โก โ FIND PART ONE HERE . . .
โก โ SUMMARY: After what happened to you & your son, Satoru couldnโt stop drinking . . .
โก โ CONTENT: fem! reader, canonverse, violence & blood, reader celebrates Christmas, mentions of food, Gojo not eating, heavy drinking, & wanting to die. Mention of Gojoโs son & the reader struggling with their disabilities.
โก โ WC: 5.4K
โก โ A/N: thank you @sircatchungus for the idea!
There was so much blood.
It stained the walls of your home. It covered the little markings on the archway of your kitchen where you and Satoru marked the growth of your little boy.
No amount of scrubbing could ever get rid of it.
It soaked into the hardwood floors, the floors that had formerly only known the soft pitter-patter of tiny feet running along it as your little boy would run across it, arms out as he eagerly ran to his father whenever he stepped through the doors after a long mission.
The curses attacked at night, fifteen days before Christmas.
Your baby boy waddled towards the Christmas tree with a blue ornament in his hand, carefully placing it on one of the lower green branches โ as high as he could reach.
Despite the holiday classics gently playing in the background, and the sweet smile across your sonโs face โ he was missing a tooth or two, but even so โ you couldnโt manage to crack a grin. Not even a fake one.
Satoru promised that he would return home on Christmas Eve. But, for you, it wasnโt good enough.
He knew that your little family often put more effort into the days following up to Christmas almost even more so than Christmas Day itself.
On that important day, you opened presents. But, on the days leading up to it, you put up the Christmas decorations. Watched cringy Hallmark movies and drank hot chocolate. Went ice skating. Baked cookies. Visited your family. Wrapped gifts for his students.
And he would miss all of it.
โMommy?โ Your baby boy looked up at you with eyes brighter than the lights twinkling on the Christmas tree. โWhen dad come home?โ
You didnโt respond immediately. You didnโt want him to cry when you told him that his dad couldnโt watch How The Grinch Stole Christmas with him this year.
He was used to Satoru disappearing at random times for unknown periods, but Satoru never missed the important stuff. Birthdays. Events. Holidays.
He never missed it until now.
โHey,โ you leaned down, placing your hands on your knees as you looked at your son. โWanna get ready for bed? Letโs go pick out a book!โ
โOkay!โ He squealed, making his way for the stairs as you followed closely behind.
But, on your way to the stairs, you noticed something lying on the floor in your foyer.
โSweetheart, what did mommy say about leaving your toys on the floor?โ
Approaching the item, you started to pick it up, and it unraveled.
It wasnโt a toy at all.
It was a finger. A cursed object.
โMommy?โ Your baby boy called out, standing on the stairs. โLetโs read, Mommy.โ
The curses emerged from the darkness of your dining room, drawn in by the cursed object.
The sight of the horrifically disfigured monsters brought your son to tears. He ran for you instantly, screaming for you. It only made the curses move faster. They went straight for your loud, crying son first.
There was so much blood.
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โI never thought youโd fall in love in general,โ Kento Nanami sipped on his glass of water as he chatted with Satoru. โBut to fall in love with someone who isnโt a sorcerer is risky.โ
โHow so?โ Satoru shrugged, leaning back on Kentoโs living room couch as he sighed in utter relaxation.
โDoes she know about curses? About how powerful you really are?โ
โOf course she does,โ Satoru smiled at the other sorcerer. โIโm gonna marry her, ya know. She knows everything.โ
โYou could also get in trouble for that,โ Kento rolled his eyes at his friendโs idiotic behavior.
โNo, I wonโt. Sheโs just like you.โ Satoru smirked a bit, thinking about how strong his future wife really was. โShe can see curses, and she can kill them too, but she decided not to become a sorcerer. She hates the system, and wants me to leave it as well, just like you did before you came back.โ
โI see,โ Kento sat down on the couch next to the white-haired man. โSo sheโs one of us, kind of.โ
โYeah,โ Satoru smiled fondly. โMy girl doesnโt mess around.โ
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There was so much blood.
Nearby neighbors heard screaming and called the police.
Sirens blared through the neighborhood as a police car and ambulance arrived at your home. When they stepped into your house, blood coated the bottom of their heavy black shoes. They were certain that you and your son were dead.
No one could survive having lost that much blood.
Not a normal human, at least.
But you and your son werenโt exactly ordinary, and despite being unconscious, your chests were rising and falling. Faintly, as it certainly wasnโt a fate that would last, but it was enough for the emergency services to rush you and your baby boy to the hospital.
The skilled surgeons spent hours operating on your bodies โ fixing what they could.
To ordinary investigators, it seemed as if a woman and her son were attacked by an intruder, and survived.
But, to the sorcerer society who picked up the presence of cursed energy in your home, they knew what really happened.
