Ah Yes... Comfort Song😩💖

I hate that ppl know of me in real life. People know who I am and know me by name. And it’s so scary.

Yet I still like people and I still talk to people.

I really want a goddamn break

Arabic poetry on top>>

— Mahmoud Darwish, Mural

I can find joy and peace is seemingly “boring” moments

the older i get, the more i need time & personal space to be as boring as possible

my new roommate said that her last roommate had an eating disorder and then talked to me about her clean eating and weight loss goals and how she buys clothes that are a little snug to motivate her to lose more

and like honestly? i have anorexia but this is why i constantly talk about the dangers of the “health and fitness” industry and diet culture bc we have essentially normalized certain symptoms of disordered eating but it’s ok if it’s under the guise of health i guess???

like how is calling it “clean” eating NOT a way to moralize food

how is intermittent fasting NOT the same thing as skipping meals

how come when i buy clothes that don’t fit, it’s something i have to tell my therapist about because it means i am putting pressure on myself to fit into them, but if a “normal” person does it then it’s just motivation for them?

where is the fucking line???

and more importantly when are we going to start acknowledging that the entire world is pro-ana but that’s too harsh of a description so we slap some health buzzwords on it to make it palatable

when are we going to take responsibility for encouraging disordered behavior instead of labeling those of us with EDs as the crazy/imbalanced ones

your fucking Whole30 or keto or whatever “clean” diet you’re on is just as restrictive as the diets we create for ourselves due to our disorders. but we are the crazy ones, right

I hate it when people decide that my business is suddenly theirs....

They question everything you do and criticise you in everything...they’re just being hypocrites

last time I checked... i never asked for your opinion

Please leave me alone

And get a life

If only someone would...

Ghibli studio✨

I’ve been wearing them for 7 years :,)

reblog if you wear glasses. too many mutuals don't know they have glasses wearers in their midsts

Anna Kamienska, from a journal entry featured in “A Nest of Quiet: A Notebook,” (x)