Man, I disappear for a few years and I come back to Ben not really making State content anymore and the fandom which was already practically non-existent down to even less people.
immediately showering and furiously washing the blood off my hands after stabbing someone, not because i feel any guilt or remorse for what i did but because i have sensory issues
and they say white people can’t cook
how it feels to have thoughts and feelings and problems you lowkey can't talk to anyone about
Doing the YMCA at the dying fetus concert
What do you mean I need to write if i want to be an author
me when school is actually horrible and awful and not like the i'm not okay video at all
Cisgender. This is your term for me. Your stereotype, your aggression When you have been called it all Fag queer whatever.
Well now i speak
I am not gay. I am not bi. I am not a man. Or unsure. I am not your words. I am not “cisgender”.
I am a woman. I love a man. But that doesnt matter. Because my name is Olivia.
gonna close tumblr app and start writing now. #The Horror