That you fought two first-grade curses and one second-grade curse.
It was a brutal fight, but you killed them.
Even so, when you awakened from your coma, doctors and the sorcerer society elders staring down at you as you lay helplessly in your hospital bed, you were forever changed.
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No one told Satoru Gojo the truth.
Only the surgeons, first responders, and the elders knew the real fate of Satoruโs family, and the elders didnโt allow the surgeons and first responders to contact the father and husband of the two victims.
Instead, they told him that his family was dead. That it was Sukunaโs fault. They took advantage of the situation and fed him a pack of lies, all so they could convince humanityโs strongest sorcerer to allow them to execute Yuji Itadori.
But he didnโt.
Instead, he spiraled.
He went on a killing spree. He moved to a new town and nearly drank himself to death every single day.
And, little did he know, his little family had moved to the same town as well.
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SEVEN YEARS LATERโฆ
Your ten-year-old son walked down the streets of his small, cozy town. The brown and crisp fall leaves crunched underneath his shoes as he made his way down the sidewalk, and headed to your coffee shop after school.
His thumb was tucked underneath the strap of his backpack.
As he walked, staring at the ground so the setting sun didnโt shine in his eyes, he couldnโt help but frown.
School was rough today.
His class went on a field trip, and he had to witness his classmates bring their fathers along with them to the planetarium.
It broke his heart. He barely remembered his father.
He could faintly remember a man โ a tall man who used to pick him up and play with him, but he couldnโt remember his face.
And, after the day you and he got attacked โ although he couldnโt truly recall the event โ you both never returned to your old home, where all of your pictures were.
All of your memories.
All he knew was that he wanted a dad. And he wanted to remember the man who once filled the role and figure out what happened to him.
What was he like? What did he look like? Did he have the same head of hair? Your son felt like he might have, but he wasnโt sure.
What did he do for a living? How old was he? Did he ever love his son? What happened to him?
God, his heart ached. He wanted answers, and he couldnโt get them. Not from you. Not from anyone.
He couldnโt help but wonder if his dad would have even liked him.
Perhaps, it was better if he didnโt have one, as he couldnโt play sports like most dads wanted their sons to do.
The great incident had left him with a bad leg, and he walked with a limp that often exhausted him.
He was even tired now, despite the incredibly short distance between the school and local shops.
He should have used his forearm crutch today. The field trip took more energy out of him than he expected.
And, the fact that he refused to let you leave the coffee shop, pick him up from school, and return to the coffee shop certainly didnโt help.
A tear rolled down his cheek. Even if he did have a father around, what father would want him around?
He already felt like a burden, although you never treated him as such. He just couldnโt help it.
He didnโt bother wiping away his tears, even as they clouded his vision of the leaves coating the sidewalk.
As he walked past the local bar, a tall man gently bumped into him.
โExcuse me,โ your son mumbled politely.
The man reeked of alcohol.
โSorry,โ the man slurred out, walking around the boy as he made his way down the street.
Your son never looked up.
And Satoru never looked down.
When your son arrived at your cozy coffee shop, greeting the familiar regulars as he made his way to the counter, you smiled at the sight of your sweet boy.
He sat down at one of the barstools, slinging his backpack onto the counter as he pulled out his math notebook.
โHi mom,โ he greeted.
โHi sweetheart,โ you made him a cup of water and handed it to him.
โThanks,โ he said. โMy homeworkโs on decimals. Joshua tried to eat a bug during lunch today during the field trip. It was awesome.โ
โNasty,โ you playfully wrinkled your nose, which made your boy grin. โDid you have fun? Iโm sorry I couldnโt go.โ
โYeah,โ taking a much-needed sip of water, your son pulled out his wooden pencil and started working on his math problems. โAnd itโs okay.โ
โIโll make it up to you, I promise. Weโll do something really special for your birthday.โ
The boy simply nodded.
Folding your arms across your chest, you couldnโt help but wonder if your lack of attendance was better.
Not only could you not afford to close the coffee shop during business hours โ your only other employees were busy with college classes โ but you didnโt want to scare any of your sonโs classmates.
After all, the great incident took a toll on you as well.
You lost your left eye and had a deep scar running vertically down your face. Most kids thought that it was cool, claiming that you resembled a pirate with your black eye patch. But you didnโt want to risk the chance of anyone finding it scary.
You had your fair share of other scars as well, and one missing finger.
But, none of your physical injuries could compare to your mental ones, as you also suffered from amnesia.
When you awakened from your coma all those years ago, you couldnโt remember what had happened.
Or anyone.
Or anything.
A couple of old people forced you away from the home you couldnโt remember and the loved ones you couldnโt cherish, and into a new life in a new town.
The horrific head injury you suffered while trying to protect your baby boy wiped away your past until you were nothing but a blank slate. But, after a year of being around him and constantly seeing his face, you started to remember your son.
