C0wboylik3m3 - You’re A Cowboy Like Me

his ass 😭

happy Halloween everyone!

friendly reminder that one year ago Matty's 🍆 was definitely out and George was standing there with his hands on his hips like a stern dad (or a 50s housewife in an A-line dress) just looking at it

please accept this hidden gem for the "Matty is queer" discussion

(history will say the Gemini line is a coincidence but history also called Patroclus Achilles's best friend so I'd take it with a grain of salt if I were you)

they're boyfriends who are also my boyfriends and we kiss

the kiss is just so fucking sensual like the slight arch, the hair pull, the caressing of the beard. i love the way you can see how ross maybe goes to finish and starts pulling away and matty is like no no no kiss me properly like grab me 🫠 i also just will never be over how small and twinky matty is compared to ross who is so fucking daddy

The thing is, from the side it does look like Ross is maybe trying to pull away but from the angle that shows Matty's back (I posted it yesterday or the day before, should be easily traced) you can see that he's actually clinging hard and pulling Matty along with him, so... yeah 👁️👄👁️

Also yeah Ross is so big (and daddy) and Matty is so small and that does seem to tickle something in our cavepeople brains because I feel like we all reverse to primal status when we discuss that. I feel very seen in my being feral about it, so thank you very much 💖

matty zine compilation (2023)

A woman (me) has died

it’s funny how SOME (not all) hetlors/haylors think this is 100% fine and normal behavior yet if i say wonderland is gay af and about probs about dianna suddenly i’m speculating about her sexuality/need to touch grass/being invasive/etc. which completely disregards:

1. queercoding and it’s history and why some people cannot overtly come out—yes, even a rich and influential white women!

2. taylor has said many many times she never explicitly says who her songs are about and thus doesn’t mind people speculating who. imo, the 1989 tv prologue is more about the fishbowl lense her dating life falls in and the disrespectful articles about her and dianna and her and harry/other bfs (or girl space friends/boy space friends).

do some gaylors take it too far? absolutely!! i disagree with a lot of them on this platform and others but it is not a gaylor specific issue and i’m sick of the double standard! the rampant homophobia in this fandom is so real and most of yall don’t even realize the subtle homophobia you possess?? not everybody has to think she’s gay/bi/queer or whatever but being nasty to anyone who is open to the idea is just plain wrong.

analyzing work through a queer lense is not bad. saying “hmm x lyric seems like it correlates to x person” isn’t always as crazy as some think it is!! ultimately, taylor swift is a brand and she knows how certain things will be perceived and if she really didn’t want to have people thinking she’s some form of queer, she would do a lot more than a half baked sentence in the prologue of an album.

people saying that the scarf in atw was a metaphor for her VIRGINITY. people leaving flowers on cornelia street after tay and joe broke up. the absolute chaos that was jake gyllenhaal’s insta after red tv. the accounts that are making AI edits of what travis and tay’s BABY would look like. i could go on and on about the instances that the “mainstream” fandom has done that is clearly disrespectful to taylor and her art.

i love taylor and ultimately dgaf on what her sexuality is. i just wish the general fandom wasn’t so quick to pull out the pitchforks on every gaylor or someone who is gaylor-adjacent without understanding what our community really is.

life is so boring without a crush. where is my ranch metaphor?

✮~𝚂𝚑𝚎 𝚕𝚘𝚘𝚔𝚎𝚍 𝚕𝚒𝚔𝚎 𝚊𝚛𝚝~✮

The fact that tortured poets department comes out on my 20th birthday (april 20th) 😭😭😭😭

1989 vault tracks: a summary