i feel like all i do is watch people and notice all the beautiful things about them and try to understand them fully and no one does that for me … sometimes i feel like i’m just a mirror to reflect people back to themselves. a vessel for love and that’s it… i make everyone else into poetry and no one else sees me the way i see them it’s so depressing
Ukai Keishin
caring but be hard to read
get you nice gifts
Let you do his hair
Takes you on late night drives
Def calls you pretty
Def big spoon
Buys you two matching promise rings
brings you snacks from the store
his mom lovessss you
loves when you’re happy
Azumane Asahi
Probably really shy
You ask him out
Gets you nice gifts
You probably take charge in the relationship (planning dates, etc)
Tries to keep your relationship a secret from the boys
You two were close friends anyways and both caught feelings
His parents most likely know about you but not as his s/o
Gives you either a deep kiss or 1000 pecks when he gets to see you alone
will give you his sweater if cold
people will most likely wonder why you’re together
will occasionally ask ukai for advice
Tanaka Ryuunosuke
big goofball
you have to join kiyoko simp club
saeko loves you sm
probably wants noya to be your dates w him and you have to explain that dates are supposed to be you two alone time
anyone talks to you or looks at you he will end that immediately
doesn’t want you at his games but you’ll come and cheer him on :D
will probably tell noya abt the little things you do
Kageyama Tobio
surprisingly nice hehe
gets you simple gifts
hard to read him sometimes
Hinata Shoyo
very excited when you ask him out
loves to take you on dates
he just loves to take you out and show you off
he probably told everyone abt ur relationship
“Hey! Coach have you met my s/o?”
sometimes too hyper
cute babysitting date
his sister and mom loves you
Daichi Sawamura
probably asks you out
loves to talk to you
cute dates
sorry for being ia everyone i haven’t been feeling the best mentally and i had midterms so I really don’t know how active I can be here
Suga and his unnamed little brother whomst we shall call ✨Kitoshi✨ for the sake of why the heck not
as if I'd pass up the opportunity to draw sad Geto
You’re always going to be young in someone’s eyes and old in someone else’s, talented to one and terrible to the next. The worlds never going to agree on a definition of what you are so you might as well ignore that shit and be whatever the fuck you wanna be for yourself.
The original post only has US helplines. I've added UK helplines underneath. It would be great if people could add numbers from everywhere in the world.
Depression Hotline: 1-630-482-9696
Suicide Hotline: 1-800-784-8433
LifeLine: 1-800-273-8255
Trevor Project: 1-866-488-7386
Sexuality Support: 1-800-246-7743
Eating Disorders Hotline: 1-847-831-3438
Rape and Sexual Assault: 1-800-656-4673
Grief Support: 1-650-321-5272
Runaway: 1-800-843-5200, 1-800-843-5678, 1-800-621-4000
Exhale: After Abortion Hotline/Pro-Voice: 1-866-4394253
Child Abuse: 1-800-422-4453
UK Helplines:
Samaritans (for any problem): 08457909090 e-mail jo@samaritans.org
Childline (for anyone under 18 with any problem): 08001111
Mind infoline (mental health information): 0300 123 3393 e-mail: info@mind.org.uk
Mind legal advice (for people who need mental-health related legal advice): 0300 466 6463 legal@mind.org.uk
b-eat eating disorder support: 0845 634 14 14 (only open Mon-Fri 10.30am-8.30pm and Saturday 1pm-4.30pm) e-mail: help@b-eat.co.uk
b-eat youthline (for under 25's with eating disorders): 08456347650 (open Mon-Fri 4.30pm - 8.30pm, Saturday 1pm-4.30pm)
Cruse Bereavement Care: 08444779400 e-mail: helpline@cruse.org.uk
Frank (information and advice on drugs): 0800776600
Drinkline: 0800 9178282
Rape Crisis England & Wales: 0808 802 9999 1(open 2 - 2.30pm 7 - 9.30pm) e-mail info@rapecrisis.org.uk
Rape Crisis Scotland: 08088 01 03 02 every day, 6pm to midnight
India Self Harm Hotline: 00 08001006614
India Suicide Helpline: 022-27546669
Kids Help Phone (Canada): 1-800-668-6868, Free and available 24/7
suicide hotlines;
Argentina: 54-0223-493-0430
Australia: 13-11-14
Austria: 01-713-3374
Barbados: 429-9999
Belgium: 106
Botswana: 391-1270
Brazil: 21-233-9191
Canada: 1-800-448-3000
China: 852-2382-0000
(Hong Kong: 2389-2222)
Costa Rica: 606-253-5439
Croatia: 01-4833-888
Cyprus: 357-77-77-72-67
Czech Republic: 222-580-697, 476-701-908
Denmark: 70-201-201
Egypt: 762-1602
Estonia: 6-558-088
Finland: 040-5032199
France: 01-45-39-4000
Germany: 0800-181-0721
Greece: 1018
Guatemala: 502-234-1239
Holland: 0900-0767
Honduras: 504-237-3623
Hungary: 06-80-820-111
Iceland: 44-0-8457-90-90-90
Israel: 09-8892333
Italy: 06-705-4444
Japan: 3-5286-9090
Latvia: 6722-2922, 2772-2292
Malaysia: 03-756-8144
(Singapore: 1-800-221-4444)
Mexico: 525-510-2550
Netherlands: 0900-0767
New Zealand: 4-473-9739
New Guinea: 675-326-0011
Nicaragua: 505-268-6171
Norway: 47-815-33-300
Philippines: 02-896-9191
Poland: 52-70-000
Portugal: 239-72-10-10
Russia: 8-20-222-82-10
Spain: 91-459-00-50
South Africa: 0861-322-322
South Korea: 2-715-8600
Sweden: 031-711-2400
Switzerland: 143
Taiwan: 0800-788-995
Thailand: 02-249-9977
Trinidad and Tobago: 868-645-2800
Ukraine: 0487-327715
haikyuu x reader
trigger warning: this could potentially make you Sad
KARASUNO
kageyama: he wouldn't
hinata: he wouldn't but in orange
daichi: he Wouldn't
asahi: he wouldn't
sugawara: has already said he loves you. he wouldn't. i reiterate, he loves you.
tanaka: wtf of course he wouldn't
nishinoya: he wouldn't. says it Loudly
tsukki: he wouldn't smh
yamaguchi: he wouldn't <3
ennoshita: he wouldn't
NEKOMA
kuroo: he wouldn't. have u seen his hair? who else will accept that??
kenma: he'd think about it... jk he wouldn't
yaku: he wouldn't but threatens it every time you call him short (he jokes but... why test his patience?)
yamamoto: he would never
fukunaga: he wouldn't
lev: he wouldn't but you certainly may want to ugh
SEIJOH
oikawa: he wouldn't (i'm sorry in advance for his ridiculous personality though. good luck sticking with that.)
iwaizumi: nEVER. NEVER!
kunimi: he wouldn't
hanamaki: he wouldn't :,)
matsukawa: he wouldn't :,,,)
kyotani: doesn't really do relationships but if he did... you're the first and only
kindaichi: he wouldn't
FUKURODANI (just bokuto & akaashi tbh)
bokuto: he wouldn't; he is obsessed (smitten) with you. and you are obsessed with his thighs/calves. win-win.
akaashi: he wouldn't; also obsessed (smitten) with you. thighs and calves bby. honestly that applies to all the boys.
SHIRATORIZAWA
ushijima: he wouldn't and he keeps a journal of all the reasons why you are interesting to him. looks at it when he feels sad. u have a death grip on this man's very quiet soul
tendou: he wouldn't. obsessive personality but in a gentle & curious way.
goshiki: he wouldn't. cries when he thinks you're mad at him, babe.
semi: he wouldn't
shirabu: he (probably) wouldn't
reon: he wouldn't!
INARIZAKI
atsumu: he wouldn't. you hate him but you cannot live without him. ugh. gross. gross and cute. ugh again.
osamu: he wouldn't. you wouldn't. you cook & laugh & it's domestic.
kita: he wouldn't. YOU COOK & LAUGH & IT'S DOMESTIC & HE TELLS YOU HE LOVES YOU AND-
aran: ofc he wouldn't
suna: he wouldn't and, yes, you have a regular appearance on his snap stories.
dabi who has no concept of having loving sex until he meets you
tw/cw: smut, afab!reader, soft dom!dabi, mentions of bdsm, one allusion to prostitution (not reader)
wc: 0.6k
a/n: thought i’d always be too embarrassed to write anything sexually explicit and i AM 🤧
dabi who’s always gotten off to watching sadistic, hardcore bdsm porn and is completely unfamiliar with the concept of sex that means something. i know there’s a whole debate on whether or not he’s a virgin but in my head he’s had his fair share of hook ups with random people he’s met in sketchy places, maybe even coughed up some money during times he was especially horny, pent up and desperate.
and then he meets you and suddenly his dick doesn’t twitch at the sight or even the thought of his hand wrapped around your throat or his belt keeping your hands tied up behind your back? it confuses him because he knows he’s attracted to you, so why isn’t his body reacting the way it’s supposed to? you notice his dilemma, and his definition of fucking hasn’t exactly been doing it for you either. it was alright the first few times, when the sexual tension was at an all time high and you were eager to have him in any way you could; but now you just feel empty, even when he’s balls deep inside you.
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