Badweird Feelings

eye-opening tumblr post for me included the words "people are meant to be burdens" as in humans rely on and support one another and it's not a bother it's our purpose; to love and be loved in return. so if you ever think you're being annoying just remember we were made to love and it's going to be okay

im so calm and normal but also if im misunderstood by people in a way i cannot control i will tear apart the fibers of the universe

“For what was a person but the sum of all the scraps of their memory and experience: a finite set of components with an infinite array of expressions.”

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Laini Taylor, Strange the Dreamer

my asexuality is best described as the minecraft 1.17 update

“caves and cliffs” but without the caves and cliffs

i don’t know if holding your own hand is a sign of loneliness or self-love, but either way i’m feeling something

please do not ask me what my plans for the future are, im quite literally still not convinced that i am even a real person

growing up in a neurotypical household, i sometimes feel kinda alone

but then i remember that i have friends who sort their m&ms by color before eating them and suddenly feel better

i think it's nice that a lot of the stuff that ends up in my closet is the kind of stuff i liked when i was closeted.

Your suffering does not have to be beautiful. It does not have to culminate in an eloquent writing piece or a tragically gorgeous painting. It does not have to “make you stronger” or “be part of a greater plan leading to something better.” It does not have to be romanticized or presentable. Yes, you are artistic. Yes, you are beautiful. Yes, you are strong. But before any of those things, you are a feeling human in a world where nothing is certain. Allow yourself to be so.