“Beginnings”

“Beginnings”

“Beginnings”
“Beginnings”
“Beginnings”
“Beginnings”

Pre—Accident!Stephen Strange x Fem! Surgeon!OFC, Grey’s anatomy Crossover.

A/N: First of all I have a lot of Original Characters that I am adding to this Series, Which I will Explain the roles right now before moving along into the actual writing part!

Chief of General Surgery: Doctor Jack Wilson

General Surgery Attending: Doctor Liam Jones

General Surgery Resident: Doctor Lucas Miller

Chief of Thoracic Surgery: Doctor Charlotte Garcia.

Thoracic Surgery Attending: Henry Davis

Thoracic Surgery Resident: Camila Taylor

OBGYN/Neonatal Surgeon: Emily Perez

Fetal Surgeon: Evelyn Lopez

Pediatrician: Asher Lewis.

Neurosurgery Resident: Noah Sanchez.

Orthopedic Surgeon: Aria Adams

Hand Surgeon: Layla Rivera

Spine Surgeon: Ethan Carter

Trauma Surgeon: Hazel Evans

Pediatric Surgeon: Aurora Baker

Interns: Amy Nelson, David Torres, James Scott, Shelby Edwards, Willow Brooks.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Chapter Two: Beginnings Of Tragic Incidents.

Chapter Summary: after Blake talked with Cristina about what’s been going on in Seattle with Meredith and Everyone else, her Interns do something unforgivable, something she can’t even Fathom forcing her to do something, maybe even tell her boyfriend.

CW//TW: Medial Terminology, Drama, Shouting, Surgery, Trauma, Cursing, Stephen getting mad at the interns, a Bunch of different OC’s, Blake and Christine are best friend, mentions of Derek shepherd’s Death, Trauma, Flashbacks, Cristina and Blake are like soulmates, injuries, mentions of Cutting an LVAD wire.

“So he totally is Like Meredith’s McDreamy, Huh?” Cristina said over the Phone call, Blake Hissed at her to shut up as she was in the Female Attendings Locker room, Pulling on her Dark Blue Scrubs. “Cristina!” She Whisper Shouted.

Cristina Snorted before ending the call, She Met Stephen Outside heading towards the Nurses Station to get and find there own Cases, like Any hospital Worked. “By the way where are your Stupid Interns?” He asked. Blake stopped, blinking her eyes noticing that none of her little Suck ups were around her, Malia Noticed the Doctor becoming Suspicious and Knew she had to tell on the Poor Interns.

"Doctor Shepherd, one of your Patients on the transplant list came back in after his heart was failing again despite the LVAD, They've been in his room for an hour now, I think his name was Daniel Cooper." Malia said, Blake had a bad feeling about all this, She nodded at Stephen and Malia to come with her. The Trio Scrambled to Cooper's Room, standing in shock when they saw what was happening. "What the hell.." Blake mumbled, her eyes widened in shock, seeing Amy Pumping his heart Manually as the LVAD Wire was cut with a Pair of Scissors next to it. "Amy, What the hell did you do?!" She Practically yelled, "and why are all you fools helping her?!"

Amy didn't respond continuing to Pump his heart, Blake looked at Stephen who shook his head, she nodded to Malia, "Malia take over Pumping his Heart, and Amy step away from the Patient." Malia Nodded and Tried to gently take the device away but Amy screamed no and said not to touch her, Blake Ignored Amy for now telling Malia to stay with her and to help Amy if she allowed her to, Blake turned to the three other Idiot doctors, "You three, In the hall. Now." She ordered.

Blake was angry, seething even. "What the hell were you three thinking, you could have killed that Patient." She said, Stephen was right next to her agreeing with her words, "Even worse, you could have endangered your careers and be sued for assaulting a Patient." Stephen added. David Tried to speak but Blake shushed him, "No, Not a word, you are not to speak, Not a single word, I don't wanna have to Testify against any of you fools." She said.

The Group was silent for a moment, “I assume you ran labs..” She said, Her eyes showing a Furious anger and Disappointment. They stayed Silent only fueling her Annoyance and anger, "Well?..." She demanded. James spoke, "you told us not to speak-"

"I know I did, Now did you run labs?!.." Blake said, tapping her foot impatiently, David Nodded, Blake sighed as she gave out orders, "Okay, Shelby Jack's been asking for you." She said giving her the order to go, before turning to the rest of the amazingly idiotic Interns, "David go get those labs and come right back, do not talk to anyone, go straight there and back."

Then She turned to James, "Now you, follow me and Stephen Right now."

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

A Few Hours later and both Blake and Stephen were making sure Mr. Cooper was okay, She listened to his heart with her Stethoscope sighing at how weak it sounded. "Why Amy... Why would you do this?.." She said, Continuing to to Listen to his heart while Stephen did a quick Neuro Exam to ensure he was okay in the head, no concussion or any Brain Bleed whatsoever. "Because he needs that heart and I love him.. I love him so damn Much Doctor Shepherd.." The Intern Whispered, Blake shook her head sighing In Disappointment.

"Oh for God's sake, you fell in love with a Patient.." Blake sighed, exasperated, Stephen was really trying to hold back all his anger at the Interns. "Well his Brain is Okay, No signs of anything wrong with his brain." Stephen Said. David Came in with the Labs, "Labs are back, His State is becoming worse." Blake sighed Knowing exactly what that Meant. Amy Spoke now, "He'll get the heart right, He's gonna get the heart? He has to. You'll Sign the papers that he'll be put at the top of the list-" She was quickly Interrupted by Blake's cold tone.

"Those are the Kind of things I would tell a doctor, and right now you are not a doctor, you are a Visitor." She said, her eyes showing how furious she actually was. "What?.." Amy asked in complete and utter disbelief. "You will no longer be a doctor in this Hospital until I say Otherwise. Now Step away from Mr. Cooper and let Malia Take over." She Ordered.

Malia came over slowly taking it away from Amy as Blake Glared at her slightly, making the rest of the Interns Shrink underneath her Gaze.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Blake told Stephen to carry on with the rest of his Surgeries while she went to talk to the Chief of the hospital about this certain Incident without exposing her Interns for doing this.

She asked the Chief about a Hypothetical Question with the exact same Situation, In which she explained that Mr. Cooper move to the top of the list and receive the heart Immediately but ordered that whoever did that was to be in her Office for Intense Consequences for endangering a Patients Life.

Blake nodded, "Of course, Ma'am."

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Which ended with the Interns getting yelled at by the chief and forced to not even go near a Surgical case unless they fessed up on who did it and to share one single Patient to give her what she needed.

Later on Blake was sitting at the Nurses Station, Checking on different Patient files and Images, as Stephen was Charting, "So, How bad was their Punishments?" Stephen asked with a Snide Smirk on his face. Blake sighed, Shaking her head. "The Chief said no more surgeries until they confess that Amy did it and they had to share one singular Patient." She snorted, Searching up another Patient file.

Malia was now delivering Labs due to Blake's Interns being Punished for their Stupid decisions, "Here you go Blake, Imaging is back for Ms. Collins." She said handing her the Tablet. Blake looked it over smiling to herself, "Oh.. I could use a little Great Neuro Case." She muttered. Stephen Looked up Suddenly Interested, Raising his eyebrow, "Oh no Mister, You have your own Solo Neuro Surgery in 30 Minutes, you need to get ready for that, I've got this one." She said, smirking to herself before teasing him. "Besides this woman has a nail in her head." She said, before rushing off.

Stephen Chuckled to himself, "Well Played, Doctor Shepherd."

