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I think that banning porn has made this website more sexual over time, actually. When people had that porn outlet you could mostly just post in peace but now can’t mention any random thing without people relating it back to their horniness. It’s gotten worse, I tell you. I was here before the porn ban. Occasionally accidentally coming across a sex gif was the price we paid for mostly keeping on topic.

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i avoid writing when i'm high because when i was in AA i had a conversation there with someone else that basically amounted to shitting on drunk/high me's writing ability.

and so now whenever i'm not sober yet feel the drive to write (something i have not felt while sober as readily. it's a rarity), i don't because i think. well anything i write now won't be as good, and it'll be inherently wrong/bad because i'll have written it from the perspective of someone who was high/drunk.

and i. wow. i am just now realizing that is incredibly cruel. it's dehumanizing actually - as if. high/drunk me (hi hello, it was just 4:20pm) is incapable of having a voice that's worthy of being heard? worthy of ever speaking at all? worthy of being remembered?

that's. that's fucking insane. wow. no wonder i guilt myself so much about my substance use. i literally did not guilt myself like this until other people reacted to me/my use in ways that felt shaming.

ah fuck. guilt/shame isn't a "symptom" of addiction. it's a result of how addicted people are treated, and how their relationships begin to decay. a lot of it is stigmatization, ableism, sanism, and not having a society of community care. awesome.

DAMN

JAX BE FAST AS HELL