Iβll stop trying to shift somewhere if I canβt out-main character the main character, cause wdym Iβm going to a whole new reality just for you to be cooler than me?? Tf?
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TW - talks of ED (specifically anorexia nervosa)
Little Vent
Why do people often choose to make fun of people with anorexia, saying things like βat least I have a period/can have kidsβ or βat least my hair isnβt falling outβ etc., as a way to kind of (as Iβve come to assume) make them want to stop?? In what world does demeaning someone with a poor mental & physical state ever help do anything but make them go deeper into it. Bullying never is, and never was, a form of helping; if anything youβre definitely making it worse.
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everytime i feel lazy i shift
everytime i'm sad i shift
everytime i sleep i shift
everytime i have a mental breakdown i shift
everytime i want to, i shift
everytime i take a nap i shift
every weekend, i shift
every weekday, i shift
everytime i daydream, i shift
everytime i imagine scenarios, i shift
everytime i hyperfixate on my dr, i shift
everytime i have doubts, i shift
everytime i listen to my dr playlist, i shift
everytime i scroll through my pinterest pins, i shift
i shift without any effort at all
her heart had rotted out of her body
& left an empty, gaping hole
that only I could fill.
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Hunger hurts,
and I want him so bad,
oh,
it kills.
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β . . Youβre gonnaβ miss me so bad when Iβm gone ππ