Now If Only I Could Force Myself To Art! Damn. Im An Art Student You Guys Why Am I Like This

it's like. I used to think my autism didn't really include the need for routine but what I've found is that when it's a Planned divergence in routine that's fine (going on trips etc) and when I can Choose to divert my routine bc I know I can handle it that's also fine (like deciding to go out for drinks or deciding to go to a movie or deciding to change dinner plans). but when Other People or Circumstances change my routine without prior warning that's when my brain goes absolutely fucking insane.

and I feel like that's not talked about enough bc I've always seen "needs routine" represented as someone who is unwilling to divert from their routine when like. no it's absolutely fine just as long as I'm the one deciding when and how to divert it or I've been given plenty of advance warning that it'll be changing.

mtf and ftm solidarity is me, the one who hates their boobs letting my beloved mtf friend (who is like 30cm taller than me) put their head on my boobs because it makes her feel small and happy

That's it, that's the podcast

once i get done with this presentation about A. Dürer its over for you bitches

i dont need therapy when i can think 'mark my worms' for free! lol.

hello gay people of the internet i am back, and i did not finish a single podcast while i was sad. but i did start archive 81. its fun. looove itt. what the fuck is netflix doing. also how does one get mutuals on here.

i Love fanfiction

are they your soulmate who youre hopelessly in love with or are they just an interesting factor that broke through the monotony that is hanging over your life like a fog?

i am having urges to get a shit ton of eyes tattooed curse the internet

i am very unfomfortable with this whole human thing