More Posts from Burningflamescurse and Others

2 years ago

Hiya! i love your content, can i request a dabi x fem!reader with self harm and depression issues who also has frequent panic attacks with dabi comforting her, he's my comfort character!!

Oh Yes I can 💕💕 but First Dear anon, Are you Alright? You can Always Direct Message Me If you Need To Vent Or Just Talk 💕💕

Tw: Self Harm, Panic Attacks, Depression.

Dabi x Fem!Reader || “Shh”

It Didn’t Matter How Many Times You Tried, you Still Ended up in the Same Place as Before When you were Diagnosed With Depression and a Panic Disorder Associated With Trauma, But With Dabi He Made it Significantly Easier to Deal With.

But today Dabi Had to Take care of Some Stuff With the League of Villains, Leaving You alone To Deal With Your Depression and Other Issues, you Could Feel your Wrists Itching, it was Becoming Unbearable, you needed to feel that Pain In order to not feel the Mental Pain as Much.

You Clenched the Bedsheets Tightly Between your Nimble Fingers, you could also Feel the Anxiety Bubbling Up in the Pit Of Your Stomach ready to Explode in your Chest.

You Tried to Tell yourself that it Would Only Be a Few More Hours until Dabi Came Home, But the Itching Feeling was Becoming Unbearable, and Before You Knew it you Were In the Bathroom, Sitting on the Cold Tiled floor With that Damned Blade in your Hand.

Your Hand Shook as You Brought it Closer to your Other Wrist, You Could Feel the Warm Salty Tears Run Down your Cheeks as you Whimpered, What Would Dabi Think of this, Seeing both your Arms Both Bloodied up When He walked in the Door and Found you Like this.

But the Dark Thoughts Overflowing your Mind took Over, Telling you to Just Do It to Help you Feel Better.

So You Ran the Cold Blade over your Gentle Skin allowing it to Cut Sharply Through your Skin, You Hissed and Winced it Pain Seeing how Deep you Cut into the Wrist.

But it Overpowered the Dark Thoughts In your Mind, it Felt Better, It Felt Good, So you made a Second Cut on your Soft Flesh, and Then a third and a Fourth Until your arm and Wrist were Littered With Cuts, Finally The Itching Feeling Went Away as You Quickly Bandaged Your arm Up and Slipped On your Black Hoodie.

Your Mood Was a Bit Better but you Tried to Mask your Feelings as dabi walked into the Home You Two Shared.

“Babe? You Okay?” His Gravelly Voice Asked, His Eyes Scrunching Up with Worry, you Only Weakly Nodded your Head Your Voice Coming Out Softly.

“Of Course, everythings fine.” Your Reply Made him suspicious. Your Eyes Had Looked away From Dabi’s Making it Hard For Him to Believe you, And Once he Saw the Tear Tracks On your Cheeks that were now Dried up he Knew you were Lying but Decided not to push it.

“Okay, I was thinking for Dinner–” but you Cut Him Off Before He Could Even Finish His Sentence, “Don’t Worry about it Dabi, I’ll Cook tonight.” You Said Firmly Already Getting up from the Couch Heading into the Kitchen.

Dabi Raised an Eyebrow, He was thinking More Of Takeout Since you Didn’t look like you Were Feeling to Well.

He Could Already Hear You Getting Out the pots and Pans out to Cook Something, Dabi Stepped into the Threshold of the Kitchen Crossing his arms Across his Chest Leaning against it.

“Honey, If you Don’t Feel like Doing this We Can Always Have Takeout.” Dabi Softly Told you, You Looked Up, Eyes Red, No He Couldn’t Find Out about your Little Episode Earlier.

“It’s Fine Dabi.”

“Okay Doll, What’s Wrong?” Dabi Finally Firmly Asked you, He was Really Worried About you, Considering What you were Going through.

He knew about your Self Harm Issues and Depressive Episodes You Had from Time to Time.

You Opened your Mouth But Closed it Again, Not Knowing What to Tell Dabi, You Were so Ashamed Of yourself, Letting the Addiction take Control Of you Again.

“Doll, It’s Okay You Can Tell me, you Know I won’t Judge you.” Dabi Softly Told you while Running his Hand up and Down your arm Softly.

Of Course you Knew He Wouldn’t Judge you, but The Dark Thoughts Told you Differently, it was hard To Shake that nagging Voice in the Back Of Your Head.

“N–No it’s Not Dabi!” You Finally Let Out a Strangled Sob as you Spoke, You Were so Ashamed Of it That You Couldn’t Even Speak about it So you only Held your Left Wrist Out to Him.

Dabi Slowly lifted the Hoodie Sleeve To Reveal The Cuts that Were Poorly Bandaged on your arm and Wrist, His Eyes Lifted in Understanding and Sympathy for you.

“Oh Doll...” He Cooed Out to you, You Only Sobbed More Harshly, Panic Bubbling up in your Chest as you Did So.

He Pulled you into his Chest, Stroking his Fingers Over your Back, “Shh, Doll, It’s Okay.” He Softly Hushed your Cries.

He had Stopped an Upcoming Panic Attack From Happening as You Finally Began to Calm Down in his Arms.

The Last thing you heard Before Falling Asleep Was, “It’ll be Alright Doll.” you let the Darkness Of Sleep Consume you.

💕🕊️💕🕊️💕🕊️💕🕊️💕🕊️💕🕊️💕🕊️💕🕊️💕🕊️


Tags
2 years ago

Pope, texting the group chat: I wonder what Apple shots would look like?

JJ: *Sends a picture of a syringe with an apple slice shoddily edited inside*

John B: *Sends a picture of a shot glass with an apple poorly drawn inside*

Kie: *Sends a picture of a person dunking a basketball into the hoop but replaced the basketball with a poorly resized apple*

Pope: I hate you all.

11 months ago
Winchester Brothers Headers
Winchester Brothers Headers
Winchester Brothers Headers
Winchester Brothers Headers
Winchester Brothers Headers
Winchester Brothers Headers
Winchester Brothers Headers
Winchester Brothers Headers

Winchester Brothers Headers

Dean Winchester & Sam Winchester, Supernatural

Please like and reblog if you use or save

Backgrounds transparent so will fit any theme / background

Requested by @lostinthoughts23

Headers List

3 years ago

Bungou Stray Dogs Personal Oc:

Haruka Shima

Age: 27 Years Old

Ability: ‘Too Loose all Control means to Sacrifice Everything I love’ this Ability Comes With a Set Of Minor Abilities and Skills, Bursts Of Fire, Big White Angelic Wings, two Small Fangs In her Mouth, But The Major One is When she Gives Up Control of her Mind and Body to The Demon Inside Of Her Called, “Rei”

Relationships: Dazai Osamu (Boyfriend), Chuuya Nakahara (Best Friend), Atsushi Nakajima (Friend)

Appearance: Slender Girl With Mid Length White Hair, A Small Horn Near Her Hairline, She Wears White Quirk Cancelling Gloves 🧤, Golden Eyes With Pupils Shaped Like a Cats, Also Wears a Crimson Red Jacket, a White Sweater Underneath, a Black Skirt, Black Tights, Black Boots With White Soles Underneath, Two Golden Earrings, a Scar over her Left Eye, and A Silver Necklace her Father Figure, Mori had Given Her When She was Younger.

Haruka Doesn’t Work With the Armed Detective Agency Nor the Port Mafia, She Just Helps Out on Particularly hard Cases Or Missions as She Owes Mori A Favor For Literally Raising her Since She was Young and She Owes Fuzukawa a Favor For Helping her Out of a Tight Space *Cough* Prison Time *Cough* 😀😄😀🤫

Haruka Also Helps Orphaned Children Who Have no Place to Go, She Runs Her Own Orphanage Where the Children there Are Treated Like Royalty Unlike Other Past Orphanages.

