Chaoticnightmarekitty - Vent Rant Blog Yippie

bring back tumblr ask culture let me. bother you with questions and statements

Btw if you're a person who is in school or at work, you are not a NEET. NEET literally stands for "not (in) education, employment, (or) training" which means kids on here who call themselves "NEETS" who still go to school? No tf you're not. Me being a NEET isn't a funny lil word trend, it's my actual life due to mental and physical disabilities, health issues, and complete lack of a support system that will ever help me return to both education and work.

You don't WANT to be a NEET, it happens TO YOU

"How can you stand the fact that gross, disgusting fiction about (x topic) exists??"

It's simple, I know how to be polite and ignore fiction I'm not interested in, and I don't base my concept of morality on what I personally consider to be icky or distasteful.

I just want to be important, too.

Sometimes I get epiphanies but only for a short moment. I can physically feel my mindset shifting from a negative outlook to a positive view. Like fog clearing up. I can see, but only for a moment. So when I'm down at least I know there is a chance of me finding that place again. A mind that is clear and not muddled with hopelessness.

Fun Story to Share.

I got my (now 18-year-old) daughter into Ao3 back in 2021. I taught her she should always comment - even if the fic looks old or abandoned or whatever. She did.

Well - she got this email this morning:

The fic was written in 2014 and essentially abandoned.

Bethy read and reviewed in 2021 (and was actually the only person who had commented at all).

Today in 2025 - the final chapter was posted by the author and this was her reply to Bethy’s comment.

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Never question whether a fic is too old to comment on.

Nobody is afraid to lose me. I never mean that much.

yes i have a thing for self-loathing fictional characters being loved and in the process learning to love themselves and no that does not imply anything about me personally as a person i swear

asking for reassurance is so embarrassing 😭