TW RANT AB MY MOM

Ik I might sound crazy but I want my mom to worry. I want her to feel bad for not realizing the pain I was going through, how bad I’ve been getting. I want her to know that every time she ever said something about me being a bad person it didn’t just affect her, but me too. She thinks that it’s all about her because of her addiction, but I want her to know that she isn’t the only one with problems. She is always going on about her stuff, how much her recovery has changed her, don’t get me wrong I’m really proud of her but it’s like since she has recovered she hates me sm, like whenever she was drinking she would tell me how much she loved me, how special I was, but now that she’s been recovered she can’t even speak without saying something remotely rude about my existence. I want to be the girl she thought I was. I think that If I get bad enough she will start to worry and maybe care again? Idk I’m crazy but whoever made it this far, thanks for listening.

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i have more hunger for thinness then i do for food.

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girlfromheaven

4 months ago

Hell yeah!!

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girlfromheaven

1 month ago

I’ve fasted today and I feel like I’m winning.

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girlfromheaven

4 months ago

Im embarrassed to say that I didn’t fast today.👎

Spent the day with my mom since I didn’t go to school, and we ended up going out to eat. I ate just below my maintenance calories. This is not ideal, but I’m proud I didn’t go overboard or anything. It sucks to be so close to my maintenance though. But at least it helped with the massive headache.

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girlfromheaven

4 months ago

Me! (Again)

I’m back!

New acc

I post whatever I’m thinking

I’m pretty cool

I have never been to good at intro posts?

I don’t have hobbies, that’s why I’m here

Yeah!

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girlfromheaven

4 months ago

My current affirmation^

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