Lost Records: Bloom And Rage Gives Me A Feeling Of Nostalgia For A Time I Never Lived.

Lost Records: Bloom and Rage gives me a feeling of nostalgia for a time I never lived.

It also lowkey made me realize I have free will and can wake up and completely change who I am one random Tuesday. Like, the way I dress, the amount of crap I put up with. Obviously I’ll keep the good stuff, but I’m tired of living for other people. Imma just be me.

More Posts from Afangirl and Others

3 months ago

Urgent help 🙏 📣

I stand on the rubble of our home, but my heart is filled with hope. I need your help to leave Gaza and complete my education to build my future. Every donation, no matter how small, will help me achieve my dream. Join us on a journey of rebuilding

GoFundMe link: https://gofund.me/463cbf01

Thank you for your support. Every bit of your kindness means so much to me 💔

My campaign has been vetted by:

1-@beesandwatermelon here #190 link here

2- @gazavetters

Shared by :

1- @a-shade-of-blue here

2- @dlxxv-vetted-donations here

Urgent Help 🙏 📣
Donate to Help Mahmoud and his family escape Gaza & continue education, organized by Renee Hassert
gofundme.com
Help Mahmoud Jehad and his family to leave Gaza to study and … Renee Hassert needs your support for Help Mahmoud and his family escape Gaza

Tags for reach, please rebloog 🙏

@tamamita @northgazaupdates2 @90-ghost @schoolhater @timetravellingkitty @deathlonging @briarhips @mazzikah @mahoushojoe @sar-soor @rhubarbspring @pcktknife @transmutationist @sawasawako @feluka @appsa @anneemay-blog @commissions4aid-international @wellwaterhysteria @mangocheesecakes @kyra45-helping-others @7bittersweet @tortiefrancis @ot3 @amygdalae @ankle-beez @dykesbat @aristotels @komsomolka @neptunerings @riding-with-the-wild-hunt @heritageposts @watermotif @stuckinapril @mavigator @lacecap @determinate-negation @deepspaceboytoy @paper-mario-wiki @kibumkim @neechees @chilewithcarnage @ghelgheli @sayruq @himejoshikaeya @rooh-afza @nabulsi


Tags
1 month ago

Dear Tumblr souls, you beautiful, strange humans—

you laugh through the pain,

you turn sadness into soft, glowing aesthetics,

you post memes in the darkest hours,

and somehow, your hearts remain warm.

When you feel someone is hurting,

you become shelter—an open hand, asking for nothing in return.

I'm not asking for pity, but right now… I need you.

I'm Kareman from Gaza 🇵🇸🌸.

Dear Tumblr Souls, You Beautiful, Strange Humans—

*This painting was drawn by my friend Zara ❤️

I'm trying to get through what life threw at me—with an open heart ,We were displaced ,There was bombing everywhere—loud, close, terrifying ,We fled with nothing but our lives.😞💔

Our dreams have changed ,We no longer dream of tomorrow— ,our dream today… is simply to eat.

My son, Hamoud🥹, asks me, “Mama, when is dinner?”

Dear Tumblr Souls, You Beautiful, Strange Humans—

And sometimes… I have no answer.

That kind of pain shouldn't exist in a mother's heart😭.

My campaing vetted by/ @90-ghost here , gaza-evacuation-funds here

If you can help🥹❤️, even a little—this is the donation link:

Donate to Save Kareman Dohan's Family from Despair, organized by Zenzi Zeme
gofundme.com
I’m Zenzi and have made this GoFundMe for my friend in Palestine and her family. H… Zenzi Zeme needs your support for Save Kareman Dohan's F

🌸Or PayPal🌸

PayPal.Me
Go to paypal.me/kyliedela and type in the amount. Since it’s PayPal, it's easy and secure. Don’t have a PayPal account? No worries.

And if you can't, sharing this could still bring us one step closer to a meal.

Thank you, deeply.🌸"


Tags
3 months ago

A few weeks ago me and my gf were at the store. We were holding hands, pretty close, chatting while the cashier was ringing up our groceries. We go silent for like 3 seconds, and this lady looks me dead in the eye and says, “you girls look like good friends.”

Me and my gf looked at each other, then at this poor lady, and I say, “Besties.”

So she continued asking questions like “how long you been friends? Where’d you meet?”

We just went along with it, answering honestly.

So my gf is like, “I’m gonna go out to the bathroom, I’ll be back.”

I go. “okay. Love you.” And we kiss.

My gf walks away and the cashier is completely pink, and I’m holding in my laughter. She’s silent as I load the groceries into the cart and pull off to the side to wait for my gf.

Needless to say, we were cackling the whole way home.