Years later, he was all that you could remember.
Everything else was fuzzy. You remembered people, but you couldnโt remember their faces. You remembered love, but not who you shared it with.
You remembered how to do things โ such as make delicious coffee, of course โ but not who taught you.
But, even so, you thought that it was odd for a group of old people to rip your old life away from you.
They said it was for your safety, so the person who attacked you and your son wouldnโt find you again, but, you couldnโt help but wonder if there was anyone out there who missed you.
Who loved you.
Who you might have forgotten.
And, technically, you knew the answer to that question. After all, your son had to have a father, but who was he? Where did he go? What did he look like?
Perhaps, youโd never know.
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The very next day, on his way to the coffee shop after school, your son bumped into the drunk man again.
โExcuse me,โ he said.
โSorry,โ the man slurred.
Several moments later, as your son passed the entrance of the local bar, the bartender opened the door, and shouted, โhey!โ
The drunk man never turned around, as he didnโt hear the bartender shouting for him. Your son stopped walking, looking up at the bartender.
โPoor guy forgot his wallet,โ the bartender frowned, clenching the leather pouch in his right hand. โGuess Iโll hold on to it. Heโll be back tomorrow.โ
Your son flickered his eyes between the bartender and the drunken man making his way down the sidewalk.
The bartender couldnโt leave the bar unattended, even for a second, but your son figured that the man might have needed his wallet before tomorrow.
โI can give it to him, sir,โ your son smiled kindly, holding out his hand.
โThanks,โ the bartender handed the wallet to the boy but stood at the bar entrance as long as he could to make sure the kid actually returned the wallet to the stranger.
An unofficial challenge between the drunken man and the limping boy was underway; a challenge to see whether or not your son could catch up to him.
But, as the man staggered around, headed nowhere in particular but in the general direction of his home, your son caught up.
He reached up and tapped the tall manโs arm.
โExcuse me,โ he said politely. โYou dropped your wallet, sir.โ
โHm?โ Satoru stopped walking, his hands in his pocket as he looked down. He made eye contact with the young boy who held his wallet up at him.
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โ ONE YEAR AGO โ
Three gentle knocks were heard throughout Satoruโs home. It was a Sunday, and the bar was closed. Even so, the depressed man had enough alcohol at home to make it through the day, but he wasnโt nearly as drunk as he wanted to be. It just wasnโt enough.
When someone knocked on his door, he knew immediately that it was Kento Nanami. No one else visited him. No one else knew where he was.
Satoru opened the front door, leaning against it as he glared at the man with bloodshot eyes.
โHey, Satoru,โ Kento greeted softly. โHappy birthday.โ
Satoru stepped away from the door. The other man walked inside.
Kento stepped into Satoruโs living room, which was unpleasantly cold, and he turned around to face his old classmate, who took a swig of his beer, loosely gripping the bottle.
โI wonโt stay long,โ Kento said. โI just wanted to bring you a gift.โ
โWhat?โ Satoru blinked at him.
Silently, Kento handed him a bag.
As Satoru hesitantly grabbed the gift, Kento grabbed the beer bottle.
Satoru slowly pulled out a heavy-framed photograph. A tear slipped down his cheek as his heart snapped into pieces.
โWhen someone passes away or goes missing, there are people who create photos and art to show what the person might currently look like using age progression.โ Kento pushed up on his glasses. โI contacted one of them. Your wife looks the same, pretty much, but . . . thatโs your boy. He would have been around nine years old, and thatโs what he would have looked like.โ
Hot tears fell from Satoruโs eyes and splattered onto the glass.
It was really you and your son โ what you would have looked like if you were still alive.
His beautiful, dead family.
โThank you,โ Satoru mumbled. His hands were starting to tremble.
Kento wrapped his arms around the other man, hugging him tightly. He had to use all of his strength to not cry as well. โYouโre welcome.โ
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โSir?โ Your son tilted his head a bit in utter confusion, as the drunken man hadnโt yet taken his wallet back. โDo you need some help? Getting home and stuff?โ
Suddenly, Satoru kneeled.
Maybe it was just a coincidence.
Maybe he simply had too much to drink.
Maybe he was imagining things.
Because what Satoru thought โ what he wanted to think โ was that he was staring into his childโs eyes. That he was looking right at his baby boy, who he missed so much.
But that wasnโt possible. He was told that his family was murdered. He saw the blood.
โThank . . . you,โ Satoru slowly took the wallet back. โYou . . .โ
Satoru closed his eyes, and opened them again, fluttering his eyelashes as he tried to shake off what he thought was yet another vision.
Therapists told him that it was a response to grief โ seeing his deceased wife and son when they werenโt there. And the alcohol running through his veins didnโt help either, as it distorted his vision a bit.
