Yeah My Game Is Obey Me, And The Plot Is Literally To Stay There For 1 Year As An Exchange Student So....

This is my contribution to the newest Sanders Sides episode "Putting Others First" or "Selfishness Vs. Selflessness Part 2". Let me just say that the new episode was GREAT!!

Okay, here me out... Deceit isn't a fully bad side in my head. He helps Thomas in his own weird way. He even showed a little humor and a good part of himself in the newest episode! Heck, he trusted them with his name! And speaking of name... Janus... I love it! I always liked Deceit, no matter how slimy of a snek boi he was and is. So I just gained more respect for him after watching the newest episode.

I could probably theorize and discuss more, but I wanna keep this short. I can't wait for the next one, but of course now Thomas needs to take a break and relax a little while. He's been working his butt of to get the episode out. He even halted the livestream to get it out! Anyway, take your time to relax @thatsthat24 and stay safe in these times!

Hope you like this!

I finally watched the pilot of Hazbin Hotel! And boy do I have opinions!

First of all, I love so much about the show! It's characters, the colors, the personalities, the surprisingly adult humour, and overall just the idea behind this! It's a surprisingly good concept and I can't say that I've seen anything like this before! Creds to Vivziepop for this unique idea!

Hope to see more in the future! I've considered making an OC but I need to collect more info about the show. And if you haven't seen it yet, go on YouTube and consider watching it! If you like something different and unique, and you don't mind adult humour, then you should give Hazbin Hotel a try! I was positively surprised!

!!! SPOILERS FOR THE NEWEST EPISODES OF STEVEN UNIVERSE FUTURE !!!

THIS IS A WARNING!!

So... the new Steven Universe Future episodes, ey??

HOLY DIAMOND AUTHORITY!!!

Okay so first of all for some context: Me and my sister who are both fans of Steven Universe just watched the newest episodes of Steven Universe Future. And we. Lost. Our. Shits!

I will describe the episodes so again, SPOILERS AHEAD!!! LAST WARNING!!

Mr. Universe: A nice episode where we learn more about Greg's past before he became Mr. Universe. I did not think he got that name from a song, but I like that! Strict family and rules... damn, never saw that coming. And Steven and his pink outbursts again... dang. I hope he sees a therapist... really, I hope he does...

Fragments: This is.... asdfghjfjfid... I can't even! He doesn't want to tell the gems, so what does he do instead... seek out Jasper!... I immediately thought it was a bad idea... But anyway, Steven trained with her, magically grew taller(?), and showed how strong he really is. And when he laughed... it did not feel like our usually happy Steven... reminded me of an evil laugh coming from a villain... He came back to the house in a hurry, didn't pay any mind to the gems and went right to the bathroom. I first thought he was going to pull out Jasper's gem and that he only poofed her... boy was I wrong. He had in fact SHATTERED her! Steven Universe SHATTERED a gem! He who never felt comfortable with the idea of shattering in the first place! Both me and my sister's eyes widened at the sight. Jasper came back though (in a new style) and... bowed to him... cuz of his strength and called him "my diamond".... ho-ly shit.

The 4 finale episodes comes next Friday... I am not ready for this show to end... but one thing that will make me happy is showing Spinel and the Diamonds at least one more time! Clearly one of the best cartoons of the decade... in my humble opinion of course...

I don't have anything else to say, I am flabbergasted! Well, not anything else except GET STEVEN TO THERAPY ALREADY!!!

Ok bye!

Ayyyy.... Waitin' for the Remus fanart after seeing the new episode. Maybe I'll make one when I get home? Who else with me??

Shoto Todoroki x Fem!Reader - Need You Now - Songfic based on the song by Lady A

This is my first full on story/oneshot here so I hope the people of Tumblr like it! I always knew I wanted to do something angst-based as soon as I heard this song a while ago, but I had to make it angst to happy ending cuz I often feel so sad when I read stories that is just left after the angst. I need comfort!! I also wanted to do a reader story since that’s bascially all I read nowadays! I also decided to do female reader since that is what I am most comfortable with, so sorry if that is not your thing. Anyways, I hope this is good enough, I really tried with this one, so hope you all enjoy! <3

Info to know beforehand!! (Although you all already know this most likely!)

