Pulling All Nighters For No Reason Is So Fun Like Bitch The Only Person Available To Talk To Rn Is The

literally me

PROM PREGAME SECUREDDD 👅 just fireball shots but its smth,, i cannot WAIT omg thank u dad for supporting my inherent need for alc

first post aha kiiinda nervous >_<

anyways back to regularly scheduled alan schemes glad to finally have a blog that isn’t absurdly mentally ill :3

“all i need is a love song!!” media literacy☹️….the lyrics r literally “i’m just an insect, trying to get out of the night, i only stick with you, BECAUSE THERE ARE NO OTHERS.”

like the person IS BAD FOR YOU!! YOU ARE THERE FOR THE SAKE OF AVOIDING LONELINESS!! there are no others and they are all you have so you stay. hence the comparisons to an animal in a hot car, or a moth stuck in the light. none of these are positive. there is no love in this song it’s just obsession with the person to the point they become the only thing in focus. ITS NOT LOVE IDC HOW MANY TIMES HE SAYS “you are all i need” ITS NEGATIVE!!!!

daily affirmations

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how it feels knowing i have to go to school chopped tmrw so that getting ready for prom feels 100% more cunt 🥀🥀

staying up all night is basically like playing fnaf irl for me bc like every 15 mins i’m turning on my phone flashlight to make sure nothing is there,, i get paranoid at night i fear…. and also every sound has me freezing like a deer in headlights too AUGH SUNRISE PLEASE 💔

i miss the romanticized versions of people in my head. they loved me so much i think. but people change, and i can’t control that. so instead i will mourn the person they once were and cling to the hollow shell they are now with the fleeting hope that one day they’ll return. it’s kind of bittersweet i guess

omg i love your blog we should be best friends

yesss ofc!!! ur blog is actually so perfect too omg i’ve never seen more relatable stuff in one place

yo why r my speakers not working or wtv. like everytime im otp ppl say it sounds like im underwater WHATS GOING ON ‼️‼️