i was supposed to do a powerpoint tn bc we r supposed to present them tmrw but. i am so sleepy and yk what grades don’t matter when i have this much joy in my heart
listening to dna guarantee by kodi rhianne is what i imagine being stabbed in the chest feels like
prom was sm fun oh my goodness they played so many songs i liked and i danced w my friends while screaming lyrics (good luck babe had my throat HURTING) and i felt super pretty and i cherish my youth amen
i was such a weird lonely little girl and maybe i grew to be a weird lonely woman but idc i built this life for myself and maybe it doesn’t always make sense to others and maybe isn’t always easy or beautiful but it is mine and i cherish it
first post aha kiiinda nervous >_<
anyways back to regularly scheduled alan schemes glad to finally have a blog that isn’t absurdly mentally ill :3
dropped my fav eyeshadow palette and all the colors spilled out while looking for hair clips and i’m already pissed off so that on top of it ruined my night i am so overstimulated i am going to cry now YAYYY AHAHSHSHS I LOVE MY BRAIN WORKING THIS WAY!!!
and i never even found the hair clips fml
i hate this faggot ass bitch on my bus who uses a rolling backpack like she’s never done anything to me personally but JESUS FUCKING CHRIST WE’RE GOING TO SCHOOL NOT THE AIRPORT??? JTS A SUITCASE AND IT TAKES UP A WHOLE SEAT ON ITS OWN LIKE WHAT. ALL YOU NEED FOR CLASS IS UR CHROMEBOOK??? WHAT DO U HAVE JN THERE
god didn’t make me a man bc he knew that if i was one i’d be a male manipulator performative clairo listener matcha drinking thrift addict and too many of those is harmful to the ecosystem
resisting the urge to drink 6 cups of coffee before i’m supposed to go to bed feels like this
the day someone listens to inarticulation by rio romeo with me in mind is the day jesus comes back 2 earth or smth … one can dream though
am i really me if i don’t stay up til ungodly hours of the night knowing im going to literally struggle staying awake the whole day.. god i never learn