But . . . maybe, just maybe . . .
โYou haveโa name?โ Satoru slurred out, his drunken words laced with hope.
โNoa,โ your son smiled softly. โWhatโs yours?โ
Satoruโs heart ached as his spirit was crushed once again.
His boyโs name was Ren.
The hallucinations mustโve started to return once more. Slowly, Gojo rose to his feet, putting his wallet in his back pocket.
Without another word, the man slowly started to walk off, nearly tripping over his own feet as he did so.
โMister? I donโt think itโs safe for you to walk home by yourself, you could get hit by a car or something.โ
Satoru didnโt respond.
โLet me help,โ the preteen limped over, grabbed Satoruโs arm, and slung it around his shoulder as best as he could. Truth be told, he didnโt help much despite his best efforts, but at the very least, he would be able to rest knowing that the stranger was safely at home.
By now, Satoru was convinced that maybe he was with a real person, perhaps an actual kid, and he was simply imagining that the young boy had his hair, nose, and eyes.
Together, Satoru and Noa walked up the steps belonging to the drunk manโs homey brownstone, and after stumbling around with the keys, Satoru managed to get the front door open, and Noa helped the man collapse on his couch.
Suddenly, his phone started ringing. Noa had five missed text messages from you.
โMomโs gonna kill me,โ Noa thought.
After all, he wasnโt responding to your messages, he was inside a drunk strangerโs home due to his overly kind heart, and he wasnโt at the coffee shop like he was supposed to be at this hour.
Not to mention; the great incident had resulted in you becoming even more protective over your boy, if that was possible.
โHello?โ Noa answered nervously.
โNoa? Are you alright? Where the hell are you?โ
โIโm okay, mom,โ your son said. โI was helping out a . . . friend, Iโm sorry.โ
โGet to the coffee shop. Now.โ
โYes maโam.โ
After hanging up, Noa faced the slumped-over stranger.
โIโm gonna go now, my momโs waiting for me,โ Noa announced awkwardly. โDo you have somebody around to watch you?โ
โYou look like a . . . like my son.โ
โOkay,โ the young boy shifted his feet on the hardwood floor. He truly didnโt know how to respond to the poor man. He mustโve been spouting drunken nonsense. โWell, have a good night, sir. Be safe.โ
Noa turned around, coming face to face with a beautiful brown, brick fireplace. But what caught his attention was the photos hanging above it.
There werenโt many โ only about four framed photos.
The first one he saw was a picture of a baby. It startled Noa, as the kid did look just like him. It wasnโt surprising, as Noa resembled the drunken stranger, but he had seen other people with white hair before.
โMaybe heโs my cousinโs neighborโs dogโs mother-in-lawโs brotherโs uncle,โ Noa childishly thought, giggling aloud at his own joke.
Then, he looked at the next picture.
It had that same kid โ but it also had you. His mother.
The next picture was just of you and the stranger.
Then, finally, he looked at the last photo. It was an age-progressed picture.
It was you. It was him. But, at the same time, it wasnโt. He didnโt quite understand it โ any of it โ but it was creepy. And the child didnโt know what to do.
Noa turned to face the stranger, but he was fast asleep on the couch.
The young boy pulled out his phone, snapped a picture of the photos, and left as quickly as he could.
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Satoru awoke the next morning with a pounding headache.
What snapped him out of his sleep was the sound of his front door opening and closing. He didnโt bother raising his head to see who it was, as he already knew the answer.
โIf youโre just going to leave your front door unlocked,โ Kento called out from the foyer, stepping into Satoruโs home and shutting the door behind him. โThen I shouldnโt have gone through the trouble of having a key made.โ
โWhat are you doing here?โ Satoru croaked. โItโs only . . . itโs only โ uh, Saturday.โ
โNo,โ Kento stepped into the living room and glared down at the man. โItโs Sunday.โ
Satoru frowned. If it was Sunday, then the bar was closed.
Not only that, but he went to the bar on Friday. He must have spent Saturday on the couch, doing absolutely nothing except making an occasional trip to the bathroom.
And Kento could tell. He looked horrible.
No human being was made to endure such self-inflicted mistreatment, no matter how powerful.
Kento had a key to the manโs home for emergencies, but eventually, he started to visit him every Sunday to help him out in any way that he could.
โCome on,โ Kento sighed, โget up. You need to get out of the house and go somewhere that isnโt the bar.โ
โNo,โ Gojo mumbled weakly.
โGojo,โ kneeling, Kento tried to look at his friendโs face, but Satoruโs eyes wouldnโt meet his. โGojo, listen to me. Youโre going to die if you keep going down this path. Maybe not soon, but eventually. When was the last time you had food and water?โ
Satoru shrugged.
Kento raised to his feet. Walking away, he headed to the kitchen โ which was incredibly nice for a man who didnโt cook โ and opened the refrigerator.
