Even More Cute Dividers! >_< ☆

meoww!!!!! :3 (i want to kill myself)

how it feels to spam my mutuals

born to be eternally devoted, forced to be anxiously attached

needy streamer overload

I bought the game because it was on sale so I don't regret buying it.

and it reminded me of an app called virtual and how you can be a vt-uber and shit. so i said fuck it why not im bored and lonely and might as well be a cute anime girl too.

i redownloaded it

but for fuck sakes its camera is awful at tracking

and im so goddam awful at socializing and i fucking wished it had an app on the pc BUT EVEN IF IT DID MY SHIT INTERNET IS SO GODDAM SLOW AND I CANT DO SHIT JUST LIKE EVERYTHING ELSE

so im stuck here in my room doing nothing but be on my phone and laptop. seeing other people do things i want to do. why cant that be me also. If i can't do shit how am i going to earn money. my anxiety holds me back i hate this i hate this i hate this i hate this i hate this i hate this i hate this.

the only friend i have are online but even that is a pain in the ass BECAUSE OF MY SHITTY ASS WIFI THE FUCKING PING IS SO DAMN HIGH SO IM JUST WATCHING THEM HANGOUT WITH EACHOTHER WHILE I JUST STAND BY AND WATCH I CANT EVEN DOWNLOAD FUCKING VALORANT WITHOUT IT TAKING THE WHOLE DAY BITCH ASS CUNT KYS

i really wish more of the community was able to act normally about plus size jirais. I want to be able to talk about not being able to find any girly kei outfits in sizes above M without a swarm of skinny jirais acting condescending and being fatphobic.

Being an adult in jiraiblr is so funny bcs I'm seeing these teens act jus like how I did and it's like "huh. That's why no one liked me - i was really annoying"

i hate how avoidant i be, ugh. the only way to fix it is to follow through but i dead just dont be wanting to be bothered or talk to ppl sometimes, even the ppl i love. what is that about? bc i damn sure be feeling like an outsider or not understood by most ppl 90% of the time.

The way Tomoko demonizes her classmates for having more active social lives than her is actually so relatable it's not even funny. Same thing with how she simultaneously worships and resents pretty, popular girls! She just like me frfr.

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