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It’s Sunday afternoon. A grey covering scrapes across a pale blue sky. I’m just outside the city, where the trees are watercolored in reds, oranges, yellows and browns guard the local lake.

I’m in his home, in his arms. It’s been cloudy, so I have a headache partnered with some weariness. He keeps me close, asking how I’m feeling as I close my weary eyes.

Light peers into the windows, but not nearly enough to overcome us. Like a cathedral, parts of his jacket are stained with a gentle light. I cannot see his face, but I know he’s shining.

Within slow, shifting moments, our bodies turn and he embraces me. His gentle arms take my whole body in, and my back is secured in his hold. My arms reach from under his, and my fingers tangle in his long curly hair.

In a steady yet tender voice, he whispers that he loves me.

I want to love. I want to die. I want to love him until I die. Love and death, aren’t they one and the same somehow? After all, you lose a part of you in both of these things.

I haven’t loved so deeply in such a long time.

I have no mother or father to tell about him. But to anyone else, my friends, loved ones, and this small corner where I write, I want to say how much I love the boy who made my frozen heart bloom again.

日曜日の午後。淡い青空に灰色の覆いがかかっている。赤、オレンジ、黄色、茶色で彩られた木々が地元の湖を守っている。

私は彼の家で、彼の腕の中にいる。曇り空なので、私は頭痛と倦怠感に悩まされている。私が疲れた目を閉じると、彼は私のそばに寄り添い、気分はどうかと尋ねてくる。

窓から光が差し込むが、私たちを圧倒するほどではない。大聖堂のように、彼の上着の一部が優しい光で染まっている。彼の顔は見えないが、輝いているのはわかる。

ゆっくりと移り変わる瞬間のうちに、私たちの体は回転し、彼は私を抱きしめる。彼の優しい腕が私の全身を包み込み、私の背中は彼のホールドに固定される。私の腕は彼の下から伸び、私の指は彼の長い巻き毛に絡まる。

安定した、しかし優しい声で、彼は私を愛しているとささやく。

愛したい。死にたい。死ぬまで彼を愛したい。愛と死、それはどこか同じものではないだろうか。結局、どちらも自分の一部を失うのだから。

こんなに深く愛したのは久しぶりだ。

私には彼のことを語る母も父もいない。しかし、他の誰に対しても、私の友人や愛する人たち、そして私がこの文章を書いているこの小さなコーナーに対して、私の凍りついた心に再び花を咲かせた少年をどれほど愛しているかを伝えたい。

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With all the love within me, I wish you all a merry Christmas. May the hearts of those who weep be cradled gently in peace. May the lonely, lost and weary rest in the light of hope.

You are beautiful and worth more than all the silver and gold of the season. May you all be blessed and cherished.

私の中にあるすべての愛を込めて、皆さんにメリークリスマス。泣いている人の心が、平和の中で優しく揺り動かされますように。孤独な人、迷った人、疲れた人が希望の光の中で休めますように。

あなたは美しく、この季節のすべての銀や金よりも価値がある。皆さんが祝福され、大切にされますように。


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I dream of sleeping.

I’m in a small apartment space where the light of a gray morning seeps into old windows.

My love came early in the morning and together, we made breakfast. After cleaning up our dishes, we sit on my couch.

Though it’s small, it holds us both well.

He kisses me gently. Butterflies swarm our every thought until we soon find ourselves unable to keep our eyes open.

Sleep has come to visit us, to cradle us in its gentle arms.

We have no worries in our hearts.

As we sleep, it’s pleasant. It’s dreamless, but only because we already are in a dream together.

I dream of sleep with the one i love, to rest in his arms as he rests in mine.

I pray I never awaken.

眠る夢を見る。

古い窓に灰色の朝の光が差し込む、小さなアパートの一室にいる。

朝早く愛しい人がやってきて、一緒に朝食を作った。食器を片付けた後、私のソファに座る。

小さなソファだが、私たちふたりをしっかりと支えてくれる。

彼は私に優しくキスをする。蝶が私たちのあらゆる思考に群がり、やがて私たちは目を開けていられなくなる。

眠りが私たちを訪れ、その優しい腕の中で私たちを揺り動かす。

私たちの心には何の心配もない。

眠りは心地よい。夢はないが、それは私たちがすでに夢の中にいるからにほかならない。

私は愛する人と眠る夢を見る。彼が私の腕の中で休むように、私も彼の腕の中で休む。

私は決して目覚めないことを祈る。


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the galaxy inside my heart is so brilliant because you exist in it.


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