It was empty. Of course.
โAlright,โ Kento said to himself, walking back into the living room. โIโm dragging him to the grocery store.โ
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It was incredibly difficult, but Kento helped his friend get cleaned up and dressed and managed to get him outside. Satoru hated every minute of it. He felt nauseous. All he wanted to do was sleep and drink, or drink and sleep.
As the two men walked into the grocery store, Kento grabbed a cart and instantly started grabbing a variety of ingredients to put together at least a weekโs worth of nutritious meals for Satoru.
Heโd cook it and store it away in Satoruโs fridge and freezer, and all the man would have to do was heat it in the microwave.
After making his way through the produce section, Kento headed towards the cases of water, and Satoru sluggishly walked down random aisles to find a jar of pasta sauce that the other man asked him to go get.
He had to do some things on his own.
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โIโm thinking we should go with asparagus instead of broccoli,โ you scanned your eyes over the fresh, green vegetables, before smiling down at Noa.
โAsparagus is fine, but can you put cheese on it? Pleaseee?โ
โYou know what, as long as youโre eating them, I donโt care what I have to put on them,โ grabbing the asparagus, you tossed them into your cart as your son clenched his fists in celebration.
You ruffled his head of white hair with your four-fingered hand.
โStop it, mom. Weโre in public,โ he frowned playfully.
โFine, fine,โ you started to push your cart forward and reached over to grab a pack of tomatoes. โGo pick out your cereal. Gonna switch it up this week, or get Lucky Charms again?โ
โLucky Charms, always,โ your son grinned as he started to limp away. Today, he had to wear his forearm clutch.
Helping that stranger a few days ago took a lot of energy out of him.
He didnโt speak of what happened a few days ago, either.
After all, who would he tell?
You wouldnโt have the answers โ or, rather, you wouldnโt remember the answers.
He had planned on returning to the drunk manโs home to ask him the questions running rampantly through his mind.
But Noa wasnโt stupid.
He knew exactly what the pictures meant.
But he didnโt want to give himself any hope, just in case he was wrong somehow, and the drunk man wasnโt his father.
A forty-pack case of water bottles was what you needed, as you and your boy chugged water constantly. But, a careless worker had shoved the cases incredibly far away, and you couldnโt reach it and pull it onto the lower shelf of your cart. Youโd have to lift it, and you simply werenโt strong enough.
The nicely dressed blonde-haired man standing further along down the aisle was.
He was rather tall and buff, standing by his cart as he scrolled on his phone, simply waiting for you โ the lady in front of him, whose face he couldn't see โ to move so he could grab his own case of water, grab his miserably sober friend, and take him back home.
โExcuse me,โ you called out softly. โCan you help me? I canโt get this case of water.โ
โSure,โ he said, shoving his phone in his pocket and he walked forward, reached down, and pulled the case of water on your cart.
โThank you,โ you said softly.
As the man was about to say โyouโre welcome,โ he finally looked at you.
His skin paled instantly as if he was staring at a ghost.
And he was certain that he was.
He stood there โ staring at you, his throat drying to a crisp.
โI donโt know why the employees always shove the water back there,โ you attempted to make small chatter, glancing away from the stranger, as you assumed he was staring at you oddly due to your eye patch, and the scar running along your face right beneath it.
โI . . .โ the man couldnโt find the right words to say.
Suddenly, your son made his way down the aisle, putting his box of cereal in the cart.
โMom, did you know they make Lucky Charms with just the marshmallows now?โ
The manโs eyes flickered down to your son, and his eyes widened.
โThis isnโt . . . possible,โ he mumbled.
Both you and your son were still alive, and yet, you didnโt seem as shocked to see him as he was to see you.
Didnโt you remember him? He was your husbandโs best man at your wedding. He babysat your little boy quite often. He cried when he heard that you and your son were killed.
And yet, you only gave him a stranger-friendly smile.
โI-โ
โY/N?โ
Kento was interrupted by Satoru, who had suddenly walked down the aisle.
He dropped the jar of pasta sauce on the ground.
It shattered.
โRenny?โ A tear slipped down his cheek.
He wasnโt hallucinating โ he was sober enough right now to know that.
Your eyes darted back and forth between the two unfamiliar men. After all, you knew well that you suffered from amnesia, your doctors had told you, and considering the man with the white hair called you and your son by your old names โ the elders made you change them โ you figured that they must have been old friends of yours.
But the white-haired man bore a resemblance to your son as well.
โHi,โ you smiled awkwardly, flickering your eyes between the two men. โYou two must know me. I, um, I suffer from amnesia, so I donโt really . . .โ
โRemember us,โ Kento finished your sentence for you.
He thought that he was going to pass out.
