Why do you draw and ship skk if you don’t like dazai. I want a genuine reply
this is quite possibly the dumbest question i've ever been asked. i don't hate dazai. he's my second favorite character.
but he's also the character i have a love/hate relationship with due to the fact that he's so complex and intricately written. the moral grayness is such an intriguing aspect and it means i can't love him for everything, bc he HAS committed atrocities that i won't condone. however he's still my babygirl and i love him anyway
characters⟡ welt yang, himeko, pom pom, lieserl albert einstein, frederica nikola tesla, march 7th, (mentioned) dan heng, (mentioned) stelle
relationships⟡ n/a
~ because he has died 3 times and gotten horribly beaten up practically constantly in hi3, welt has chronic joint and nerve pain
~ that's why he made the star of eden into a cane when he replicated it, so it could have two functions
~ his pain is the worst in his knees and fingers (only made worse when he would overwork himself as an animator) but he has pain in all of his joints
~ his pain fluctuates so he doesn't need to use the cane every day (but he probably should most of the time)
~ on good days he just wears knee compression braces and a compression glove on his bad hand
~ most of the time he doesn't use his cane when he needs to, a habit leftover from when he was sovereign of anti-entropy and couldn't show weakness in front of others
~ pom pom and himeko (plus einstein and tesla when he was on earth) can always tell when he's pushing through the pain and refusing to use his cane
~ pom pom and tesla lecture him throughly on the benefits of using his cane when he needs it (and the consequences of not doing so)
~ einstein and himeko just hand him his cane and watch him for the rest of the day to make sure he's using it when he needs to (if he's not they snitch on him to pom pom/tesla)
~ although he wants to go on as many trailblaze adventures as he can, he only goes when his pain is mostly under control (that's why he didn't go to jarilo-vi the first time)
~ subduing and neutralizing stellarons make his pain flare up so he has to go back to the Express immediately after to lay down
~ theres one bathroom on the Express (but it is big, there's a whole car dedicated to it) and welt hogs the shower because the hot eases the pain in his joints while he's in it
~ welt has a weighted blanket that he always sleeps with on the Express, when they spend multiple nights off of the Express he goes without it because it's too heavy to bring with
~ without the blanket he wakes up multiple times during the night from pain (if he even sleeps at all)
~ with the blanket he wakes up a lot less and his joints feel less achy in the morning
~ when march was learning how to sew (to alter her outfits) one of the first advanced projects she made (with welt's input and help) was a weighted arahato stuffed animal that could be heated up so he could ease his joint pain
~ march has the prototype version of the stuffed robot and insists the two robots are friends
~ occasionally his pain is so bad he can't get out of bed and on those days the trailblaze trio sets up in his room and they watch movies and play games to keep him company
~ welt always insists he doesn't need help but everyone (the express and his earth family) ignore him and help him anyway
~ when his finger/knuckle pain prevents him from drawing march takes pictures of the things he wants to draw so he can sketch it later when he feels better
that alternative ending where the tb stayed on the space station and became a researcher. how much angst do you think it can contain
it just went to waste
(Hurt/Comfort, unspecified about what happened for the Hurt part, angst to comfort, soft and probably ooc ? Reca who is crazy but dead serious when something bothers his beloved (because people need to take those who need comfort seriously), have a 🍪 if you got the reference in the title)
Today had been a long day. It had been so long, and filled with unfortunate circumstances that you simply couldn't deal with it anymore.
When you came home, you flopped right into bed, and let tears fall freely. It had started off so well, why did it become like this?!
(Maybe your friend Chaikaew was right. Maybe you are bound to get both good and bad stuff during a day to balance it out. But, then again, she had a lot of sayings that barely made any sense whatsoever anyway.)
A ring interrupted your train of thought, and you reluctantly turned to grab your phone. What greeted you was a silly picture of your dear director (your lock screen) and a message from him, asking if you were still okay with tonight's schedule.
Shoot! You had forgotten that you planned a date tonight with the guy, and you had been looking forward to it all week!
You looked at yourself, and then back at the screen. You simply didn't have the energy for this, so you reluctantly told him that you didn't feel up to it because, well, you were too tired to do anything, and clicked send.
Now, you felt even worse.
As you layed down again, another ring interrupted you. Someone was calling. You decided to pick up, if just to make your phone shut up.
"Hello?"
The voice on the other side was unmistakable.
"I'm coming over."
"Wha- Reca, you know you don't have to-"
The line on the other side clicked dead. You tried calling him again, but to no avail.
A couple of minutes later, the eccentric man appeared on your doorstep, armed with your favourite beverage and casual wear. As you opened the door, he extended his arms and invited you in for a hug. As he closed the door, he rubbed your back, his warmth and care and obvious love showing, and the dam couldn't hold itself and broke. You sobbed in his arms as he gently shushed you, tracing circles on your back and kissing away your tears.
As you calmed down from crying and hiccuped, you looked at him.
"Do you want to talk about it?'' he asked gently.
You shook your head, ready to leave this day behind. He guided you on the couch and choose one of the many movies in his collection (that he allowed you to borrow). He selected one of your favourite comedies and inserted it in the player, before returning by your side and embracing you, encouraging you to cuddle him.
As you laid your head on his chest, you could hear his gentle heartbeat as the film started. His soft breaths and attentive rubs comforted you after this horrible, horrible day. For once, maybe everything will be fine as long as he was here.
(Yeah, maybe your data obsessed friend was right, after the storm there is always calm to be seen)
what is ur favorite true spider then. mine r the deinopidae
Deinopidae and all other spider families similar to them are so silly
To answer the question my favorite are the Poecilotheria Metallica or commonly known as peacock parachute spiders/peacock tarantulas. I really love their colors
Honorable mention: The Archaeidae, i gotta commend the silliness they put into their biology
Im gonna fucking piss myself latest BSD chapter.
BRAM GOT LIKE 20 PAGES 10 MINUTES OF SCREENTIME, SERVED CUNT FOR A BIT AND NOW HES GONE???
LIKE DAMN WHY IS BEING A FATHER FIGURE APPARENTLY THE MOST FUCKING HIGH-RISK JOB YOU WANNA TELL US SOMETHING ASAGIRI?
This is official guys i am quitting BSD /j
i'm obsessed with asagiri saying he can't do anything strange to bsd!akutagawa because his editor loves irl!akutagawa. like, yeah, i suppose it would be strange for bsd!akutagawa to catch a fucking break; irl!akutagawa sure couldn't. malicious compliance.
Those delusions and fallacies have been shattered. He wanted to be the sun of the whole world, yet He fell from the sky.
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