Haruka Also Adopted a Wolf As a Pet, Haruto.

Bungou Stray Dogs Personal Oc:
Bungou Stray Dogs Personal Oc:
Bungou Stray Dogs Personal Oc:
2 years ago

“Reasons Why I haven't posted anything lately.”

“Reasons Why I Haven't Posted Anything Lately.”

TW: Self Harm issues, Mentions Of Panic Attacks, Bad Friendships, mentions of being Ignored and Treated like Shit, Mentions of an Abusive Mother Mentally, physically, and emotionally, Mentions Of Suicide attempt, Mentions of Suicide Ideation, Mentions of Seizures and Brain Damage, Mentions Of Severe domestic abuse and Being Held Hostage.

~~~~~~~~~~

So to Start this Off, If I see anything Hurtful Towards me or the People I Mention in this Post I will Disable the Comments if I have to. I don't want to hurt them I only want to vent For a Little bit if you guys will Just Listen.

My Story Starts With my Mother, When I was Younger things Were Fine, which was Before she was Held Hostage By her Ex–Boyfriend. But when I Turned 15, Precisely when I Was a Freshman In Highschool, Things Took a Turn.

Her Trauma Started to Catch up with her, Faster then She Could Even Comprehend, she was Already Suffering from Brain Damage due to her Ex–Boyfriend and a Seizure Disorder Due to the Significant Damage her Ex–Boyfriend had Bestowed Upon her.

First The Abuse Started out Physically for me, She Would Never lay a Hand on my Younger Sister, I was Just the Main Target for her, she was Blinded by anger and the Shame of her PTSD, but Instead of Letting it Out In a healthy way she Pushed her Trauma on me.

Because of this I Started to have some Fear Of my Mother, She had Beat me So many times I flinched When Everyone raised a hand to Stretch or over my head, my Fear will Never leave me.

In my Second Semester of my Freshmen year of Highschool, The Mental and Emotional Abuse Started, and on the 2nd Week of the 2nd Semester I developed a Panic Disorder along with Social Anxiety Disorder Caused by Severe Trauma.

I had my First Panic Attack. I was so Scared In that Moment, it felt like I was Dying, it Hurt so Much to Even Take a Breath, one of the Receptionists at the Front Desk Had take my Vitals, my Heart Rate was 124, Which was Not Norma for a 15 Year Old which a Otherwise Healthy Heart, even the School nurse had me Sent home Since I was in no Sense in the Right State of mind to be at School.

After that I went to see a Psychiatrist who Diagnosed me with Panic Disorder, Social Anxiety Disorder, Generalized Anxiety Disorder and Post Traumatic Disorder along with ADHD Due to my Problems Focusing in school.

I had One Appointment with him and my Mother Never Scheduled another one With him after He Prescribed me Anxiety/Depression Medication, Zoloft I think. Eventually I ran Out of my Meds which caused me to have another Panic Attack during my Government Class.

That was when my School Counselor recommended that I see a therapist through the School, Because my mental Health wasn’t Getting Any Better Just by Doing Nothing.

But there was another Problem, I hit my Lowest Point a Few Days Later, I started Self Harming, the Pain Becoming comforting and a Safety Blanket to me, I felt Cornered, and then I Even Thought about Taking my own Life Because I was Suffering Greatly.

It Felt Hard to Even Get Out of Bed in the Morning, That's when i was Diagnosed with Depression. With this New Diagnosis on my Mind, I was at a Lost at what to do.

Until My School Counselor Recommended a Mental Health Service, (I won't Name the Service out Due to Confidentiality Reasons), after a Consultation I was Connected with a Therapist a Few Days Later.

Luckily this Service was through the School So I didn’t have to miss any School Hours To Talk to her, and my Medicare insurance Paid for it all.

After a Few Sessions with my Therapist who knew Personally what I was going through, I began to Gradually get better, Eventually after Getting put on the Right Meds for my Social Anxiety, I stopped having so many Panic Attack, Which at that time it was about Two a Week I was Having.

I was also Put in Alt Ed by My School Counselor Due to how Overstimmed I was in Normal Classes, which helped Tremendously.

And Now Here we are to the Reason Why I haven't Been Posting, One of my Best IRL friends Turned on me, leaving me Extremely Vulnerable for my Mental Health to Drastically Drop.

But now I am Fine, and I am Ready to Begin writing once More!

Remember Requests for DSMP Characters are Open Now!!!

Also have a Teddy Bear 🧸🧸🧸, you guys deserve them!!


Tags
2 years ago

Part One

Injured

Alejandro Vargas x Fem!OC

—————————

image
image
image
image
image
image
image
image

Description: During a Mission in Afghanistan, With Medical Special Forces Soldier Alisha “Faith” Coleson, News Gets out that She was Shot, Mexican Special Forces Leader Alejandro Vargas has to Race to Find Her along with the 141 Task Force before her Enemies in Afghanistan do.

Warnings: Gunshot wounds, Shootings, Hospitals, Worried Alejandro Vargas.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

She had Been Sent to Afghanistan to Find a High Value Target Suspect That went by the Name, “Jay.” Who’s Real Name was Kayla Soso.

The Woman had Done High Crimes For the El Sin Nombre As Well as Other Crimes in America and the United Kingdom, She was also Wanted for Making Missiles and Stealing from a Local Military Base in America as Well.

Alisha Was apart of the Mexican Special Forces as well, She was Alejandro Vargas’ Third in Command, a Sergeant Major As Well, also Being Known as His Fiance`’.

He was So in Love With her as was She With Him, She was also Somehow Best Friends With Sergeant John “Soap” MacTavish who was From the 141 Task Force in the United Kingdom.

She Smiled as She Looked at a photo of Alejandro as She Laid Low With her Sniper Rifle Looking on at Kayla’s Small Group She Had Acquired in Afghanistan.

She worked with a Female Commander on the Afghanistan Army Base who went by the Name, Talia Bishop.

“Faith, How Copy?” Talia’s Voice Came in from the Radio on her Vest amongst her Other Gear, She Shuffled on the Ground to Press her Thumb Against the button on her Radio to Reply.

“I Copy, I’m alright up here, Kayla’s Group Hasn’t made a Move Yet, No Sign of her Yet, I’ll keep you posted Talia.” She Said, Peeking Through the Viewing part of the Sniper Rifle.

The Radio Crackled Again, “Roger that Alisha, I’ll Be Your Eyes as well, the Tracking device on Kayla is Activated.” Her Voice Came Through.

She Pulled Out the GPS Tracker Out on the Sat Phone She had With her, a Red Dot Indicated Kayla’s Exact Location.

“yep, I see it, about 8 Clicks away from here, inside the Covert Facility.” Alisha Replied into the Radio on her Vest, She Looked at the Group through the Sniper Rifle Once More.

When She Saw a Man She had Heard Talia Speak About being Partners With Kayla and the Russian Mafia She Let Out a Breath.

He wasn’t supposed to be here.

“Talia, How Copy?” She asked into the Radio, it Crackled before Talia Replied into it, “Still here, Alisha you got News?” She asked.

“Not Anything Good i’m afraid, That man you were Telling me About Back at the Base.” Alisha Said When Talia Had a Moment to think She Spoke Next, “Chris Bradford?” Talia asked, “Yeah the American Fugitive that Made it all the way too Afghanistan.”

Alisha Hummed, “Yeah Well he’s Here, and Besides the fact a Couple Of Days Ago When we were Chasing him i’m pretty Sure He saw my Face, He’s Gonna see me.” Alisha Urgently Said.

Talia Let Out a Sharp Inhale Of Her Breath, “Alright Get Outta There Before Chris Finds Out, Now.” Talia Ordered.

“Affirmative.” She Replied, Slowly Moving up from her Spot Cursing herself When She Accidentally Knocked a Rock Down from her Hiding spot.

