Padmesh Paddu🐝

parent-child dynamics are soooo crazy. i love you i resent you i can't stand you i adore you i pity you. and still watching your hair get a little more grey every time i see you makes my stomach feel weird

feeling cute, might fart later

Bitch hurt me so much I started reading Bhagavad Gita

“what have you been up to lately?” i don’t leave the house

Why can’t we have a society built on kindness, I don’t understand - is that a naïve aspiration? Is it too simplistic? Is it really that we have such differing and subjective conceptions of kindness that the word loses its meaning? For me, it is words like efficiency, process, even ‘fairness’ and ‘justice’, which are complicated. But is not kindness something that we intrinsically feel and understand? At least, when we are kind and are treated kindly by others, is there not something within us which warms and thaws? Is it perhaps our innate understanding which prevents us from seeking to examine it any further? But this would be wrong. Kindness is a practice in the same way that music or writing or painting are practices - even while we are universally capable of understanding the healing effects of art, appreciation and ability come with examination.

(writing in brackets is so safe.. its like i can admit anything and its ok because i didnt say it for real i just said it in brackets… i dont like chocolate ice cream… one time i killed a man.. stuff like that)

idk what this is, but i love pop culture. i love tv and movies and music and silly moments and drama i'm not involved in, it's fun, i don't take it too seriously, it's all good. i love being entertained

taking care isn't enough i wanna pet you

i want to take care of someone

a few days ago I saw a video of this girl talking to a half Korean guy on omegle and he was criticizing Koreans for being racist and the girl replies with "no that's not the case Korea is a good country" miss ma'am have you visited that country? do you know what it feels like to live there? No? But you have watched some shows and you like bts so you have made this fairytale image of that country and you refuse to believe the reality.

South Koreans are racist. The beauty standards are harmful for the whole society and the fans need to grow up and understand that. Most of you don't even like the music you just love the visuals they are selling you! YOU ALL ARE WALKING A VERY THIN LINE BETWEEN APPRECIATING AND FETISHIZING and don't even give me that "they'll grow up and learn, let people enjoy whatever they like, they are teenagers" no I won't let it be. I got to know about bts when I was 13 (I am almost 20 now) through a friend, it was before bts was so popular and even then I knew how toxic the beauty standards were in South Korea, I knew the idols weren't the reality, so should all of you.

"It's just music it's harmless" no it's not just music and the music isn't even the problem it's the artificial natural beauty they are selling, my 11 yr old cousin came up to me and said "look didi Lisa is so pretty and it's all natural why don't I have skin like her?" and I had to tell her and explain with proof how much work most of these idols have got done. they are not even treated as artists or even humans, THEY ARE TREATED AS PRODUCTS with shelf life - not allowed to eat, not allowed to date or say anything that might make them look less than perfect

Most of the k-pop idols are starving themselves, so many of them pass out at the end of the shows and still I see videos on YouTube like "trying the k-pop idol diet" "k-pop idol workout" "how to get korean glass skin" Like!?!? How stupid are these people? Do they not know the impact it can have on impressionable kids?

when sticker (NCT) came out I thought it was the worse they could do to music but then I grew to like it. but then,

o.o (nmixx) came out.