I Want Someone To Watch My Self Destruction With A Smile. I Want Them To Encourage Me To Go Further,

I need more 4na friends. 🫶 I love everyone please be my friend

reblog if it's okay for your mutuals to message you and create an actual friendship, not just interactions

Trying to find an ana coach, so I can b skinny 😇

Weight checking like once or twice a month, measurements can do frequently tho :)

• 18 +

• Meanspo and sweetspo appreciated

• No creeps 🙅‍♀️

things to do instead of food

learn all the lyrics to a song

make slime

watch a movie

go on a walk and look for hot men

do fun makeup looks

girlblog

make a pinterest board of what u want ur house to look like

dress up like ur favorite characters or celebrities

make edits

sit outside and listen to music

dance and sing to ur favorite songs

get high

go on a bike ride while listening to music

tan

go swimming

shop online

write a story or poetry

do hairstyles

read books outside

create a alter ego of urself new and improved

get all pretty and go shopping

paint ur nails

draw how u feel

watch true crime

have a self care day

make food for ur FAMILY. NOT URSELF. and make sure its something that wont tempt u

binge watch a show

watch all the movies u have been telling urself ur gonna watch

lowkey love the feeling of being hungry

I always ask myself am i actually sick or am i just making everything up? I never trust myself. I want to know if theres anything wrong. I need to be told.

TW: sh

Anyone else showing up to family events this month half rats??

me when i realize my sh addiction is actually addictive

my reasons for losing weight!!

• i can wear baggy clothes in an aesthetic way and not in a way that makes me look huge

• i won’t have to feel insecure about my belly

• i’ll look good in whatever clothes i wear because i’ll be skinny

• people will be jealous over my self control

• people will worry about me when i start losing a lot of weight

• people will see how small and light i am

• i won’t have to be ashamed of talking about my weight to others

• i’ll be the skinny friend

• skinny legs will be cuter in my clothes

• it will make me prettier

• being someone else’s thinspo

• can focus on other things and not just my weight

• won’t have to worry about looking fat when someone takes a picture of me

• someone’s hand can fit around my arm

• i won’t have to worry about looking fat next to someone

• people will be nicer to me if i’m skinnier

• i can be pretty and skinny in summer

• no more jiggly legs and arms

• i can have a slimmer face

• i will look sickly and pale