It Hit one of the Crates Below Causing Chris To Turn Sharply, Looking Straight at Alisha His Eyes Staring at her A Moment before his eyes Widened in Recognition Motioning to the men and Women around him to Start shooting.

“I know Her! Take aim and Fire! Kill her!” Chris Shouted, Bullets Sprayed and Before she Could Move Directly out of the Line Of Fire Two Bullets Hit her, One In her Shoulder and One in her Stomach.

She Rolled away as fast as she Could With her Sniper Rifle, But She Also Crashed her Leg into a Sharp ended pipe With a Deep Laceration on her left Leg Because of it.

She Let Out a Yelp as She Stopped rolling Multiple of the Enemies Coming towards Her, She Quickly Got Up Running as fast as She Could with her Injured Leg Towards the Woods Of Afghanistan.

Chris was about to Send men after her when Kayla Placed a Hand on his Chest Stopping him, “No, My Women Will find her Eventually but let her bleed Out for a While, She Will Die Soon but not Before they Find her.” Kayla Said, Motioning for a few of her women to Chase after The Wounded Soldier.

Meanwhile Alisha Ran with a Limp as The Radio On her Vest Crackled Some More as Talia’s Voice Came Through, “Alisha? How you Copy? Alisha!” Talia Said But the vest had Fallen off as She Had to Get Rid of it as to not Weigh her down as she Ran.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Back at the Mexican Special Forces, Talia had Contacted Alejandro and Rudy to Explain to them the Circumstances of the Mission.

“Alisha Had Noticed the Man we were Hunting, Chris Bradford, Was There and Working with Kayla Soso, Who are Both in Kahoots With El Sin Nombre and the Russian Mafia, I had ordered her to get out of there Since Chris had Saw her Face Earlier During the Chase. It was then That She Accidentally made Some Noise and Chris Ordered his Men to fire at her and Kill Alisha, My Guess is She was Injured and Tore off her Vest and Radio so it Wouldn’t Weigh her Down and is Now on the Run With Kayla’s Enforcers After her.” Talia Had Explained to them on a Call, it was Alejandro’s Phone in his office, Rudy was There as well.

“How Injured are we Talking about here?” Alejandro Asked, Honestly worried about how Much Blood Loss was associated With this.

“I’m Looking at the Limited Camera Footage Right now, it Looks Like it’s Pretty Bad, She Took one Round to her Shoulder And another to her Stomach, Her Leg Looked to be Lacerated With a Sharp broken Pipe that She Crashed into.” Talia Explained, “Camera Footage ends there.”

“So She’s Injured, and Will Most Probably Be Delirious from the Blood Loss Eventually and on the run from Kayla’s Enforcers.” Rudy Summed It All Up.

Alejandro Thought For a Moment, “Let’s Get Assistance from the 141 Task Force, we will Need their Help to Find her.” Alejandro Decided.

“Right. I’ll see you guys There.” Talia Replied Ending the Call, Alejandro Could only Hope that Alisha Could Hold on a Bit Longer.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

She was Feeling the Effects Of the Blood Loss Rather Quickly, She had No way Of Contacting Taila or Alejandro Since She had to Get Rid of both her Vest and Radio.

Alisha Stopped at A Tree Leaning on it, She Panted feeling blood Seep from her Wound Even Faster.

She Slowly Pressed her Hand to It, Yelping in pain When it Stung Really badly, “Alright Come on Alisha, You have to Move Faster or Else Kayla’s Women are gonna Find you.” She Whispered to herself, Finding the Strength to Continue on, Until She Found as Secure and Safe Spot To Rest.

She Wondered if Talia already Contacted Alejandro at the Mexican Special Forces Base, but Her Thinking was Cut Off by Kayla’s Enforcers Shouting out a Few Yards away from her Spot.

“Come on! She went this Way!” one of the Women Shouted, footsteps Hurdled down the Slope She had Just Passed, She Quickly Stated To Run from the Tree as fast as She Could, Sweat Rolled Down her Face, it was also Pale from the Blood Loss.

Alisha Limped and Limped until She Finally Collapsed by a Short Slope, She Groaned Now Scared of Loosing her Own Life as The Blurry Figure of Kayla Came into View, “Ah You Poor thing, Too bad your With the Mexican Special Forces.” Kayla Said Before Motioning to her Right Hand Woman, Melody.

“Take her back to the Base, We’ll see how long it takes for her Little Boyfriend to Come to her Rescue.” Kayla Ordered Before walking off to a Male figure who was Most Likely Chris Bradford.

Melody and another Woman Lifted her Up as Alisha Finally Passed Out, She’d Done all She Could to Escape, but Now she Needed to Rest, Save up her Strength.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

The 141 Task Force and Mexican Social Forces Were now in Afghanistan, “Hermosa, How Long Had you been Chasing Chris Bradford?” Alejandro Asked Talia Who Crossed her arms Over her Chest.

“For about Three Months Now, He was in America as First, he was arrested for Breaking into a Covert Military Base There, he was in the FBI’s Custody until he Escaped to here.” Talia Explained, “I was Called in to Assist, Amigo.”

“What about Kayla Soso?” Soap asked Next, Talia Sighed, Going over to her Monitors Pulling up everything they had on Kayla Soso.

“Kayla is wanted for Crimes in Multiple Places, here, in Las Almas, in America, the United Kingdom, and Russia.” Talia Started Out, “When She was Caught here, I Called in Alisha, Laswell Said She was the Best, She also had intel from a Local source that Kayla was apart of the Russian Mafia Along with Chris Bradford and were closely Working with El Sin Nombre.” Talia Explained.

“And Where is Alisha Now?” Ghost Spoke Up, Talia Sighed, “We have No Idea, When she Tore her Tactical Vest and Radio off She also Disabled the Tracker on the Gear as well, But we Do know She is injured and on the Run, It’s Very Possible they Kayla has already found her.” Talia Said.

Price Sighed.

“Listen this is a Mission to get one of Our Very Own Back, let’s Do her Right.” Price Ordered.

Everyone Nodded Agreeing.

They Started to Grab Their Gear and Weapons to get Ready to go Out and Search for her.

“I’ll Send you the Location of Kayla’s Base on you’re GPS’.” Talia Said Before they Left.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Alisha was Leaned up against a wall in What Would Be a Kitchen in Kayla’s base, She was Still Actively Bleeding Out from both of her Wounds and the Laceration on her Leg.

“See Chris, I told you my Men Would find her.” Kayla Said, Chris Rolled His Eyes, “You are a Child in an Adult’s Body.” Chris Mocked, One Of Kayla’s Medics That was Forced to Work With them, was Checking her Pulse Periodically.

“Kayla, She’s Fading, her Pulse is weak and Theady.” the Medic Said, Her Sleeves were Rolled up as She Also wore Medical Gloves As Well.

“Patch her up the best you Can, Can’t allow Our Prisoner to Die Can we?” Kayla Said, before Walking Out Of the Room as Chris Leaned back on the wall to Watch them.

The Medic Worked on Packing the Wounds With Guaze the Best She Could, it Wouldn’t Stop the Bleeding Or be a Permanent fix but at least it would Slow it Down until her Team would Arrive, She also bandaged up the Laceration the best she Could as well, She had Limited Supplies to Work With.

“There we go.” She Said Finishing up, She Turned to Chris, His Eyes were Downcast Away from The medic and Alisha.

“Chris, What is your Relationship with this Girl?” The Medic asked Raising an Eyebrow at the Terrorist in front of her.

“She Saved My Life, Malia.” Chris Told Her, “When I was Still a Civilian, Before Kayla was Blackmailing me, She Saved my Life when I was on the Brink of Death, I just wanted her to Stay Out of Kayla’s line of Fire, You know She’ll kill her Malia.” Chris Said.

