almost-caviar

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Reblog to let your followers know that despite your current obsession your previous obsessions still exist and are simply lying dormant until they awaken and strike again

ya got any ideas for what a stubborn & paranoid dynamic would be like? :0

i feel like there’s something compelling about a guy who’s so sure he wont die that he keeps bouncing back & a guy who desperately wants to keep himself and his flock alive…

i mean. ive drawn them before lol

they angy

i love u!!!

I really like Laios can you tell

Oh lord you're activating my STP hyperfix again oughhh how dare you,,,

I come to you, you blacksmith of words, and offer you Stubborn and Paranoid,,, and then I scuttle away :3€

(A BLACKSMITH OF WORDS?? THAT'S SO NICE AND SUCH A COOL THING TO BE CALLED!! CAN I USE THAT??/j. I'm glad that I can infect other people with my hyperfixation, so that we can all be in these woods together. I wasn't sure whether you wanted this to be a ship or not so I left it up to interpretation. Anyway, enjoy!)

"Hello?"

Go away.

"Is anyone out here?"

Please leave. Please leave.

"Para? Are you here?"

They were following him. They were hurting him.

"Para?"

They were getting closer and closer and closer-

"Oi! There you are!"

Paranoid let a frightened yell out, scrambling out of the bush that he had been hiding behind.

The world spun, a dark and imposing blur in front of him, and Paranoid knew they were here to kill him, that's why they had been following him all day.

"Paranoid! It's me, Stubborn!"

Paranoid choked on a gasp, pressing himself against a tree as he struggled to control his fear and anxiety, having to blink many times before his vision focused again.

His eyes and throat stung, but he managed to focus enough on the voice before him to realise that yes, it was Stubborn in front of him. But that didn't make him feel better one bit.

"Para? What's going on?" Stubborn asked, annoyance on his face and in his voice. "You just freaked out and ran out into the woods. What's wrong?"

"Go- away," Paranoid gritted out, but Stubborn just crossed his arms and said, "Can't do that, especially when you've got everyone else worried about you."

A pang of guilt did come through Paranoid in that moment, before it was immediately overtaken by his fear.

What else was he supposed to do? Let those eyes follow him and lead him to danger? No. No, no, no, no- he was not going to die this way, not after everything he's been through.

Stubborn tried beckoning him forward. "Look, let's just go back inside where you can't hurt yourself even more."

Paranoid shook his head, curling up into a ball. "No. I can't."

Stubborn sighed in exasperation. "Why not?"

"Because they're in the house!"

Stubborn gave him a look that made a spark of fury ignite within him, looking at him as if Paranoid was the problem.

"There is nothing in the house-"

"Yes there is!" Paranoid exclaimed in protest, wrapping his arms around himself. "The eyes keep staring at me in there! I can't go back! I can't take them watching me!"

He needed a moment to try and get his breathing under control, all the while Stubborn was just standing there, giving him a frustrated and conflicted look.

Eventually, when Paranoid was sure that he could talk again, he lowered his gaze to look at his trembling hands, to try and ignore Stubborn's judgemental glare.

The silence would've been comforting, would've helped Paranoid clear his head, but with Stubborn here, that couldn't happen.

Stubborn let a heavy sigh out. "Look, I'm not leaving without you, so you need to listen to me. There are no fucking eyes in the house."

Paranoid whimpered, and he almost missed the wince that Stubborn made at that sound. Paranoid was on the verge of tears at this point. He hated this. He hated his feelings. He hated his mind.

He especially hated the way Stubborn was staring at him-with nothing but pity.

Stubborn continued, his gravelly voice as soft as he could make it, "You're just seeing things-"

But that broke the moment immediately.

"I am not seeing things!" he screamed in Stubborn's face, claws digging into his skin so hard that they were probably cutting him, but he didn't care. "I am not crazy! No matter how much you think I am!"

Stubborn genuinely looked taken aback at his outburst, face frozen in shock, but all Paranoid could focus on was trying not to cry in this moment, mumbling, "I'm not crazy," over and over again to himself.

That went on for so long that Paranoid was starting to believe that he had made Stubborn up as well, until he heard him sigh.

"...Sorry," Stubborn muttered, crouching down in front of Paranoid, and if Paranoid wasn't in the middle of a breakdown, he would've commented on the rare look of guilt on Stubborn's face.

"I'm still not planning on ditching you here. I still need to bring you home."

Paranoid whimpered,squeezing his eyes shut in the hopes of blocking out all the horror that constantly surrounds him. "But the eyes are in there."

"Then I'll protect you."