Y/N means Your Name (L/N means Last Name)

(e/c) means eye color

(h/c) means hair color

(s/c) means skin color

Texts is in italics

The room was dark. Lights were off except for in the connected kitchen and living room area. Y/N sat on the couch, dressed in sweatpants and a long-sleeved sweater belonging to her boyfriend, a bottle of wine standing on the table together with a half-full glass. Picture perfect memories were scattered all around the floor from the fight that happened a few hours earlier. Fight… was that the right word for it? Maybe argument was a more correct word? She didn’t care. Her mind was filled with thoughts and questions. Was it her fault? Or his? What did they argue about again? She didn’t quite remember, nor did she care. She just wanted to see her boyfriend again.

Teary (e/c) eyes all red from crying, looked up and scouted, seeing the empty room before her, the quiet feeling so foreign to her. She reached for her phone lying on the table, immediately opening it and opening the gallery app. Y/N looked through the pictures of them together: One from an amusement park date from three weeks ago, the pair eating churros while looking at the camera. Another picture from last year when they went on a cruise to celebrate their two year anniversary as a couple, the sun setting behind them while they held each other close. The tears were starting again, she couldn’t fight it anymore. She bailed her feelings out, screaming and crying, not caring who heard her. Y/N lifted her eyes after a while, tears continuing to stream down her face. She switched to the contacts app to see that he left a few messages that made her heart light.

Hi, how are you doing? I don’t know if you’ll see this message or if you want to, but if you do then please… call me. Please <3

Me again. Just wondering if you’re still angry with me, and if you are then I can’t blame you… I was a jerk for getting mad at you, no not a jerk... an asshole. I miss you… :(

Can we please forget this? I really miss you.... </3 Can I come back to the apartment? Or do you wanna come here? There aren't that many people here now… although I would love to be in your arms again </3 Please…? <3

The clock showed a quarter after one, and Y/N looked out the window of the apartment after reading the messages over and over, her (h/c) hair tousled with some strands hanging in front of her face. He wanted to apologize, so did she. He cared for her, and she knew that. It was just a stupid little argument that happened between, an argument that ended with him storming out of the door of their shared apartment going who knows where. He was most likely in the city. That didn’t matter right now though, because all she wanted was to see her lovely boyfriend again. She was all alone and she needed him now. That was it! She wiped her tears and texted him back:

Yes please… Come back! I need you now, here, in my arms again! <3 I don’t know how I can do this without you, I just… need you now <3

In the dark of the city, at a local bar sat Shoto Todoroki. In his hand was a shot glass with whiskey. He gripped it tight and poured it down in one go, the strong alcohol flowing down his throat. It was probably his third, maybe fourth glass of it, but that wasn’t the most important thought he had at the moment. His eyes were glued to the bar-table he sat by, the bartender cleaning some glasses on the other side by the corner. “Another shot of whiskey please.” Shoto’s voice came out as bland and emotionless. The bartender lifted his gaze from the glass he was cleaning to the boy across from him. “Of course sir. It will be your fifth shot this evening though, are you alright?” The bartender spoke in concern as he took the bottle and poured the amount in the glass Shoto still held in his hand. Shoto’s eyes narrowed in question: Was he alright? Is this really what he should be doing now, drinking his thoughts away? He let go of the glass and shoved it away from him, the liquid still in the glass. No, he should return to Y/N soon, this was ridiculous! Him drinking? That was so unlike him! He remembered though that his father used to drink after a difficult job at the agency, after a task that didn’t seem to reach a conclusion, or just after a general hard day. The thought angered Shoto. He was turning like his old man... great.

Shoto reached for his phone in his pocket and decided to check if she had responded to his messages. Maybe the three messages he sent was making him seem desperate? That was the last thing he wanted to do. He switched his gaze from the phone in his hand to the door of the establishment. Maybe she would walk through that door soon and surprise him, hug him and tell him that everything was ok. Sweep in the way like he remembered she did before. But no, she didn’t. It wouldn’t be that easy anyways. He returned to look at the phone when the message sound reached his ears. His eyes widened… she answered!