โWell,โ he gulped, pressing a hand against his head, closing his eyes as he spoke. This was insane. โIโm . . . Iโm Kento Nanami. I was an old friend of yours. And this is Satoru Gojo, he is . . . he was . . .โ
Kento glanced back at Satoru. The poor man hadnโt moved an inch. He only stared at you with the saddest eyes, an occasional tear slipping from them.
โI was waiting to die,โ Satoru spoke โ his words struggling to come out as he did so. โI was waiting to die so I could see you two again, and you donโt . . . remember me.โ
The tears were falling even faster now. It was a blessing and a curse at the same time, one that he couldnโt bear. He wanted to laugh and sob. He wanted to hold you, but he was afraid to move. His hands started to shake, but the rest of his body was still frozen.
For years, he dreamt of reuniting with you and your boy again, perhaps in the afterlife. Or, sometimes heโd dream about you coming back to life like a silly child. But a fate as cruel as you being alive, but suffering with amnesia was like a direct punishment from a god and a devil at the same time.
Gojo wanted to fucking die.
He wanted his life to end right now, even glancing up at the ceiling of the grocery store, hoping one of the gods above would grant him his silent wish.
โYou donโt remember me,โ Gojo repeated. None of it seemed real. โYouโre alive, but you donโt remember me.โ
By now, other nosey shoppers were strolling by, listening to the conversation, but pretending that they were simply searching the shelves for drinks.
Your eyes darted in Kentoโs direction, and he knew that face.
It was the same face you gave him when he and Satoru returned home two days late from a mission. It was the face you gave him when you came home one day and discovered that he accidentally let your baby boy stay up past his bedtime.
That face meant that you wanted answers.
โI donโt know any better way to say this,โ Kento frowned. โThatโs your husband. And the father of your child.โ
Noa โ or, rather, Ren โ limped forward.
โI knew it,โ he whispered happily, approaching the crying man as a tear slipped down his own cheek as well. โI was right.โ
Ren looked up at his father with the happiest grin of relief.
And, god, your son grew. He was only three when Satoru had last seen him, and now, he was staring down at his beautiful boy, who was turning eleven soon.
Your son hugged Satoru with the arm that wasnโt holding on to his singular forearm clutch.
โFinally,โ your boy said, holding on to his dad as tightly as he could.
He couldnโt remember him, but he didnโt care. He was simply happy to have a father.
Satoru didnโt hesitate to hug his son back.
โGod, Renny . . .โ the man cried, as his heart ached terribly. โItโs really you, itโs my baby boy.โ
Running a hand through his sonโs white hair, Satoru pulled away from the hug, only so he could look his boy in the eyes, and see him.
โYouโre all grown up now, arenโt you?โ A sad chuckle fell from Satoruโs lips.
He only looked away from his son when he felt another pair of arms wrap around him.
It was you โ you were hugging him.
Satoru closed his eyes in relief, his tears soaking the front of his shirt, and dripping onto the heads of his family.
You hugged him lovingly, although you couldnโt remember loving him.
Your husband โ the father of your child โ was nothing more than a stranger to you, but he needed this hug. You could tell how badly he missed you. How badly he wanted to hold you.
As Satoru held onto his wife and son, none of you truly understood what had happened seven years ago.
But Satoru was determined to find out.
And, in the meantime, youโd try your hardest to recover your sweet memories of him, just as you once recovered the memories of your son.
Perhaps, youโd start by making new memories as well.
โก ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐
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does anyone else get, like, jealous when a fictional character dates or has a crush on another character?
... no? just me?
Damian:ย Love is weakness and an evolutionary mistake. Tim:ย You are literally making a Valentineโs Day card for Y/N. Damian, pointing their hot glue gun towards Tim:ย Youโre on thin fucking ice.
So... by popular request (I think like literally one person commented on a post from ages ago) and also because I'm still working on my most recent part to the '13' Series (linked here) here's some Italian Theo headcanons to keep you sated.
sorry if this is inaccurate it's based off of my own knowledge of italians and what I think Theo would be like
slytherin boys masterlist works
So, unlike most, I don't think that Italian Theo would be a whore. Let me explain:
Sure Italian men like to flirt, (although Theo doesn't), but they do it because it comes so natural to them and because more than anything, they value their partner.
They're well dressed and take pride in their appearance (something Theo does do) but they don't always entertain the people of the heads that they turn
They also have a natural air of confidence that Theo has and doesn't even have to use
However, just because Theo isn't a whore doesn't mean that he doesn't have his own little clique of fangirls.
In general:
As a person, Theo is incredibly quiet. His English is not the best as he grew up in the Italian countryside and spends his breaks there. He spends most of his time observing, and the rest of his time, mentally translating sentences from English to Italian and vice versa (and yes that's exhausting).