Paranoid froze, then opened his eyes.

Stubborn was holding his arms out to him, a hopeful glint in his eyes. "I'll make sure that nothing comes near you or hurts you. Everyone will be there to protect you as well in the house."

"Are you sure?" Paranoid asked, his body already leaning forward towards Stubborn's warm and inviting arms.

"Yeah," Stubborn assured with a nod of his head. "What? You think people like Hero and Hunted are gonna let anything bad happen to you?"

That was true. Despite the fear still consuming Paranoid's mind, he knew that that was real. His flock's love was real.

He cautiously looked into Stubborn's eyes- warm, and solid, a determined glint in them that slowly pierced through the fear within him, letting him know for a single moment-Stubborn was safe.

Paranoid took a deep breath, and then reached out towards Stubborn. Stubborn allowed Paranoid to move closer to him, right up until Paranoid's fingers grazed his wrist, and suddenly he let a shuddering gasp out and desperately crawled into Stubborn's arms, who had no problem with immediately scooping Paranoid up, holding him close to his chest.

"I've got you, I'm here," Stubborn whispered, hugging Paranoid protectively, putting a hand over the back of his head, and Paranoid shoved his face into Stubborn's chest, breathing in his comforting scent, feeling his trembling already lessen.

Stubborn stood there for a few minutes, just shushing and rocking Paranoid back and forth, until Paranoid felt all the tension leave his body, safe in Stubborn's arms.

"That's it, you're safe with me," Stubborn whispered, and then began the walk back home, and Paranoid sighed in relief, not feeling any eyes on him at all in that moment, not with Stubborn there to protect him.

Doodle dump weo

Is the quote on the top of your tumblr blog a lyric from Skillet? :0

You bet it is! Monster - Skillet :33

Though, in particular: There's an fnf mod called Hello John Doe, and in the second song (Guest666's song) it references the song and it was so cool hehas-

I really like HJD Guest666 and I used to looove Monster (still do :3) so yeah!

Yall have been waiting, so here's her design!

The princess of corruption!! Adored by many of her subjects :333

(Im working on the Cyan drawings, they'll be posted on Monday or Tuesday)

Y'all rain is cool >:3

my cubes design⬇️

I'M STILL ALIVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

“Blixer always had a habit of overthinking things, but.. right now i couldn’t agree with him more.”

GET THESE GAYS OFF MY SCREEEEEEEN AUGHHSJB /silly

Anyways JSAB AU ART WOOOOOOO

Might make a fic on ao3 abt it but idk, i think it’d be fun

Pspsspspspsps.... Forsaken & JSAB fans... Come get your foooddd...

it feels so good to be home again

Las minas me encantan

JSaB redesigns as a character design practice

Will probably make more lmao

Woa refs be at ye (still unsure if I myself am gonna do shapes of may, but feel free to draw my blorbos if you so wish :]) ((edit: clearly I don't know how the event works lOL I'm kinda treating it like artfight- eh idk bully me into drawing yall's characters or something hehas-)

(yes I'm reusing my barracuda art, sue me /j /silly)

i totally didn’t almost forget to post this here

Some doodles :3

Ohh the rebrandening has hit the Tumblr,,,

Aside from that though, I prolly won't be doing Shapes of May :[

This past month has been so stressful, but now things are better and I'm takin a looooong ass break loL- I'll look forward to seeing everyone's art tho!! Maybe I'll join in on a few days, we'll see :3

*CRASHES THROUGH WALL*

I GIVE YOU ART :333333

(Cerise got a design change!! Yippee!! I wanted to give them much more creature features, and I'm happy with how this turned out!! ^^)

Oh yeah!! More doodles!!

Why is your blixer so damn whimsical but also a braindead extinct creature✌😢

Anyways..... Blixer kidnapped the 'tree' and blamed cube for kidnapping it 🔥🔥💔💔🥀🥀🥀🥀

hhhhhhhhhhhh

Your blixer is filled with so much evil whimsy,,,, so cutesy and creechur,,,, I would like to punch them in the face multiple times (in a cuteness aggression way)

AHHH TYSMMM!! ^^

here’s yer lil doodle of him…

Random oc I came up with after listening to a song

Me when the gang won't hop on Fortnite

YAYAYAY I FINALLY FINISHED SOME ARTWORK! I love Cube x Blixer omg it’s not even funny guys 😭 this took some time bc I actually wanted to make a scene instead of a color void background lol. ANYWAY I HOPE YOU GUY LOVE THIS ART LIKE I DO ❤️

2 sketches hehe :]