern reader

Pigggyyy from lotf core ft. Japanese hw

Drawing by me and *extra details* by @junesonison

holy goated wtf ty this is such a compliment I love this

this u

holy peak Ty for putting me on this IS me asf