He does however take food incredibly seriously (as most Italians do I feel). His favorite kind of pasta is Paccheri and he will die on the hill that the Italians were the first to make Pizza (who else could make bread, sauce, and cheese taste so good?). He was also incredibly shocked when he found out the drinking age in England was 18. Theo had a glass of wine with dinner every night since the age of ten.
Another thing he doesn't quite understand about England is the frequency through which they drink tea throughout the day. At most, he has a cup a day while some of his English friends have four to five cups a day and usually, one cup with every meal.
Theo also had a very strong connection to his mother. Now that she's gone, he spends a lot of time in his head with his memories of her. It's not all that shocking to anyone really that he doesn't quite have the time or the patience for girls.
Platonically:
As a friend, Theo is a little more open but not much. His two closest friends in the group are you and Lorenzo who's also Italian. He'll talk to either of you and open up a little, but only if no one else is around. He's a bit impartial to Mattheo although he does think the boy is a loose cannon and he actually secretly despises Draco and his blood purity nonsense as it reminds him too much of his father (whom he also hates). So yeah, he spends the majority of his time with Lorenzo and Blaise.
In regards to your friendship with Theo, he's a complete gentleman. He never sits too close in fear of startling or offending you. He opens all of the doors the pair of you walk through and carries your books to class when you have the same class.
In fact, despite being significantly more well mannered than any other boy in your year, the only thing that hinted to you that Theo felt anything towards you other than indifference were small smiles and shared secrets.
Romantically:
Before you even became friends you'd caught Theo's eye. The first time he'd noticed you, you were comforting a crying first year muggle-born that Draco had bullied to tears. You spoke so kindly and softly to the boy. Theo knew then that you weren't like everyone else in Hogwarts. Most people were too afraid to stand up to Draco but the next day, you punched him square in the jaw and told him to stop being such a prick.
The first person to find out about Theo's crush on you was Lorenzo of course. He didn't tease him for which Theo was grateful. Now as stated, Theo is an incredibly quiet person so it's not clear to you that Theo has crush on you.
Also, once Theo has decided that he likes you, other girls don't even approach him anymore. Not after the Ravenclaw incident. A Ravenclaw from your guys' year approached him and asked him out. He didn't even acknowledge her. Just stood up and left.
He does however, make an attempt to spend more time with you whenever her can. He sits with you at meals and during lessons, he asks you for help in charms (even though he's already receiving high marks, but you don't know that). He brings you soup when your sick.
The way that you find out Theo has a crush on you is actually really surprising for you.
Lorenzo came running up to you after Potions one day, completely out of breath. "Y/n! Come quick." He didn't give you any room to disagree as he grasped your wrist firmly and began dragging you down the corridor towards the courtyard. When you got out there, your stomach dropped.
For the first time since meeting him, you saw Theo fight. He had Addrian Pucey on the ground and was currently pummeling the poor boy. The scariest part was that he remained completely calm, cold. Mattheo and Draco were standing on the sidelines egging him on while Theo ruthlessly delivered blow after blow in dead silence. He didn't even wince as his knuckles began to split open and bleed.
Blaise was desperately trying to pull Theo away but he wouldn't budge. Finally, you snapped out of your stupor and approached the boy. As he was throwing punches with his right arm, you approached him from the left and placed a hand on his left shoulder apprehensively. "Theo."
At the sound of your voice, Theo stopped immediately. He didn't look at you immediately. Instead, he stood and kicked Adrian who was on the ground rolling in pain. "Stay away from her." The crowd dispersed as the fight ended. When Theo turned to look at you, his eyes were blazing. For the first time since you'd known him, Theo was burning with rage.
"Theo come on." He let you lead him away in complete silence. Worse than what Adrian had said to you, Theo was ashamed. He couldn't believe that he'd let his emotions take over like that. Now he may have lost you for good. When you finally stopped in a secluded corridor, Theo turned away from you.
"Theo?" He was silent and your concern grew. It wasn't Theo's usual kind of silence, it was a silence that made your heart feel heavy. "Theodore."
"Don't."
"What?"
Finally Theo turns to you and his eyes are glossy. It was startling almost, to see the normally calm and collected boy tearing up. "Don't do that tesoro. Yell, push me, hit me if you need to, but I'm not Theodore. Not to you."
"What happened?" He sighed.
"I overheard Adrian say something completely vile about... you. I couldn't let him talk about you like that. I'm so sorry. Please forgive me cuore. You are the only light in my dark life."
You reached out and grabbed Theo's hands in your own. "That's incredibly sweet of you Theo. But why would you do that for me?"
"Isn't it obvious! I am entirely and irreversibly in love with you. I cannot live without you and I will not allow anyone to say such things about you."
After that, Theo took you out on a date. Thanks to his Pureblood lineage, Theo's family was quite wealthy. And his father had always taken to making sure he was well cared for financially, perhaps out of guilt from his emotional abuse.
