I Want My Titties Pierced So Bad Bruh But I CANT Bc I’m A Stupid MINOR Wth It’s Not Like Adults Haven’t

random ramble idfk

self destruction is an illusion of self control i think. like sure you’re in charge of how bad you get and how you worsen yourself but in the long run it won’t be your decision to make ykwim. it gets out of your hands and the destruction controls you. so instead of self destructing for some semblance of consistency or control over your life you can indulge in self betterment. like do things that make you happy, you can be in control of that too and it’ll be better for you in the long run :P

dressing like a little boy again after being all fancy yesterday feels like those videos where they release wild animals back into nature

having ocd is so funny cuz you’ll be doing something totally normal and then get an intrusive thought worse than a shock site gore video and u can’t even say anything abt it cuz then ppl think ur batshit insane

mourning this giant weighted creeper plush i saw at hot topic that i didn’t buy. he was $44 bucks but i would have loved him as if he was my kin,,,ghis is so sad i should have bought him ☹️

BE MY BBM BABY!! MIDDLE OF THE NIGHTTT WAKIN UP TO WRITEEE!!! BE MY BBM BABYYY!!!

thought i’d update the masses i infact did not go to school … faked sick 👅👅 WE UPPPP

i don’t wanna go to SCHOOOLLLLLLNOODXFVGV NOOOO DONT SEND ME THERE PLEASEEEESSS

so full of love....ngh ~

hi those tts to zombie girl by addriane lenker r making me cry cuz it’s late and im emotional so here’s a ramble

it’s dogs and grandparents and babies. i’m not fond of kids they annoy me but what the fuck dude this is so sad. there was one where it was a pic of a toddler on a slide and the next pic the slide was empty. i’m sobbing??? life is so fleeting and tomorrow is never promised and that’s so scary. like that was someone’s kid and he’s just gone?? you wake up one day and your parents go to sleep that night knowing you aren’t breathing that’s. what. like that’s so unfair that’s a baby. which ofc this made me think of suicide bc. life isn’t promised but if you can live one more day please for the love of god do it. for all the people who can’t and didn’t have a choice in it, like yes life sucks but i don’t wanna see a sob inducing tt slideshow with your pictures in it. that’s so AUGGHS death makes me so angry or like idk it’s so unfair to everyone involved

i miss being a huge swiftie like don’t get me wrong i still love her music and know all the lyrics to most songs but like fall 2023 when 1989 TV came out was so peak

hearing slut! for the first time changed me as a person…. and now that we don’t talk omfg PEAK

PROM PREGAME SECUREDDD 👅 just fireball shots but its smth,, i cannot WAIT omg thank u dad for supporting my inherent need for alc