Ismene eye reveal expect it's literally my coloring practice
I love the fact that i can't even see my pupils
(reposting my art from pint #3..)
Nobuko sasaki fanart in 2025?!!!...
it was actually drawen in 2024, but well.
THE GLITCH IS GONE LETS GOOOOO!!!!
BSD chapter 121 – SPOILER / "THEORY"
Something i haven't seen anyone else point out, is that in the last pannel of the chapter, "Dazais" clothes clearly don't fit him
For comparison, both from the same chapter
His coat is clearly too big for him. The sleeves hang too low, usually just below the elbow, now down to his wrists.
His pants don't fit him either, although the coat hides it pretty well.
Overall his clothes are significally more baggy.
His hair is also parted diffrently. Dazais hair is almost always parted down the middle. First I thought his hair was being blown by the wind – thusly messing the parting – but one look at the hem of the coat proved me wrong.
The right side of his hair is instead longer then the left side.
He also seems to not have his neck bandage. The longer then usual sleeves concealing his arm bandages (or the lack thereoff).
"Dazai" is morphing into someone else. Which brings me to:
Atsushi is shorter then Dazai, making Dazais clothes most likely too big for him.
The longer side of Atsushis hair is the right one. The parting of hair – while not exact – seems to also match our resident tiger lad.
The illusion of Dazai is being torn apart, as Atsushi realizes its true nature. His own thoughts, fleelings, and conclusions wearing a Dazai themed Halloween mask.
When Atsushi says he 'knows who you are, he's not talking about Dazai or the hallucination, but *himself.*
Atsushi has never needed someone else to tell him to live, but he has always felt like he does.
To be less extra 'bout it, i think Atsushi groked what he is and is going use that to save Akutagawa / kick Fyodors ass.
If i missed or got smt wrong feel free to tell me
I hate getting attached to people but when i do i just crave being close to them so bad like i both hate you wnd and love you or smth 💔
Currently shivering from how cold it's here hi
I need someone to read me my favorite books, i feel supported when someone i consider close to myself reads for me— i can't describe the feeling i had when my sister started reading for me during the time my vision was REALLY bad and couldn't read—also, i get overwhelmed by earphones, that's why i don't prefer listening to audiobooks—it felt like "oh, some people are accepting me and my disabilities" or maybe even understanding. I hope god let's me feel that kind of happiness once again in my life.
Okay pookies!! Hear me out, as someone with anemia i am lowkey insecure about my skintone, it looks a bit yellowish and i absolutely hate it, by that i mean that there's a lot of people who are insecure about yellow undertone, soo!! Here's a headcanon idea.
Fyodor with yellow undertone, because he's anemic!! So, we people with yellowish undertone, can feel less insecure about our skin! :3
My mother is just straight up cruel, i absolutely hate her for it. But at the same time she's like a friend towards me so i can't really say anything. I think she hates me too.
Okay so chat, i have this girl who's really nice to be at my class, we sitting together, we talk together, we just vibe together. Ykwim. But i can't stand it, she just points out my every flaw and it just makes me tweak. "Um your makeup is cakey" "you have a pimple there" "you have dandruff???" like, I KNOW!!!! ik she might be trying to make me aware or something. However this just makes me feel so self-conscious, i cried today because of this. Like, let me feel pretty for once bro. I know i look like skinless rat. And i can't even bring myself to be mad at her because she literally comforted me today because i cried my ass off at the class, pookie even gets me stuff from cafeteria. She's a good friend but the way she points out my every flaw just makes me want to break down yk ⁉️
Take your Mademoiselle to your red-lit hotel It's our own little warm, cozy, beautiful hell!
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