Yes please… Come back! I need you now, here, in my arms again! <3 I don’t know how I can do without you, I just… need you now <3

The simple message brought him so much joy and relief. He stood up from the bar-chair and handed the bartender some money plus tip. “Keep the change and I didn’t need the fifth shot anyways. Excuse me.” He grabbed his jacket and put it on in a hurry, scrambling out the door to get back to his girlfriend. “Ok then, have nice… night.” The bartender grabbed the money and watched as the two-toned hair boy went out the door, a smile on his face as he continued to clean the glasses.

Shoto ran as fast as he could back to the apartment where he knew you were. Luckily, the bar wasn’t that far away from the apartment complex you both lived in. He didn’t even think of calling a taxi, probably because he was a little drunk from the few whiskey shots he took. All he knew was that he needed to get back and reconcile with his lovely girlfriend and apologize for that stupid argument that caused this. What was it about again? He shook his head of the thought, the matter not being important anymore. He ran and ran, his lungs burning and his body begging for a little break, something that Shoto did not have the time for right now.

He reached the complex and decided to take the stairs rather than the elevator, the adrenaline in him kicking. The elevator would have been faster, but he didn’t think of anything other than seeing you again. Your beautiful (h/c) hair that he loved to brush his fingers through, your glowing (e/c) eyes he could stare at hours after hours, your magnificent (s/c) skin he loved to touch with his hands. After many flights of stairs his eyes started to tear up from the thought of seeing you again. Everyone who knew him knew that Shoto Todoroki didn’t cry. He always wore a calm expression, almost looking bored sometimes, but he never cried. He did now though, letting his eyes water. He blinked trying to push the tears back, but he couldn’t deny it any longer.

He now stood in front of the door to the apartment, trying to catch his breath. He lifted his hand and knocked three times. After a painfully long moment (at least to Shoto), the door opened wide and Shoto’s eyes widened when seeing you standing there looking up at him with red eyes. Oh no. He made you cry. That… he didn’t even think of that possibility. “I-eh…” Shoto couldn’t find the proper words. He had something planned out on the way to the apartment, but now he wasn’t able to say any of it! “Oh I…” Y/N was exactly the same. The words just didn’t want to come out. They both stared at each other, no one uttering a single word. Until Shoto decided to take a step forward and then another. Y/N in response took a step back and then another, as they both moved further into the apartment. When Shoto finally entered the apartment fully, he immediately closed the door behind him without looking away from Y/N. She waited for her boyfriend to make a move, and to her surprise and shock, he did just that.

Shoto’s hands took hold of Y/N’s face and she didn’t get the time to react in any way as he locked their lips together in a loving kiss, finally letting the tears he had in his eyes fall down his cheeks. Y/N’s eyes widened briefly before closing and letting her own tears cascade down her cheeks as well. The kiss felt warm and for Y/N it felt like all the sadness and anger from before faded away in an instant. It was almost like the kiss made light return into the room. And that light felt amazing for both of them!

They separated and looked each other in the eyes, (e/c) eyes staring lovingly at grey and cyan blue orbs. Both were left panting due to the intense kiss they just shared. “I am so sorry that I yelled at you, Y/N. I- I immediately regretted what I said. I love you so much, and I really appreciate you being in my life! I want you to know that!” Shoto’s voice came out so… broken, and Y/N immediately knew that he had been trying not to cry but eventually succumbed to the tears anyway. Y/N gave him a smile, eyes still teary from earlier. “I’m also very sorry. I love you so so much too! I love being with you every day, and I want you to know that you can come to me with your problems so that we can try to solve them together! Let’s do that next time, m‘kay, so that we can avoid fighting like we did now.?” Y/N moved her hands from her sides to grasp Shoto’s hands. His was so warm, ironically though since you would think his quirk would make one of them cold. But nevertheless it was such a comfortable feeling. Being here, with him, together again.

