“my Hair Journey” What Journey Did You Go On. “journey.” That’s No Journey. You Had Shoulder

i sit. i listen to my number one song from spotify wrapped 2023 concorde by black country new road. i think about dead poets society. NO YOU DON’T GET IT BECAUSE YOU LIKE CONCORDE I CAME A GENTLE HILL RACER I WAS BREATHLESS UPON EVERY MOUNTAIN JUST TO LOOK FOR YOUR LIGHT??? BUT FOR LESS THAN A MOMENT WE’D SHARE THE SAME SKY??? AND I’LL COME TO LIKE A CHILD BTW.

explode

I am afraid of so much.

Of getting older.

Of change.

Of moving on.

Of sleep.

Of school.

Of never finding love.

Of routine.

Of the fact that my friends probably don’t love me.

Of failure.

Of loss. 

Of me. 

My collection of fears has grown so large, that my brain has become a museum for them.

Stuffed to the brim.

But new fears continue to be added to my collection everyday. 

I wonder to myself, in a whisper of thought, “Will I have enough space?” 

Or will my brain overflow and explode. 

That is my greatest fear.

Explosion. 

Thx @garciailoveyou for the tag!!! My music is a little all over the place.

B: Bonfire by Childish Gabino

O: Ooh La La by Faced

X: X by J Balvin

O: One of Your Girls by Troye Sivan

F: Femininomenon by Chappel Roan

L: Lillies by Ethel Cain

I: I Wish my Baby was Born by The Be Good Tanyas

V: Vroom Vroom by Charli xcx

E: Everywhere Everything by Noah Kahan

S: Sun Bleached Flies by Ethel Cain

@firenati0n @autumnentirely @kimstills

Write out your URL with songs

Tagged by: @cozy-writer (thank u 🫶🏼 I love doing this shit)

SKIN OF MY TEETH - Demi Lovato

Cut - Tori Kelly

All Too Well (10 minute version) - Taylor Swift

Right where you left me - Taylor Swift

LUNCH - Billie Eilish

Espresso - Sabrina Carpenter

Thing u do - Tori Kelly

The Only Exception - Paramore

JOLENE - Beyoncé

EAT ME - Demi Lovato (ft Royal & the Serpent)

Misery Business - Paramore

I Hate It Here - Taylor Swift

L-O-V-E - Nat King Cole

You’re On Your Own, Kid - Taylor Swift

No pressure tags: @unsuub @jareauism @tenaciousarcadeexpert @devrxes @spicybleach @theunholyvirginemilyprentiss

To create

I have been itching to create something,

to have my fingers covered in bright paint.

I just want to make something worth loving.

Bright colored art to make life seem less quaint,

dull tones to assure you, it will be alright.

Paintings big enough to cover a wall.

Five sculptures, all worth being basked in light.

Too much art to fill just a single hall

I want to cover canvas with dark ink.

To make something that evokes emotion

With shadows and highlights that make you think.

Maybe it will be a dark, vast ocean.

All I can say is that until I do, 

I must settle and cherish the sky’s blue

I forgot to post this oops

someday 🐞

Scraps from today

I saw her sitting on the shoreline by the sea collecting small shards of light that sparkled in infinity, tiny twinkles that flickered in my eyes, and set the sweet night sky a light.

Her gown looked like a thin veil of fog with little fireflies floating about shrinking and growing while glowing then blinking out. Her hair was adorned with a fresh multi-colored crown of flowers intertwined with thin shifting vines that seem to be alive.

A cousin to the creatures a buzzing, childlike being with transparent wing fluttering, while thin limbs orchestrated the music mother nature layered, sounds of clicking critters, and rhythmic raindrops, with winds whooshing through the leaves and I could just barely see the silhouette of other fair folk and their family moving in unity, obscured by the beauty of mother nature’s natural graces.

Twas a night of strange delights, and I was drunk with awe from what I saw, until with a panicked thrill I witnessed the night succumbing to the burning sun’s unrelenting hunger as it devoured the eve’s softness and replaced it with heated harshness.

All that was mythic and mystical left and in its stead the mundane came to claim my befuddled mortal brain.

-2023

silly goofy post

one thing about me is that I WILL be trying and failing to rhyme, just for sillies. 

what if a PROPHET LESBIAN was giving you the SHROOM WILDERNESS equivalent of MKULTRA and you get so HIGH you become a GIRL and another girl but DEAD hijacks your BRAIN and thinks about LESBIAN ACTIVITIES with the LOCAL TERRORIST literally ALL THE TIME