Malia Nodded, “I Understand.” She Replied.

Chris looked back at the Unconscious Alisha With Bandaged Wrapped ‘Round The Wounds as best as Malia Could Manage, “Will she Be Okay?” Chris Honestly Asked.

Malia Sighed, “That All Depends in her Friends Back in Las Almas, Right now her Chances are Slim, She’s Actively Bleeding Out from Two Gunshot Wounds and the Laceration on her Thigh Needs sutures, Which of Course Kayla has ordered me to only use our Supplies for her People, So I can’t Do it.” Malia Said, Crossing her Arms as She Bent Down to Check her Pulse again.

“They need to get here fast or Else She’s Not Gunna make it.”

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

They were finally Arriving Silently at Kayla’s Covert base, all Ready to infiltrate the Building to Rescue their Missing Operative, Talia was Joining them in the Field for this One.

“Alright Guys, According to Thermal Scans, Two Female Guards are at the Entrance, we need to Take them out Silently before they warn Kayla Of Our Presence.” Talia Announced, Besides Soap Waiting to Bust down the Door.

“Okay, Ghost and Soap, Take them Quietly.” Price Ordered Stepping back from the Door as Ghost Kicked it Down.

They Moved in immediately Shooting the Two Female’s dead, and Silently Lowering them to the Ground and Taking their Weapons.

“Alright in the Kitchen area there are three Bodies, One Looks To be Chris Bradford, Another is an Unknown Medic on file and the Other is an Injured Body most likely Alisha.” Talia Said.

Alejandro Sighed, “well let’s Not Waste anymore time, let’s Go Hermosa.” Alejandro Said and They all Raided the Kitchen, Chris immediately Raised his hands in surrender.

“Please Help her, I’m Done Helping Kayla.” Chris Said, Talia Raised her Rifle at Chris’ head, “Why Did you help her in the First Place?” Talia asked.

“He was Being Blackmailed, Threatened with his Sisters’ Family, same as Me, but She Threatened to Terminate my Pregnancy.” Malia Spoke Up Raising her hands up as well.

“Your Pregnant?” Price Asked, Lowering his Weapon as well, Malia Nodded, Pressing her Hands Against the Bloodied Bandages over the wound on her Stomach.

A Mangled Cough Escaped Alisha’s Mouth, as Blood Spilled from her Lips, “Look I know you have to Arrest Chris for his Crimes, and i’m sure he wants to Redeem himself, but She needs Help.” Malia Said.

“I’ve Kept her Alive for this long but She’s Fading Fast.” Malia Added. She was Still Pressing her Gloved Hands to the Wound on her Stomach.

“Laswell, We need Emergency Evac Now to The Mexican Special Forces Base in Las Almas.” Ghost Said into his Radio, it Crackled before She Answered, “ETA is 3 Minutes, Just Hold On a Little Longer Ghost.”

“You’d Better Have a Good medic on that Base.” Malia Said, Crouching So She Could Tighten the Tourniquet on Alisha’s Shoulder Wound.

“Yeah. You.” Alejandro firmly Said, Malia Squinted her Eyes, “No I Can’t Leave, Kayla—” Malia Started to Say but was Cut off by Rodolfo, “is no longer in control of you or Chris Bradford, You’re Coming With us.” He Said.

Everyone Nodded Their heads Firmly to Confirm this, Malia Stared for a moment before Motioning towards them, “We need to Carry her Out.” She Ordered.

Ghost, Soap, and Rudy all Worked To Carry Out Where The Evac Helicopter was above a Small Medical Team was There as well with a Stretcher for the Injured, Chris had his Hands Behind his Back in Handcuffs.

Once they we’re all in board, Malia Worked with the Small Team Of Medics They had on board, “she Took a High Velocity round to her Stomach and Shoulder, She also has a Deep Laceration on her Left Thigh.” Malia Explained, She Pointed to a Athletic Male with Undercut Blonde hair, “You What’s Your Name?” Malia Asked, his blue Eyes Looked Up.

“Liam.” He Replied, She Quickly Nodded Directing him, “We need Vitals Now, Blood Pressure, Heart Rate, and Oxygen Level.” She Ordered Pointing to a Couple Of Medical Bags on the Floor Of the Helicopter.

Liam Nodded Reaching into the Bag Finding a Blood Pressure Cuff Connected to a Small machine, A pulse Ox monitor Clip on as well as a Cardiac Monitor that was Mobile.

Malia then Looked up at the Other Female Medic of the Team, “And you are?” She asked, the Female had Light Brown hair that Faded into Dirty Blonde to her Shoulders. Her Eyes Were Dark Blue as they Stared into Malia’s Own Hazel Eyes.

“Katie.” She Replied, Malia Nodded Handing her the Supplies to Stay an IV, “Start an IV in her Right inner arm, She Needs Fluids and Most Likely A Blood Transfusion once we get back to Base.” Malia Ordered.

Katie Nodded and Started to get to work, Turning Alisha’s Right arm over to Start the IV, Luckily She had Quite Large Veins So it was Easy to Stick her with the needle.

Malia Opened a Cabinet in the Helicopter finding Three bags of Fluids, She Grabbed all three hanging one on the Small IV Pole Hook on the Stretcher, “Katie Got That IV in?” She asked.

Katie Finished Taping it to her hand With Some Gauze, “Finished.” She Proclaimed, Malia Hooked the IV into the Bag of Fluids, Adjusting the IV perfectly before allowing the Fluids to Transfer to her.

“Alejandro! What is Alisha’s Blood Type?” She asked, “Hermosa, her Blood type is B Negative!” He Called back.

Malia Nodded knowing to look for B Negative blood When they were at the Base.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Malia Finished Stitching up the Stomach Wound, After Fishing Out the bullets from both her Shoulder and Stomach she Stitched them Both Up Now the Only thing Left was the Laceration on her left thigh.

A Small Team Of Medics was Formed, Malia, Katie, Liam, and a Nurse by the Name Lacey.

And Now they were in the Infirmary, As Malia Stitched up her Thigh, “Katie how much CC’s Of Morphine are we Giving her?” Malia asked.

Katie Looked at the IV Drip, “We Gave her 15 CC’s 20 minutes ago.” Katie replied, looking at the logs of medicine they had on file, “Give her 26 CC’s of morphine, she’s been in enough pain already.” Malia ordered, Katie nodded, Liam and Lacey stood by just in case Malia needed their assistance as well.

Katie injected the morphine into her IV, “26 CC’s of Morphine is in.” Katie announced, finally malia finished stitching up the laceration on her left thigh and placed a big white Gauze packed bandage on it. 

“Alright, Liam, hang another bag of B negative blood and another bag of fluids, run another line for the blood transfusions Katie.” Malia ordered, “and what are you going to do?” Lacey asked Malia who sighed, “I’m going to go updated Alejandro and the 141 Task force of Alisha’s condition.” she announced before walking out of the infirmary room. 

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Malia found them outside of the medical part of the mexican special forces base, “Alejandro!” she called out seeing the man lift his head up as the medic walked closer to them, “Malia, Hermosa, How is she?” Alejandro asked, rudy was behind him along with Ghost, Soap, Price, Gaz, and Talia.

“well, I extracted both bullets without a hitch, I stitched up the wounds pretty easily though her stomach was a messy one, and the laceration was also stitched and bandaged.” Malia announced seeing Talia let out a breath of relief. 

“Right now she is on fluids and having blood transfusions to replace the blood she lost out on the field.” Malia said, “but She still hasn’t woken up yet, I am concerned that with how long she was left untreated on the field and with the large amount of blood she lost, well she needs to be transported to a military hospital, one here that i used to work at, that has more supplies i can use.” Malia said. 

