getting used to & comfortable with your own bare chest as a neutral & not inherently gendered thing over the course of an evening alone and then having to go out in public again the next day & feel weird about it again like prometheus and his liver except every day you're forced to regrow an awareness of society gendering anatomy
"you don't have to perform around me" sweetheart i have to perform in front of myself
[writes about Jesus but it’s actually about being trans] [writes about being trans but it’s actually about Jesus]
Reblog to have something lgbt happen to you this summer
have a feeling that i will not be sucking this boys boobs anytime soon
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corruption a little bit :-)
I keep mealworms so I have a reliable backup food source for the other animals but they’re surprisingly rewarding pets on their own terms. really fun to drop a piece of food into their enclosure and watch a writing mass of worms instantly envelop it and drag it under the substrate.
i miss cutting so much but I hate the effort of hiding it. im still hiding my old scars though so maybe it doesn’t make a difference?
wish I could cut on my arm . my friend had some babycuts on her wrist today, i know she cuts but it was weird to see them out. i wish I could talk to her about it and we could be cutting buddies.
i might cut tomorrow morning, my family won’t be home.
I wish sh was normal so I could do it and nobody would question or care if they saw it
FUCKING HATE BEING TRANSGENDER