For your first date, Theo took you to a London shopping district with his Black Card. At first you refused to spend any of his money. That is until Theo became resigned to buy you everything that your eyes lingered on for more than five seconds despite all your protests.
To end the date, he treated you to a nice dinner and then brought the pair of you back to Hogwarts.
As your boyfriend:
As your boyfriend, Theo's go-to nickname for you is either tesoro (treasure). He spends a lot of time staring at you which Mattheo teases him endlessly for of course.
He wishes you could meet his mother, but he adamantly refuses for you to meet his father. Instead, he introduces you to his grandmother. She teaches you how to make pasta from scratch and you and Theo often sneak into the kitchens at Hogwarts to try and make it there.
He makes it pretty clear that you're the only girl for him. He even tells you one night how his mother's dying wish was for him to find someone that he loved wholeheartedly and who loved him as much. Theo knows that this person is you, and he has no shyness in telling you.
He hates to see you cry, but if for any reason you're feeling sad, he recites Italian poetry to you in a soft and devoted tone.
Questo nostro amore, vita mia
lo prospetti felice
destinato a durare per sempre.
Dei del cielo, fate voi che lei dica il vero,
che lo prometta sincera e dal cuore,
che si possa per tutta la vita
mantener questo patto inviolabile
(This love of ours my life; I predict will be happy; destined to last forever.; Gods of the sky, do what you deem to be true; that promises to be sincere and from the heart,; which can be for a lifetime,; keep this inviolable covenant.)
When Theo speaks his native tongue it makes you a little weak in the knees. The way that his lips curve around the words and his tongue effortlessly forms each syllable makes your heart swell.
Overall:
Italian Theo is a complete cutie with impeccable manners and expresses more romance in ten minutes with you than most men express in their entire lives. He sees you as a light that brightens his life that he will do anything to protect.
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help this is so bad
This is beyond utterly horrifying.
Every single government in the world who didn't demand a permanent ceasefire nearly 10 months ago or with whom didn't state that Israhell must be sanctioned for their consecutive war crimes and crimes against humanity (and we know who you all are) -you have blood on your hands (and we also know you know this and most definitely don't care but the tide will not always be in your favour).
10 months... I repeat nearly 10 months have gone by and no one sitting in comfy chairs in offices with affluence and power have stopped this brutal mass acceleration of ethnic cleansing being done by a top ten military power in the world that is fully funded and backed by the United States government.
Palestinians have been and continue to be slaughtered EVERYWHERE in Gaza. In their homes, at schools, at places of worship, at any place of refuge -refugee camps... and so many still haven't even turned their way to see just how despicable it is because of the continuous dehumanization of Palestinian people.
And yet we are still supposed to believe this is about Hamas? This is about fighting terrorists? What exactly would it be called to bombard a civilian population who is trapped, is being starved and bombed to death, is being targeted with new war technology, and is being told ANY resistance to that is real terrorism...
You have zero humanity if you haven't seen what has been happening to Palestinians and haven't demanded Israel be sanctioned and brought to international courts for war crimes and genocide.
I will never forgive nor forget the world/any person turning their backs on Palestinian people.
I hope this message finds you well. My name is azha,
Mother of four children and Iโm reaching out from Gaza.
We are approaching a truce that brings a glimmer of peace and hope to our beloved land. We eagerly await the chance to return home, reunite with loved ones, and work together to rebuild after the devastation of war. ๐ฅบ
We look forward to building new hope with our children., who have been stranded for over a year And go out with them to Egypt for treatment after they were injured several times. Though we have lost our cherished home, many dear friends and relatives, and the vibrant city we once knew, we remain hopeful. With your help, I hope to support my father in every way I can. Your generosity during this time is invaluable. By reading our story, donating, or sharing our campaign, you can help us reunite, find safety, and start anew. ๐๐
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Pls listen to them! And raise awareness to these people and need๐have humanity.
๐Hello, I am Samiha and I have a daughter named Almas ๐ซAnd now I live in hell and the devastating war in Gaza๐. We also live after my house was bombed in a small tent that does not protect us from the winter. I hope everyone shares the post ๐ or donates. Thank you all.๐ https://gofund.me/f13e5bbd
Please have mercy and show your humanity. Raise awareness for these people in need.
I am moustfa ,from Gaza.
We have suffered greatly from fear, displacement, and the destruction of our home , and everything we literally ownโฆ
We want to save ourselves from what seems like an inevitable death.
I hope you can take a look at our campaign on the pinned post on my profile ,and help us by donating or sharing our campaign to reach the largest number of supporters.๐น๐น
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It is not easy for me to ask for help, but I lost everything. Do not hesitate to help me. $15 or $10. A little helps
Save them!!