“You know the one in Los Almas?” She prompted, Raising an Eyebrow as to prompt Alejandro to answer her or say something of anything, “Mhm, the one about 7 Clicks from here.” Alejandro replied. 

“Yes but we need to get there fast, If we wait any longer there is a possibility she could slip into a comatose state, a coma.” Malia stated urgently. 

Price nodded his head, “Load her into my truck, I can get her there fast enough.” price ordered, Malia only nodded hoping it wasn’t too late for alisha, that she wouldn’t slip into a comatose state. 

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

they had gotten her to the military hospital in time to run a few Neurological tests on Alisha to see where her Brain state was at, the Military neurologist that ran the tests was named Kory, a female veteran medic. 

“You were right to rush her here, Luckily her brain is not in a comatose state, Just in an exhausted state due to her injuries and the major blood loss.” kory had Stated, Malia nodded listening to the doctors diagnosis, “It will take a couple of days but after her body gets the much needed Rest it needs then she will start to wake up.” she finished. 

“What about her Status in the Military?” Price asked knowing that sometimes during severe injuries that had happened Shepherd had a habit of discharging People from the military.

“I’ve already spoken to General Shepherd about it, the injuries she sustained aren’t severe enough for a discharge from the military, she will be able to stay in her current job.” Kory reassured them. 

they all let out a sigh of relief, they all knew how much Alisha loved her job. 

“Thank you Kory.” Malia said, She nodded and then walked off but not before placing a comforting hand on the medic’s Shoulder, “welcome home, Hermosa.” Kory said as Alejandro looked on in shock. 

“you’re from Los almas?” Alejandro asked and Malia nodded, “Yeah, Kory and me, childhood friends, entered the military together as both Soldiers and medics 10 years after that Kayla kidnapped me and threatened my unborn Baby after killing the father.” Malia explained.

A Nurse Came Out of the Room Alisha was Set up in, “Mi Verda, I Finished changing her Bandages, you are all allowed to see her.” She Said, Her Mexican Accent Showing in her Face.

“Thank you Hermosa.” Malia Thanked her as the Rest filed into the Large Private room of the Military Hospital.

Alisha was Laid up in the Bed Multiple IV Wires Running from her Right arm, and Her Face Looked Absolutely Exhausted, it was Pale and Dark Eye Bags were underneath her Eyes, a Line of Sheen Sweat Ran on her Forehead.

“She’s Running a 106.5 Degree fever, The longer she Laid out there bleeding the Out, the Higher the Chance was for infection to set into the Wounds.” The Nurse Gently Reminded them.

“She’s On Fever Reducers and Morphine Right?” Malia asked, the Nurse nodded, “Hermosa, Kory Never Judges your Medical Expertise.” The Nurse Replied.

“She is also on Antibiotics for the Infection, She needs lots of Rest.” The Nurse Said Going over the Doctor’s Orders.

The Nurse left without another Word, Leaving the Group to Mull over Alisha’s Condition, Malia Placed a Soft hand on Alejandro’s Shoulder.

“I’m Sorry I Didn’t Help her Fast Enough, and I Know this Isn’t the Best Time Alejandro, but I need to go Rest in my Own Cot, all this Stress isn’t Good for my unborn baby.” Malia Said, her Eyes Flickering with Exhaustion from both working to Save Alisha’s Life as well as Carrying the Baby while Doing it.

“We Understand, Amigo.” Rudy said.

“Yeah Just Keep me Updated About her State, Thank you So Much for Bringing me and Chris Home.” Malia Said, She was Aware Chris did Some Bad Things But all in fear of His Sister and her Family.

“Chris Bradford lived here as well?” Talia Asked, Shoving her Hands into her Empty Pockets, Malia Nodded, “Apparently So, me and Kory just Don’t remember him, and he Says Alisha Saved his life when he was a Civilian and Injured in Los Almas, the Mission to locate Hassan When Kayla was Supposedly Hiding him?" Malia Prompted, Alejandro Nodded, A glint in his Soft Brown Eyes Upon Remembering that mission.

“Yeah, I Remember that one Hermosa, we had a Few Civilian Casualties and injuries, Alisha wanted to go help the injured while the rest of us looked for Hassan and Kayla.” Alejandro Said, Malia Nodded.

“She Took Chris Back to a Safehouse in Los Almas, Nursed him back to health and Sent him off, this was after I was Taken, Kayla Found Him Shortly After, and took his Sister and her Family Hostage to Control him.” Malia Told them.

Talia Shook her Head, “Well during his Trial the judge might just give Chris a Plea Bargain Due to the Circumstances.” She Mentioned.

“Listen Alejandro I hope the Best for You and Alisha, Call me When She wakes Up.” Malia Said Lesbian.

“Of Course, Hermosa.” Alejandro Said as She left.

Now they all just Had to wait, it was all up to Alisha Now.


Tags
3 years ago

“Wolf Cinders.”

“Wolf Cinders.”
“Wolf Cinders.”
“Wolf Cinders.”
“Wolf Cinders.”
“Wolf Cinders.”
“Wolf Cinders.”
“Wolf Cinders.”
“Wolf Cinders.”
“Wolf Cinders.”
“Wolf Cinders.”

Bakugou Katsuki x Oc, Dabi(Touya) todoroki x Oc

Chapter Two: “U.A’s Entrance Exam.”

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Mayumi Awoke From her Nap in her Full Wolf Form, Stretching Out her Limbs, Flexing her Paws Out as She Yawned.

Today was her Day, U.A’s Entrance Exam Would Determine whether Or not She would be able to Study at U.A.

She Quickly Switched Back into her Human Form to Avoid Any Weird Stares While She walked to the School.

Mayumi Gave Akira a Quick Kiss on the Cheek Before leaving, “Uh–Mei! Wait a Minute, You forgot Breakfast!” Akira Called Out Taking the Pan Off of the Stove Revealing Scrambled Eggs.

“Nah Mum, I’m gonna be late!” She Declined While Kissing her Father Atop his Head before Grabbing her Cold Water Bottle And Heading out the Door, Messenger Bag Slung over her Shoulder with a Change of Clothes in it.

“Okay, Good Luck Darling!” She Called out to Mayumi Before She Left Smiling Happily To Herself, She Would do Just Fine.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Once She Had Gotten into the Auditorium, She Listened to the Pro–Hero, Present Mic or Hizashi Yamada, State the Rules Of the Entrance Exam.

Then She went to go Change into some More Comfortable Clothes For the Exam, Which Was a White T–Shirt, Some Black Shorts, and Some Black and White Sneakers with White Socks.

She then Went to Her Assigned battle Arena Before Waiting beside a Young Boy With Green Hair, Who Looked Pretty Nervous Beside her.

She Laid Her Hand Upon His Shoulder, “Hey Don’t Sweat it, I’m Sure you’ll do just Fine.” She Reassured him in the Mere Minutes they had to talk.

“Thank you...?” he asked, silently asking for her Name, She Smiled Brightly.

“Mayumi, “Mei”, Sarada.” She Replied Quickly Throwing her long Black Hair into a High, Tight, Ponytail.

“Thank You Mei, My name is Izuku Midoriya.” He said Smiling Slightly at her.

And then It was time to start the Exam.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Once it was over, Mayumi Thought she did pretty well, She had Defeated Enough Robots For Enough Points to Be Accepted.

Mayumi Slightly Leaned forward, Hands On her Knees, Panting to Catch her Lost Breath.

The Combat Gloves She Wore were Drenched in her Sweat, Mayumi Closed her eyes for a Hot Minute.

“Heyyy, Great Job Listener.” She Heard Present Mic Praise Her, and It Mean’t the World to her to Hear a Pro–Hero Praise her for her Hard Work.

“Thank you Present Mic!” she Chimed finally Standing Up and Exiting the Battle Arena She was Assigned To.

