Latest Posts by joonsdiiimple - Page 6

At least is my last try.

Hey, I'm here again¿ I'ven been sososo dead here I was in exams I had at leas 28373937 anxiety attacks:/ Y'all know what that means, right? BINGING:0000 I gained that three pounds I thought I lost last month I feel sooooo fucking bad, and it's not a joke, I thought about purging agAIN AND I DON'T PURGE SINCE JANUARY, I'M GOING FUCKING CRAZY ABOUT MY FUCKING WEIGHT. I tried, I swear I tried. I didn't notice when food became numbers, and I remember how time ago I read some tumblr post about whY DON'T TO RESTRICT FOODS AND ALL THAT SHIT THAT ALL ANA POST TELLS YOU and I said "nah, I'm not gonna be thaaat bad, right?" I feel bad, but I can't stop I'm empty. That's all, but next week or maybe tomorrow, depends on my mood. I'm gonna try to ristrict again, just to be calm. I'm sorry

Oh dear

Hey guys. EVERYONE, and I mean EVERYONE who reblogs this post BY MAY 5TH 2019 will be getting a small monster design based on your blog theme, name, or profile picture. Let’s go.

Halsey: -Saying thanks to ARMY for all the love and support-

K-Army: AWWW

E-Army: AWWW

L-Ermy after being a toxic fandom and hating Halsey because she's the girl of BTS:

My dash is dry as my sense of humour so

Pls like/reblog this to I can check your blog out!! If you;

- suffer from any kind of ed

- NOT PRO (the only one that you MUST meet)

- post ed memes

- 5’4 or taller

- idc about your sw, we are all in this shithole together

- like bts, bp, twice, mamamoo, exo - kpop in general

- do NOT post spoilers about GOT or endgame (not a must but would be appreciated)

- just post anything ed related

(If you are active after April 30, 2019 pls like or rb 🌸)

Me: omG I LOST 3 POUNDS ;_;

My brain: great, next, die

My ed: hOLD A FUCKING SECOND, WHEN, WERE, HOW, WHO, WHAT¿ but you still fat gurl.

Me: -counting how much calories I ate last week and trying to anilize how I lost 3 pounds in a week after bingin' 2 times-

This make me happy:')

probably i just said it but i want to say it again:

- don’t apologise if you don’t know english.

- yes, english is the most common language on the internet but you are not forced to know it perfectly.

- your own language is beautiful.

- non-english people make a huge effort to write in English everyday on this website.

- support non-english people and don’t make them feel bad if they do not know English. 

- actually support all the languages.

- spread more language diversity on Tumblr.

thank you. 

It's 2am, I'm doing exercise, crying, and looking to meanspo;;

My mom just said that one of the things I ate had 250 calories

I'm crying I swear TuT

Also, my mom said to me that I need to stop eating, thank you nutricionist.

Me: -Eats 53 calories more than 400-

My ed: bITCH WTF YOU'RE DOING, THAT IS GONNA AFFECT YOUR WEIGHT LATER, thAT'S WHY YOU STILL IN THAT WEIGHT

Me:

God *JYP* hears my prayers and gave me a new bop faNcYyYy

AlsO GAVE LOVE TO JEONGYEON SHE DESERVE IT

FANCY!

Me: -do nothing after binging for 3 days-

My ed: sTARVE YOURSELF

My brain: Don't yoU DARE

Me: -starves-

My brain:

Ed meme + Mac = Meme heaven

“i haven’t had any breakfast today. i think i have an eating disorder.”

Me: -eat something-

My ed: That had like 10 calories

Me: So?

My ed: yoU aRe gOnnA bE FAT

Me:

uwu

tryna find new ed friends/followers- repost if…

you are 14+

you have an ed of any kind

you vape/smoke

you need to get back on track

you enjoy music (perhaps specifically rap, alternative punk, glam rock, etc)

you need a little help staying on track

you need a motivating friend

your cw is less than 160

willing to text outside of tumblr*

even better, if you are atleast three of these, pleeeeeease message me. i’d love to find new people and im typically really good at responding fast and helping others, especially if it’s out of tumblr*.

If I binge is a sin to god, but not for my mom

If I fast is a sin to my mom, but not for god

Ana's hell is waiting for me):

Goodnight

I ate way too much today.. Easter weekend… oh man…

My friends: -Threat me with calling my crush if I don't eat-

Me, who don't want crush to know that I have anorexia :

Me: I want to get better:/

My ed: does that mean that you want to be fat?

Me:

me when someone says they have only eaten 500 calories:

Me when I eat only 300-400 calories and that person get angry about that:

Ohgodno

SooO, I'm at the beach with my family, and that means I have to eat): But, my uncle have a pool in his house so:

I'm never gonna go outside of the pool, bye family

A lot in the ana community: o yEAh cofFee YuM yUm iS my fAvorItE meAl

Me, who doesn't like coffee:

(Please tell me I'm not the only one who don't like coffee):

i need to follow more ppl so pls reblog this if ur any of these:

- 160-168 cm tall

- sw was 60+ kg

- ur ugw is 50 kg or under

- you’re under 18

- you’re living with parents/roommates

it honestly doesn’t rly matter lol pls just reblog this if ur active

To all girls who think ana can solve your problems:

Please, don't do it

To all my new anas

For the love of god please turn back now

This isn’t a quick fix to your weight problem

This won’t help the way you feel about yourself

It will literally only make it worse

This is dangerous as fuck

Like you can actually fucking die

And today I felt like I was dying

My heart was pounding, and I was shaking violently. I didn’t have enough energy to get out of bed and when I stood up I’d nearly pass out.

I was laying in bed fucking sobbing because I’d rather be dead than physically feel like this

This problem is easily fucking solvable if I just ate

But I couldn’t because I was going to have pizza tonight

And even though I didn’t eat yesterday, and had less than 200 calories the day before, I still couldn’t bare to eat anything today because I would be forced to eat pizza with my family

Fucking pizza, a food I used to love, gives me fucking anxiety if there’s even a chance I’ll have to eat it. A food i used to love ruined by this godawful disorder, because all I can think about is how many calories are in a slice (but I have to eat 2 to keep away suspicious) and how greasy it is makes me want to puke

This is not a quick fix

This will not help you “gain control”

This will not give you discipline

But

This will give you anxiety

This will make you lie to the ones you love

This will make you absolutely hate yourself

With every ounce of your being

And if you go far enough

This will fucking kill you

Me: *Binges literally all day*

My ed:

Is it normal having my brain telling me 24/7 that all the things I do aren't very anorexic?

me: *eats literally anything*

my shitfuck brain: hmm that wasnt very ‘anorexic’ of you :/

Me at the dinner of my first day of my vacations realizing that I can't fast because my parents and brothers are in vacations too:

/ / / / / / / / español/ / / / / / / /

Yo en la cena de mi primer día de vacaciones dandome cuenta de que no puedo hacer fast porque mis padres y hermanos también están de vacaciones:

Lol me xd

LMAO WHY IS THIS LITERALLY EVERYONE ON ED TUMBLR

Me: -Weigh myself- mOM I GAINED WEIGHT

My mom:

/ / / / / / / / / / / /

Yo: -pesandome- maMA SUBÍ DE PESO

Mi mamá: