Callmedaddydearest2 - Callmedaddydearest2

I've never been anyone's first choice. So you see why sometimes I wonder if I'm a choice at all. I have bad thoughts. There's times where I don't know if I believe anyone when they say that they have any interest in me because honestly...it usually fades after 2 weeks. Never does anything really stay and when it doesn't I ask was I ever really a choice at all? Or a place holder? Now we don't even talk and i see you moved on. Do you know what this does to someone? The value they feel? I'll sit here always wondering.

And get told I was the problem all along.

it’s so painful to watch yourself grow cold, bitter, and resentful, even toward small, irrelevant things, when all you’ve ever wanted was just to be warm, gentle, kind, and loving.

─ Hisham Siddiqi

I want to be the reason you smile at your phone in the dark.

I despise being called cute but yes

Normalize masturbating just because you need the dopamine.

Margaret Atwood, The Blind Assassin

Virginia Woolf, from a letter to Leonard Woolf, featured in The Selected Letters of Virginia Woolf