“It’s like you said: I literally don’t know how I can do without you. I need you… now and always.” Shoto declared with a soft smile playing on his lips. Y/N smiled back at him. “I feel the same, Sho!” She lunged at him and hugged him tight, with him immediately wrapping his arms around her returning the hug. “Want to chill on the couch, maybe watch a movie and cuddle?” Y/N asked, looking up at Shoto with still blank eyes. He looked down at her, smiled lovingly and gave a simple answer: “Yes.”

And that’s how you two ended up on the couch, a random movie playing in the background, while you and Shoto were lying together on the couch cuddling close. Your head was placed in his lap and he played with your hair with one hand while the other was holding yours, fingers intertwined. The movie was becoming the least important thing happening at the moment. You were busy showing your love and giving comfort to each other. “Are you even watching the movie, Sho?” You suddenly asked looking up at him. He answered with a shrug of his shoulders accompanied by “No not really. Are you though?” He looked down at the girl with a knowing grin. She smiled sheepishly and hid her face in his sweater before giving a very muffled answer “No.” He just chuckled at her action and continued to play with her hair. Y/N removed her face from his sweater and continued to lay comfortable in his hold. The comfortable silence took over again.

The hours passed and before you knew it, the movie was finished and was currently playing the end credits. On the couch was a passed out Shoto and Y/N, comfortably bundled together, their soft breaths being the only sound in the room. They were both fast asleep, but still they were holding hands, looking like neither wanted to let go. This was their comfort: Each other. Even fights like the one they had many hours ago wasn’t enough to seperate them for long. They knew they would apologize afterwards, because they knew their shared love was stronger than any harsh words thrown at each other previously. It was clear as day, that the love between Shoto Todoroki and Y/N L/N was a strong bond that was gonna last long into the future, even into future fights their love would bring them back again. Because they also knew that they needed each other, always.

Update on my experience with Hazbin Hotel: I watched the pilot again to discover that Elsie Lovelock who I watched a few covers of is the singing voice of Charlie! And I also discovered that Gabriel Brown, freaking BlackGryph0n is the singing voice of Alastor!! OMG!! I had a fangirl moment right there!

Also, I think my favorite characters are Charlie cuz of her funny and happy attitude, but also her optimistic look on rehabilitating, and the Radio Demon himself Alastor. I don’t know why, but his character, his VOICE, his attitude and just everything about him is something I like! He will definitely be interesting to follow in the future! 

oh no shels I’m so sorry, is there anything we can do for you?🦋

For anyone that is able to donate, here is the info on how to do it:

Obviously I know most of you can’t and that’s fine. But if you’d like to spread the word then please do!! There are currently 500 students who need housing for the foreseeable future. Two student housing residences on campus have burnt down so that’s 200 students that won’t even have a place to go back to once the fires are out.

As of last night (18 April), there were 3 buildings that were burnt. One of which was the fucking library of all things.

If you’re able to donate, please do so!! Or spread the word so that it can reach someone who can donate.

Here are some pictures for anyone that’s wondering what it’s like:

(That’s inside the library. The library is pretty much gutted now)

And as of this morning, this is the smoke from the top of my building (and I love 20 minutes away from the uni)

So yeah. If you can help, please do 🖤

E N O U G H . . .

"You've had enough, you want that ending,

Noose, knife or gun is just so tempting.

Your life means nothing, well not anymore.

Voices in your head you know you can't ignore.

The last ray of hope that tries to break through,

But it's too late, it can't reach you.

Hell has taken you, down to its core,

Tears fall down; "don't want to live anymore!"

Will someone miss you, you really don't know,

Your life feels empty and melts away like snow.

That's it. You're sick of it all. You're finished. You're done.

Who's stopping you? Not a single soul. No one.

You take your final breath. This decision, are you happy or not?

Just another soul that the Earth forgot."

- By me.

You’re living in Hell and you realize that the 7 demon brothers you live with use you as a therapist because they’re all in need of it.

I don’t even know if that is a boring description enough! XD

‘You are trying to slap some sense into your ex-boyfriend, while he does not let you sleep.’

Honestly, “he’s going through a phase” and “he did it because he likes you” is making me mad! And also, “she was asking for it” and “she’s just overreacting” is wrong to use as an excuse for violent behaviour! Violence is never ok!!

This is important hello (x)