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here and now

Here and now I stand still.

Wind bends around my cheeks.

The earth is still yet somehow I move at a million miles an hour.

(yet my feet never leave the place they are rooted )

Life is frozen in time, yet everyone I know is fifteen years into the future.

My life is groundhog’s day, except that i can't get out. 

Trust me, I've tried.

Air doesn't fill my lungs the same way anymore.

Have I overstayed my welcome?

Where do I belong?

Who do I have?

I have nobody.

I trust nobody, yet I love so many.

I think that there are people who say they love me out of pity.

I miss having someone I could call and spill my tainted blood to.

All the lies I've told.

All of the thoughts that have fought their way from the pits of my stomach to my lips.

Poisoned by my own voice

Betrayed by my own truth.

A cycle of apology and transgression.

Here and now, I come to a close.

Statue of a woman in the Vatican

someday 🐞

it's not like nikola tesla knew all of those people were going to die by Hanif Abdurraqib

maybe i should just stop talking. i want all of my secrets back.

how am i going to get by how am i going to pay for so and so what am i going to do on my spare time so i can enjoy myself will i enjoy my life is it worth it to be alive is it worth it to go to work everyday

Joan Baez performing I Never Will Marry, c. 1958

Thx @garciailoveyou for the tag!!! My music is a little all over the place.

B: Bonfire by Childish Gabino

O: Ooh La La by Faced

X: X by J Balvin

O: One of Your Girls by Troye Sivan

F: Femininomenon by Chappel Roan

L: Lillies by Ethel Cain

I: I Wish my Baby was Born by The Be Good Tanyas

V: Vroom Vroom by Charli xcx

E: Everywhere Everything by Noah Kahan

S: Sun Bleached Flies by Ethel Cain

@firenati0n @autumnentirely @kimstills

Write out your URL with songs

Tagged by: @cozy-writer (thank u 🫶🏼 I love doing this shit)

SKIN OF MY TEETH - Demi Lovato

Cut - Tori Kelly

All Too Well (10 minute version) - Taylor Swift

Right where you left me - Taylor Swift

LUNCH - Billie Eilish

Espresso - Sabrina Carpenter

Thing u do - Tori Kelly

The Only Exception - Paramore

JOLENE - Beyoncé

EAT ME - Demi Lovato (ft Royal & the Serpent)

Misery Business - Paramore

I Hate It Here - Taylor Swift

L-O-V-E - Nat King Cole

You’re On Your Own, Kid - Taylor Swift

No pressure tags: @unsuub @jareauism @tenaciousarcadeexpert @devrxes @spicybleach @theunholyvirginemilyprentiss

friends for my tears

Tears, my greatest acquaintance

Left to dry on my balcony

I hope they mix with the guilt spilled on the railing

And that my tears find solace in the stress that stains the windows

And mingle with the blood crusted on the stairs

So that maybe, in some way, 

Some part of me is joined with something. 

Even if it is another part of my own self.