Insomnia Thoughts With Jello

New shifting motivation just dropped except it’s simply me being excited about homework ???

I can’t wait to be studying in the library at Hogwarts or writing a paper in my dorm while Theo studies for his OWLs and we’re just sitting in silence but we’re together and oh my god I love shifting.

come here. yes, you. come here. closer. till our foreheads touch and im gazing into your eyes. you’re me and im you. consciousness dictating reality. i'm going to say this nicely, and i'll need you to hear me out. a message from me to you, you to me, you to you, me to me. stop letting the 3d dictate whether or not you have your desire.

you're playing hooky with God and yet you're panicking about a hall pass. (i assume. i have no idea how the american school system works.) you're on a whole other metaphysical plane of existence, cigarette in hand, and yet you're worried that your desire won't show. babe. sweetheart. it's going to show. it's embedded in your bone marrow, imprinted in your soul. it's yours the moment you decided it is.

i sit here. eating grapes like they're divine and will heal me. i crush them up as a pale imitation of the wine i am too young to drink. (legally.) paradoxical vegan soy milk adjacent to the computer screen, lip stain around the rim of the glass cup. but the moment i assume i'm in my dr. i am. regardless of what the 3d shows me. regardless whatever i feel, see, touch, hear, and taste. fuck the senses. they shift last. reality will flicker and i'll find myself in the one i want to be in. i'm in my dr. blunt in hand. gazing out from my balcony at the night life. at the silhouette of skyscrapers against the dark sky. at the open window with orange light pouring through someone's apartment, where i see shadows making out.

don't let the 3d dictate whether or not you have your desire because you do the moment you decide you have it.

~ from, a girl in her oversized grey tee and mismatched red striped pajama pants and peeling black nail polish

(ib: @hrrtshape)

Typical conversation between me and my best friend:

Me: “hear me out— Minecraft server in my hogwarts dr.”

Them: “Who would get blown up by a creeper?”

Me: “… Draco, obviously.”

i said what i said, and then it happened (unfortunately 4 everyone)

cards on the table . . this isn’t a secret. it’s barely even information. it’s just that no one wants to say it plainly because then what would we sell? law of assumption, attraction, annotation, adoration, alliteration, whatever poster child the wellness-to-woo pipeline’s feeding you, is, at its core, confidence + assumption + commitment to the bit until reality bends in obedience . . aka success.

i might as well just say : you are god. put that on your cv, if you wish. assume the feeling of the wish fulfilled. occupy the state. don’t wait . . . be. 　

　　let's look at it like this .

confidence = i am her. full stop. not becoming. already am. the main character, the casting agent, the guy editing the trailer, the theatre audience in tears, the whatever.

assumption = no questions. no conditions. you’re not waiting on a greenlight from the universe. you’re the studio exec. it’s your production. the role’s been cast. it’s you. you win. ta-da, congratulations.

success = the plot simply has to follow suit. reality is the intern, your assumption is the highest executive order.

think of it like this : you’re putting on a coat. not a dream coat. not a someday coat. the coat of already-having, in a colour called “i said what i said.” i'm not telling you to hope. i'm telling you to live like you already got the call from your agent and you’re in the lead role of your own fantasy.　

and when you do that, really do that, everything else rearranges itself like stage props moving behind the curtain. why? because consciousness is the only reality, and the assumptions are dictating the script.

　　law of assumption is basically just . .

　　　i said it. i believed it. i became it. reality caught up.

you will never see me displaying.......humility.....or even worse... normalcy. i shifted realities and got absolutely, transcendently railed by a man who, by all accounts, does not exist. structurally, narratively, ontologically. and yet.

my thoughts shape reality, my desires rearrange the cosmos. i’m sorry, what exactly would you like me to do with that? renounce my own divinity? get a hobby....such as.... pottery? be serious and start affirming

step into your new reality

The power to shift lies within you, waiting to be unlocked. Every thought, every intention, and every belief you hold is a building block for the reality you want to experience. You are not a passive observer of your life—you are the author, the director, the creator of your own story. The universe responds to the energy you put out, and the version of yourself that you seek is already living in another reality, just waiting for you to step into it. All it takes is belief, intention, and the unwavering knowing that you are worthy of experiencing the life you’ve always dreamed of. Your journey of shifting isn’t just about finding a new reality; it’s about discovering the limitless power within you and realizing that you can be, do, and have anything you desire. Trust the process, and remember: the only thing standing between you and the reality you want is the decision to claim it. YOU CAN SHIFT.

would y’all care if I posted like— my hogwarts dr discography in its entirety but also song spotlights where I go into to lore behind the song and explain some of the lyrics and stuff?

I put so much thought into my discographies— not just for my hogwarts band dr but wherever I write songs, which is more often than not. So, yeah.

Lemme know because I think that would eat.

I also say all this while i’m actively editing the hogwarts band’s discography for the hundredth time— it will never feel complete

I’ve recently embraced having different names in my drs, along with hairstyles and tattoos and stuff.

I used to be so adamant on being the same me I know here. I guess I’m a sentimental bitch. But then I had to change my name and hair in my Nightmare Before Kissmas dr for canon purposes and it was… liberating. And now i’m so into it. I want to be a new bitch every single time.

hello I am drunk and here to remind you that shifting is supposed to be fun so MAKE IT FUN AGAIN romanticize the fuck out of it i don’t care just find some goddamn joy in this it isn’t supposed to be all doom and gloom you’re a shifter you’re infinite anyways goodnight go shift bitch