ANXIETY DISORDERS ARE NOT THE SAME AS JUST FEELING ANXIOUS/NERVOUS

what bpd is like

Bpd be like…

A minor inconvenience? Initiate RAGE

A stranger smiles at you? Initiate LOVE

Your fp doesn’t respond three minutes after you message them? InitiateDESPAIR

Someone bugs you slightly? Initiate HATRED

Something is slightly more than you (more anything at all)? Initiate JEALOUSY

Something good happens? Initiate EUPHORIA

and it all changes within seconds…

If I kill myself in daydreams enough times will it finally be real?

Please?

I can make it look like an accident so nobody cares or is sad

Just let me go now please

Please..?

I... i cant.. i cant.. anymore...

I failed again.. I failed again..aGAIN

I just want to die pleaseI dont wanna be here i dont wanna be alive anymore i just wanna die i just wanna die it all hurts too bad let this life be over please fucking pleasePLEASE

Im about to smash through the glass, its going to be painful and devestating. I’ll mumble my appologies from the grave.

opportunity.

I love him and this is not the scary part. He doesn’t love me and even this isn’t the scary part. The scary part is that I won’t be able to love anyone else like I love him

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When you’re in the middle of feeling every emotion then suddenly you just…don’t feel at all anymore.

Letters to my parents, pt. 7