Would be easier if you just killed me. Rather die than live without you and pretend like none of this fucking shit hurts. And you fucking know it does
Im so tired of existing in this mentally ill brain
"are you gonna get over this" lmao no
have you ever felt like you really want to talk about your feelings but at the same time it’s like “nah no thank you, i’m okay”
i love showering it's literally like... im clean now! lol. and i no longer have mental illnesses
them: how close are you to a mental breakdown?
me: yes