This inspired me to write my absolutely dumpster fire of a story that I've been meaning to write down.
the actual reason I consume mediocre media is because I have bad taste. the deeper secret pretentious reason is because I think there’s something very revealing about bad media that you don’t get with good media. when you watch a poorly executed plot point unfold, you see the machinery behind it. you see the gap between what’s actually on screen and the true goal the author is striving for. if it’s particularly awful, you can even measure just how poorly mismatched the author’s skills are with the story they’re trying to tell you. watching a poorly executed narrative play out feels like you’re discovering something, because you see all the wiring and guts underneath that better authors hide from you, in the same way that movies hide boom mics and books make you forget you’re turning the pages. if a story is good and executed well you just see the story. but I want to see the guts and wires!
actually what are your new year’s resolutions pls put them in the tags so i can be nosy
"Transitioning is scary!"
Do it anyways. Do it scared.
"I'm too old to transition!"
Do it anyways. Do it old.
"I'm too fat to transition!"
Do it anyways. Do it fat.
"I'm too horny to transition! What if this is all just a fetish for me?"
Do it anyways. Do it horny.
Can't have shit in Nimbassa send me 💀
I’m back in the station again 💥
learned how to use blenders film making tools
to every trans guy: when you tell other people you're trans you don' thave you say you're "unfortunately" a trans guy, or that you have bad news, or something else to that effect. you don't have to say that. you can be proud of being a trans man. you can even be neutral about it. you don't have to hate yourself for it. people want you to, but it doesn't help anyone. its not unfortunate, it's a blessing.
If this post gets 80085 notes I will finally stop boymoding in public
future archaeologists will know you were (not) a boy
the thing is that childhood doesn't just end when you turn 18 or when you turn 21. it's going to end dozens of times over. your childhood pet will die. actors you loved in movies you watched as a kid will die. your grandparents will die, and then your parents will die. it's going to end dozens and dozens of times and all you can do is let it. all you can do is stand in the middle of the grocery store and stare at freezers full of microwave pizza because you've suddenly been seized by the memory of what it felt like to have a pizza party on the last day of school before summer break. which is another ending in and of itself
"it's all in your head" correct! unfortunately I am also in there