In These Day I Felt The Worst Feeling Ever. When She Still Loves You But Try To Reject This Feeling Cause

Florence Welch, from “Useless Magic: Lyrics & Poetry”

just curious !

Let's get lost in a world made of books, coffee and rainy days, my love. Let's go swimming in the lake and hiking in the forest. Let's go running on a sunny days and then take a shower together. Let's cook cookies and eat them in front of a film. Let's kiss under the stars. Let's go skateboarding on the side of the road. Let's love each other.

I'm actually losing the energy to try with everyone. I just realized that i don't know how to love someone anymore, that it has to be a really strong connection to make me fall in love again. The fuck, just.. Maybe I'm just scared to don't find anybody else :(

I’m losing the energy to try with you..

places i want to be with my girlfriend

Be silly with me. Kiss me in the middle of the street. Meet my family, let me steal your clothes, have water balloon fights with me. Let’s go to museums, aquariums, forests, lakes, and mountains. Explore with me. Go on adventures with me. Let me make you feel wanted. Let me write you letters, songs, and poems when I can’t figure out what I’m trying to say to you face to face. Let me in. Tell me your secrets, your goals, your conspiracies, and your fears. Tell me about your dreams. Let me take you to all my favorite places and let’s make memories there that we will never forget. Walk down Main Street at Disneyland with me. Watch me get way too excited when we go on the toy story rides. Let me be grumpy because you beat me in the game and let me be happy even though you probably let me win. Dance with me in the middle of a crowd. Let me kiss you in the middle of your sentences because I can’t stand another second without tasting you on my lips. Let me play with your hair as you fall asleep. Let me look at you.. Study you. Learn the ways you move and your little habits that you don’t realize you do. Tell me when I’m being an asshole. Let me know when you’re not feeling it. Let me know when I’m stealing your heart. Show me that I can still make you melt even though you’re already my girl. Steal my hat, push me in the water, take my phone and leave me notes or take hundreds of selfies. Draw me pictures when you’re bored in class. Skate with me, surf with me, sing along to our favorite songs with me. Sing to strangers with me when were stopped next to them. Don’t be afraid to look silly… Because even though some stranger is looking at us thinking “what the hell are they on?” Chances are I’m falling head over heels in love with you. Tell me that you want me. Lay on my chest. Get tangled up with me as we fall asleep. Push me off of you because it’s too hot to be cuddling. Always kiss me goodnight. Introduce me to your family. Watch me play video games with your younger siblings. Let me talk to your parents. Let them question me. Take me to the zoo. Watch me talk to the monkeys and giraffes like they can understand me. Let me love you. Let me show you that I care. Let me buy you things that you don’t need. Let me spoil you. Let me run into every vans store that I see and spend way too much time in there. Drag me into the stores you like and punch me in the arm because I keep asking if you’re done yet even though it’s only been ten minutes. Let me sing you a song I’m writing and restart like 6 times because It’s not coming out the way i want it to. Let me wake you up with 150 kisses. Let me tickle you because I love the sound of your laughter. Get dressy with me. Stay inside and watch netflix with me. Kiss me in the rain, under the fireworks, and at stop lights. Don’t be afraid to jump. I will be right there next to you. Don’t be afraid to fall. I promise I will catch you. Don’t be afraid to give me all of you. I will give you every part of me. Take a chance with me.

Do you ever want to get your shit together and try to get better because life is so short and you feel like you‘re wasting your time but you can‘t move forward. People think you’re lazy but it’s actually your depression which tells you you‘re not good enough anyway and forces you to stay in bed. And you see all the people making progress but you just look at them and feel like you‘re so far behind.

(-deepthoughtsvibes)