today is a peep-songs-only day. we miss u peep :( fly high, angel. you did so well.
my toxic trait is acting big bold in messages knowing full well i'll get all blushy and shy when in person >:3
the stars were all aligned, and i found comfort in you instead of the self destruction i knew so well. it was like you had moved the stars into alignment, you were so heavenly to me. but as soon as you left, the stars began to fall from the skies. my constellations broke, and stars began to fade. i returned back to the self destruction. sharp blades found their home on my ghostly skin, drugs that people my age shouldn’t even be aware of were my closest friends, i found security in the arms of naked strangers. you were my safety, and now all i crave is danger so that maybe i could feel safe again.
when i look up at the stars, i feel comfort. the stars are all of the souls that lived before me, who were just destined to be star-crossed lovers, like us. maybe one day, we will be stars in the same beautiful night sky. maybe we will shine together, once more.
[Lacrima Notturna by Roberto Ferri]
daydreaming about making out with him as blood drips down our chins (preferably my blood)
is she even real??
Art by Cristóbal López (Kerbcrawlerghost on ig).