tweaking cause im eating like a normal person. i need to r3l4p53, and i need to quick.
i love being a gay little shit with my zappy and sending them cute lil hearts whenever i talk and calling them "MY zappy" to others like HES FREAKING MINE GUYS!!!!!! (strictly platonic guys we just friends)
WOAH!!!! FATASS ALERT!!!! FATASS ALERT!!!! GUESS WHOS FAT!!!! I AM!!!!
(for context: i went out to the mall and on weekends i give myself an 800 cal limit . . to counteract this im gonna be eating 300 cals tomorrow)
one of my ex-friends has 4n4 too so im lowkey motivated to be sk1nn13r than her to make her regret everything. like yes im skinnier than you bitch deal w it
WHY DID I GO OUT AGAIN WHEN I KNOW THE CONSEQUENCES OF IT
holy moly um i didn't think me of all people would say this but if you're not a very obvious ed blog please stay away 😭 idk i just automatically assume you're a normal person going down the disordered path so i want you to dni 🥀
pretty girls this pretty girls that SHUT UP!! ITS NOT JUST YOU IN THIS TOO MEN ARE SUFFERING AS WELL
ofc they put the bitch with an ed in food class. the way i had to break my fast for the carbiest shit too.
my brother asked how much weight i lost and said i looked good... considering the fact i love my brother to death this is so validating and 100% my reason to keep going.
soon, it wont be my brother. somebody i have a crush on will notice me and compliment me. I WILL GET SKINNY.
my brother likes blackpink i saw a shit ton of photo cards on his desk when i was putting his laundry away (ts mf 6'0 with a beard)