She Met Up with Midoriya on the way Out Who Seemed To Have a Broken Arm, “Midoriya, Are you Okay?” She Exclaimed Since His Arm was Literally Purple and Unusable.

“Huh? Oh! Y–Yeah, I’m okay Mei!” He Reassured Her, Helping a Limping Ururaka, “Oh..Hi! My Name is Mayumi “Mei” Sarada.” She Introduced Herself To the Brunette Beside the Green Boy.

“Oh, Hi Mei, i’m Ochako, Ururaka.” her Cheery Voice Made Her Spirits Lift Almost Instantly, Though a Blonde Headed Boy Who Almost Looked Like a Pomeranian Caught Her Attention Almost Instantly As He Passed By Obviously Being The Best by One Point.

“Who’s That?” She asked to almost Nobody But Herself, Although Midoriya Heard Her and Mood Became Nervous Almost Immediately.

“That’s Kacchan, Or Bakugou Katsuki.” His Shaky Voice Said, Avoiding any Emotional Attachment.

“Oh.” was Mayumi’s Only Response to That, Though She Had To Admit, He was Quite Handsome For His Previous Angry Behavior.

Soon, All of the Participating Students Were able to Go Home While The U.A Staff Reviewed Each Of them.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

5 months ago

My Journey with Generalized Anxiety Disorder: Finding Light in the Shadows

It’s early morning, and the world outside my window is waking up. Sunlight filters through the trees, casting soft shadows on the ground. For many, this serene moment might be filled with anticipation for the day ahead, but for me, it’s a battle against an all-consuming feeling that has become a regular part of my life: Generalized Anxiety Disorder (GAD).

What is Generalized Anxiety Disorder?

Generalized Anxiety Disorder is more than just occasional worry or stress; it’s a chronic condition characterized by excessive, uncontrollable anxiety about various aspects of life. According to the Anxiety and Depression Association of America, GAD can manifest in various physical and emotional symptoms, including restlessness, fatigue, difficulty concentrating, muscle tension, and sleep disturbances. Understanding these symptoms is crucial, as it was the first step in my journey toward acceptance and healing.

The Onset

My struggle began in my late teens. I was a high-achieving student, a dedicated friend, and a loving family member. However, underneath the surface, I felt a constant cloud looming over me. I often found myself worrying about everything—my grades, my relationships, and even mundane tasks like grocery shopping. What started as ordinary stress took a turn when the worries evolved into overwhelming anxiety that made it difficult to carry out daily activities.

I remember sitting in class, my heart racing and palms sweating, while my mind spiraled into a whirlwind of "what ifs." I was terrified of not meeting expectations, both my own and those placed on me by others. This internal pressure was suffocating, and I struggled silently for years, not knowing that I was grappling with a disorder that millions of others also face.

The Turning Point

The turning point in my story came during my sophomore year of college. I experienced a panic attack during an important exam, something I had never encountered before. My breathing became shallow, my vision blurred, and I felt as though I was about to lose control. It was a wake-up call—a moment that forced me to confront the reality of my anxiety rather than ignore it.

Seeking help was daunting, but I knew I could no longer carry this burden alone. I reached out to my campus counseling center and began attending therapy sessions. Initially, I felt embarrassed to admit that I needed help, but I soon learned that vulnerability in seeking support is a sign of strength, not weakness.

The Road to Healing

Therapy became a safe space where I could explore the roots of my anxiety. My therapist equipped me with tools and coping strategies that transformed how I approached my thoughts. Cognitive Behavioral Therapy (CBT) taught me how to challenge and reframe negative thinking patterns. Mindfulness practices gave me the ability to anchor myself in the present moment, allowing me to step back from the chaos of my mind.

Medication was another integral part of my healing process. With the guidance of a psychiatrist, I found a treatment plan that worked for me. It was a gradual journey, with trial and error, but it eventually helped stabilize my emotional responses, creating a foundation upon which I could build healthier coping mechanisms.

Learning to Live

Living with GAD is a continuous journey; there are still days when anxiety creeps in. However, I’ve learned to embrace it as part of my story rather than letting it define me. I've discovered the importance of self-care, whether that means engaging in regular exercise, practicing yoga, or simply taking time to relax with a good book.

Support from family and friends has been invaluable. Opening up about my experiences has strengthened my relationships and provided a network of understanding individuals who help lift me during challenging moments. Community support groups have also played a significant role in my healing. Connecting with others who share similar struggles has provided a sense of belonging and validation that I often doubted I would find.

Embracing the Future

As I continue to navigate life with GAD, I’ve gained a deeper understanding of myself and the strength that comes from vulnerability. My journey has opened doors to a wealth of knowledge and resources that empower me each day. I’ve learned that it’s okay to ask for help, that I am not alone in this struggle, and that healing is not linear.

In sharing my story, I hope to shed light on the complexities of living with Generalized Anxiety Disorder and to encourage others to seek help and embrace their own journeys. We may face challenges that feel insurmountable, but through connection and understanding, we can find light even in the shadows. No matter how daunting the path may seem, recovery and resilience are achievable. And with every step forward, I grow a little more confident in navigating the beautiful, albeit turbulent, journey of life.


Tags
1 year ago

Prologue

Pre-Accident!Stephen Strange x Neurosurgeon!OFC

Prologue
Prologue

Series Summary: Meet Blake Shepherd, The Daughter of Derek Shepherd and Addison-Montgomery-Shepherd, and a Neurosurgery Attending at Metro-General Hospital in New York City after Needing a break when Her father died from a car Crash, During which that Time she met the Other Attending Neurosurgeon, Stephen Strange, Now In Present time they are actually dating and two of the most Famous Neurosurgeon's in Metro-General, Watch as Blake navigates her life alongside her best friend and boyfriend Stephen Strange.

Chapter Summary: With The Emergency Room on High Alert with Multiple Trauma and Neuro Cases, Blake and Stephen find themselves Swamped with so many cases ending the day being completely Exhausted.

Chapter One: Keeping Peace in a Crazy time.

CW//TW: Medical Terminology, Drama, shouting, Surgery, Head Trauma, Cursing, Stephen Getting mad at The Interns, a Bunch of Different OC's, Blake and Christine are Best friends, Mentions of Derek Shepherd's Death, Trauma, Flashbacks, Blake also calls Cristina who is your Best friend from Seattle, Blake Loves Good Surgeries as Does Stephen, Injuries, Stephen being a doting Boyfriend.

It was Supposed to be a Peaceful and quiet day in the Hospital, but Blake Supposed That it Never was, When Her and Stephen first arrived They were immediately Swamped with a 911 In the ER. In Blake's Residency in Seattle Grace she was a Trauma Surgeon before she got her qualifications as a Neurosurgeon Much Like her Father, Which she was applauded on, Greatly on, Right before Her Father's Death she was awarded for both Qualifications.

