You don’t understand, I don’t want any of it anymore. I don’t want happiness or love or success or anything. I need to stop living because that’s the only thing that can make my pain go away. So no, you telling me to wait for good things doesn’t work. Don’t you get it, no matter what happens, it’s always going to hurt.
#sad #alone #broken #suicide #crying #cry #igiveup #killme #die
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I’m not good enough.
I’m toxic
I’m poison
I’m a disease
I’m a disorder
I’m a freak
I’m a burden
I’m a monster.
So how could anyone ever love this.
“It’s not that I’m unloveable, it’s just that there are better people to love than me.”
— 12:30am // Krystal
I’m nothing. I’m nothing but a waste of space. A annoyance. A burden. A failure. A disability. A disorder. A freak. A monster. A unlovable. Unwanted. Worthless piece of garbage that will always be just that. Nothing at all.