“Have you ever tried to have a good time or just tried to distract yourself but then suddenly you feel the sadness in your chest coming back and every second it gets heavier and even if you try to hold it back but you never win. So you‘re just there feeling how you slowly get empty again. This makes me want to appreciate those little moment of happiness no matter how long they last because sadness is always ready to take it away.”
— The Poetic Boy
😭😭😭😭
I’ll never hate anyone as much as I hate myself
“Being emotionally neglected all your life is so damaging in so many ways.”
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It’s never too late.
Slipping into old familiar ways
That will take me to the same places
Places I don't want to be at
Places that hold my hand right into hell
I watch it happen from the outside
And I let it
Because I don't know another way
...
30.12.21
I’m nothing special. I’m fat; I’m ugly; I don’t have any talents; I have a bad character; I don’t have any friends, I’m nothing.
sorrythisisallicanbe
Sad but true… x/