Right now Blake was going between different Patients, Both with Significant Head traumas, Which Luckily were just some Mild Concussions. she was talking to one of her Interns, Shelby, about what to do, "Get a Repeat CT Scan on both Patients in about an Hour Just to make sure, If there is no Brain Bleed then Prescribe them some Medication for the Pain and Discharge them with the Instructions to come back if they have any Worsening Symptoms, If there is a Brain bleed Page me and Strange Immediately." Blake ordered. Shelby Nodded her head Immediately, "Of Course, Doctor Shepherd." She responded.

The Rest of Blake's Interns, which were Two men and a woman stood there aimlessly, "Amy, David, James, What are you standing around me for, It's My Lunch Break and I'm sure you all have tasks to do, David I know I told you your covering the pit for that little Incident Last week." Blake said, Glaring Slightly, they Spooked off while David Groaned, walking off towards the Pit. Blake sighed as she went off to her Lunch Break, Already Exhausted from how many Traumas she had to deal with during this time, going towards the Break room, Blake Grabbed a coke and a bag of chips before settling down on the couch sighing.

Blake zoned out until she heard that familiar deep voice calling her name, she opened one of her eyes, "Ah, Stephen, you finally got a break?" She hummed. He Chuckled at her Exhausted tone, “Yeah, ER was totally Swamped today especially the Neuro Department.” he commented grabbing his own Drink before Settling down next to Blake. Blake Closed her eyes in Apology, “I’m so sorry I wasn’t able to join you in the OR, Chief had me on trauma Service so my interns could learn something for once.”

Stephen waved her off, “It’s no Problem, babe, I know how The Interns are.” he responded, Blake Scoffed, Letting her Blonde hair down from the Ponytail. “After that last stunt David Pulled Last week, I might as well Stick him in the Pit.” She said, Scowling.

“Oh? And what was that?” Stephen Hummed, Obviously In the mood to hear what stupid Thing David Did to anger Blake. She Snorted, “He Tried to Steal a damn organ for a Donor Patient.” Blake Said. Stephen blinked at What Blake had said, Wow Interns really were Idiots, Which made him glad he wasn’t working with them.

“Yeah, Completely Idiotic for him, He won’t be Scrubbing in on any of my Surgeries anytime soon, it will be the Pit for him for a while.” Blake said, rolling her eyes, not to mention, tomorrow, a Late bloomer to the Residency Program would be added to her Service. Stephen Chuckled lightly, Wrapping his arm around her Shoulder.

Blake Snuggled into his Shoulder, Relaxing for a bit. Until Amy Came Into the Break room, “Doctor Shepherd we need you!” She said, stress Written all over her face. Blake sat up, “What is it Amy?” She asked. The Intern Panted as She saw them Both There, “James is Killing a Patient, and Shelby is Unconscious from a Freaked out patient.” She said.

Blake immediately got up as did Stephen, they ran towards the ER, “James! What happened?” Blake Asked while Stephen Examined Shelby who looked to be in bad Shape. James Shrinked under her Authoritative Tone, “Mr. John here, Came in Extremely Combative and under the Influence of some Hardcore Drugs, he attacked Shelby Pretty bad, and then Collapsed right after, I can’t Control his Arythimas and get them back to Normal.” James said.

“Doctor Strange, is Shelby okay?” Blake asked while she tried to keep John Alive, “Yeah she’ll need a Head CT to be safe but I assume she’ll wake will with a Nasty Headache and Concussion.” he responded. Blake nodded.

Finally Blake had Gotten John’s heart beat back to Normal, “Amy, Get a Angiocardiogram to see what caused that Minor Heart Attack.” Blake ordered, the Intern nodded before tapping away on the Tablet in her hands. James was about to argue but Blake held her hand Up to cut him off. “Uh—Uh, you Are not talking, you are listening.” She said.

“You almost killed that man because you were standing around like a Idiot.” Blake Said, Stephen Right behind her, “You almost would have left Shelby to Die from an Untreated concussion because you were standing around like a Moron, Amy had to Come get me and you know she has a Asthmatic Condition!” She added. Her Blue Eyes Showed compassion for her patients and Injured Colleagues but also Anger for the Misconduct James had done.

“Guess what? Your off Surgical Cases for a Month, your on Scut, Charting only and Consults, no surgeries.” Blake Ordered, expecting him to argue back but he Didn’t, which was good, it Meant he Recognized his Mistake.

A Few Hours Later and It was time for Both Blake’s and Stephen’s Shifts to be over, Blake Slung a warm coat over her shoulders, Signing a few Papers for some Patients at the Nurses station, the Main nurse or Charge Nurse, Malia. Malia Mostly worked the Night Shift, She too over watch over the Patients like a hawk. “Please make sure none of my interns on the night Shift, Either A, Die, or B, Kill someone.” Blake said.

Malia Chuckled, “Shepherd Do not worry, I’ve got this.” She said, Blake Continued Signing herself out, She Rubbed her eyes Tiredly. “I hope your not Driving your Self home.” Malia Pointed out. Blake Snorted, “Oh hell no, Stephen’s not as Tired as I am so he will be Driving us Home.” Blake Replied.

Malia Smiled Sneakily, “You and Stephen Huh? I never would have Thought you two.” She Snorted, as Blake handed back the Clipboard, She Smacked Malia’s arm. “Shut up, it’s only been 3 weeks since we went Public with it, well More Like one of my Stupid Interns walked in on us and announced it to the whole Hospital.” She replied.

Malia Laughed, “Well Girlie, here comes your man.” She said, Blake Turned as Stephen Carried Her Coat that she had Left in her Office, helping her into it. “So caring.” Malia Playfully Cooed. Stephen Laughed as Blake Shushed her. Blake Pushed her Keys into Stephen’s chest, “Your Driving. I’d rather not Crash my Car from Exhaustion.”

“Of Course.” Stephen Replied, giving Blake a little Peck on her Lips. They left arm in arm as Malia Prepared to get ready for the Night Shift.

Blake was so happy to have Stephen In her Life, Especially when they had very Demanding Jobs, They were careful knowing that if one of them got Injured there was a Strict rule about working on family or loved ones, if you were too Personally Involved you were not going in that Trauma or OR Room.

But nothing could Prepare the couple for the Storm of Emotions and bad things coming there Way.


Tags
4 months ago

update!

so I am working on mutiple fics at the moment, right now I'm kind of putting my focus into a book I have been writing, so I am Planning on becoming a full time Author!

Anyways that's all! bye!

Loading...
End of content
No more pages to load
  • bea-trix-be-at-rix
    bea-trix-be-at-rix liked this · 10 months ago
  • michelleh2o
    michelleh2o liked this · 1 year ago
  • thegreatkirablack
    thegreatkirablack liked this · 1 year ago
  • riverdalelover2
    riverdalelover2 liked this · 1 year ago
  • legendaryfoxheart
    legendaryfoxheart liked this · 1 year ago
  • sabrinaselina55
    sabrinaselina55 liked this · 1 year ago
  • imloosingmypatiencehere
    imloosingmypatiencehere liked this · 1 year ago
  • vi0letdaze
    vi0letdaze liked this · 1 year ago
  • swiftsdelucaa
    swiftsdelucaa liked this · 1 year ago
  • burningflamescurse
    burningflamescurse reblogged this · 1 year ago

Strictly obx fanfiction blog!

108 posts

Explore Tumblr Blog
Search Through Tumblr Tags