On Isolation

the stoic teenager to being on the verge of tears anytime something slightly inconvenient happens adult pipeline is very real

the idealized version of my tomorrow self will fix this

realizing that sticking to the "do it bad" "do it scared" mentality implies theres also a "do it bored"

u know what makes me cry..... that one van gogh quote about life changing for the better..... “many people seem to think it foolish, even superstitious, to believe that the world could still change for the better. and it is true that in winter it is sometimes so bitingly cold that one is tempted to say, ‘what do i care if there is a summer; its warmth is no help to me now.’ yes, evil often seems to surpass good. but then, in spite of us, and without our permission, there comes at last an end to the bitter frosts. one morning the wind turns, and there is a thaw. and so i must still have hope.” yeah..... Crying....

I had to find this post. I read this in 2017 and it had a profound effect on me. I couldn’t stop saying it. It was echolalia. And now to this day, for seven years, I can still quote it perfectly Word for Word and often do when I do something stupid. This is the perfect post in my opinion 

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"Isn't it exhausting being someone you're not?"

"No! Isn't it exhausting being the same?"