-Illustratum Paradoxon

“If you aren’t dead you’ve got time.”

youth is a social contruct

My loves, I know these are stressful times. Please go easy on yourself right now. If you are feeling overwhelmed know that your feelings are valid and there is a community of fellow Empaths feeling them too.

We are living in historical times. As Empaths, feeling all of this pain and stress is INTENSE. Know that I am sending you love.

Remember your breathing.

Art: Asja Boros

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You know what’s crazy. If people knew I had this page they probably would think I was crying victim. Honestly I’ve never been one to use my traumas as a way to manipulate people to love me. If I have believe me, it was not consciously. I REFUSE to be portrayed as a victim or anyone to pity because of what I’ve been through. 1. Because they only know parts, they don’t even know the half and 2. Because speaking about them and proving that I have healed by being able to speak without crying & without pain, is fucking empowering! Yes I have bad days. Yes things still trigger me. But 👏🏼 it 👏🏼 does 👏🏼 not 👏🏼 make 👏🏼 me 👏🏼 nor will it BREAK me. I refuse to give power to the abusive addict mother and absent mystery donor. I refuse to give power to any of my abusers. Sexual. Mental. Emotional. Physical. Abuse. They say people abuse something when they don’t know the purpose of it. People looked past my purpose. Past my very essence of my being. They only saw the poor foster kid that was “troubled” not the kid who had potential seeping out of her regardless of the cards she was dealt. They dimmed my light for so so long. Only I had the power to turn that light back on and fight to keep it on by removing those toxic people. Removing toxic habits I had. And removing toxic thoughts that I grew to believe. Once I UNlearned everything that was crammed into my brain about who I was, I was able to find who I TRULY am. I’m a beacon of light. I’m hope for the orphans. I’m goals for the underdog. I’m a voice for the hurt and lonely. I speak the unspoken words that people hold on to for so long. I give them a voice. I don’t put light on my struggle and darkness to immortalize it but to show you that out of darkness comes LIGHT. That while in that dark place, regardless of what you feel or think, you are NOT alone. I’m also here to remind those who have faith or maybe have fallen far from their faith that just because you follow Jesus does not make you untouchable. Even he had to carry his own cross. So please. Be humble. Be level headed. Know that victimizing yourself will only leave you stuck. Rise above that. Know who you are in Christ. After that all other labels and boxes that they tried to fit you in will be BROKEN. I will never forget a prophysy given to me. God spoke to me through a complete stranger and he told me clearly “BE YOURSELF” he wants a relationship with YOU. Not a religion. Not indoctrination. No rituals. Just YOU.

-Illustratum Paradoxon

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Stoned thoughts| Part I

as you reflect on life: “The devil is a liar...Liar Liar pants on fire...omg! Now I understand the reference. It wasn’t just because it rhymed, but literally! The devil= Liar his pants are DEFINITELY on fire”

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Ok I’m done. 😂

♌️ Rising

-Illustratum Paradoxon

I needed this. 😭

You don’t need to overcome your disability or mental illness to be “worthy”.

There’s a lot of focus on people “defying the odds” and showing that their disability “can’t hold them back”.

But here’s the thing... sometimes your disability does hold you back. Sometimes, no matter how much you want to, you can’t do some things.

And it’s okay. You’re still worthy.

-Illustratum Paradoxon

God is the gps of my life, without him I am lost. Without his direction, the enemy will navigate me towards death. Death of my salvation. Death of my purpose. Death of my calling to be Christ like. Don’t forget to plug God into your navigation system. We all make wrong turns. Maybe even some illegal u-turns, but God will be there to reset the route and get you started back on your journey back to YOU. Back to HIM. Back to HOME. 🖤

-Illustratum Paradoxon