Tags
3 months ago

Hello guys🫀

Thank you to those who asked about me and to those who do not know. I suffered a severe health ailment. I left the hospital and went to our land in northern Gaza, but there is a big problem that we were exposed between us. It has been destroyed by the ill-fated Israeli occupation army, destroyed our infrastructure, and destroyed the water wells that our lives are absent. If we stay in Gaza, I will die, my family and I will die. The Rafah land crossing will open in the coming days. I do not have enough money to go out. My family and I ask for help. Why is it easy, but thanks to you, we achieve the impossible in order to save me and my family from death. The cost of life is very expensive. I travel a distance of 3 kilometers to fill water for drinking and salt water, knowing that the occupation is procrastinating in completing the humanitarian truce to return the😭😭😭😭🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🍉🍉🍉🍉

Hello Guys🫀
Hello Guys🫀

I need 3000€ very urgently, knowing that I have 1304€

Help me, a little contributes to my campaign

5€ ، 10€ ، 15€ ،20€ , 25€ , 30€

They help in my campaign more than you think😭😭😭🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🍉🍉🍉

Donate to Help qusai atef and his family survive in gaza, organized by Angela Caliendo
gofundme.com
My name is Qusai Atef, and my family and I have been displaced from nor… Angela Caliendo needs your support for Help qusai atef and his fami

Tags
1 month ago

Hello I am Hani from Gaza from Palestine I am seriously injured in my foot more than a year and the need for an artificial joint for my feet every day that passes, our life is getting worse in Gaza, there are more than two million people, we need large amounts of food but with the closure of the crossings, it is impossible every day for food to become scarce and its price rises dramatically, there is no water and not even electricity to run water wells, our life is tragic in addition to all This sounds of explosions and cannons and planes that have never been rare never stop when we ask you to donate you are our only hope with this money we can eat some available food or even some clean water to drink no sanitation or health services diseases everywhere insects too everything is so difficult that you can't imagine what we are going through without experiencing it it's harder than what you see on tv our life is tragic So I ask you to donate to us any amount you can afford for my family and I need something to help 🙏

Vetted by @gazavetters, my number verified on the list is ( #99 ) ✅


Tags
11 months ago

Life Is Strange 1, 2(kinda) and Double Exposure Reveal Livestream Spoilers Ahead!!!

Max is genuinely so traumatized no matter what ending you choose. Girl watched Chloe die, saved her, was attacked by Nathan, stalked by Nathan, investigated a murder, saw her best friend’s, best friend’s dead body, was kidnapped and drugged, possibly watched her friend commit suicide/talker her friend out of it, went through the nightmare sequence which was a whole thing into itself, and so much more, not to mention the end choice.

With the upcoming game, Double Exposure, I’m really interested to see how Max’s trauma carries over into the game. Obviously im hoping she’s healed, but considering the blackout that happened after taking a picture of the owl in the extended gameplay, I’m seeing traces of possible PTSD with the flashback.

While that could be interpreted as an event from the future, it could also be seen as a flashback, as the dialogue seems familiar to the end when Max reflects on the tornado.

“Max!” -Possibly Chloe calling for her or someone else?

“I cause this! I caused all of this!” -I could be wrong, but that sounds more like young Max then the more matured voice we see in Double Exposure.

Anyways, that’s all on that part.

I’ve seen a lot of people worried about Chloe not making an appearance, possibly having an offscreen break up.

“Is this about the blue haired girl whose picture you keep in your wallet?” -Safi in reference to a picture of Chloe

“We were just friends —— We were high school sweethearts” -Choices in response to this question.

I’d like to start off by saying, both options are in past tense. Chloe and Max’s connection, while romantic, is also rooted in a deep platonic love as well that blossomed into something more. If nothing else, they would’ve stayed in touch as friends.

I’d also like to point out that Safi says BLUE HAIRED GIRL.

In LIS 2, there is a photo of Max and Chloe (depending on players choice at the end LIS 1) where Chloe is alive, with Max, and with green hair. So if this is considered canon, which is likely, then Chloe doesn’t have blue hair anymore. In the livestream the photo Safi possibly references is also seen, and it’s Chloe with her old hairstyle in a Polaroid format, and not one that Max took. If they had just broken up, it would be more logical for Max to have a newer one, in digital format, considering that’s what she uses now. Not to mention that I believe in another scene there IS a digital photo that Max holds, paralleling the scene of her holding the Polaroid one.

Anywho, I think it’s safe to assume that this scene with Safi is taken from the Bay ending, where Chloe is no longer with us.

It’s worth mentioning that Max may just not want to open up to Safi about such a traumatic and personal part of her life just yet, considering she’s only known her 6 months.

In conclusion, Chloe is going to be in the game, at least objectively for sure, as the creators directly stated they honor the players decision. If no ending is canon, then they obviously wanna appeal to the player, which would include honoring the bond between Max and Chloe that the players love and cherish.

I may be looking too far into this, trying to hold out hope, but I’m going off of what I’ve got. So excited for this game!!!


Tags
3 weeks ago

Help my family 🩸

My name is Hejer, and I am from the Gaza Strip. Before the war, I lived with my family in relative stability despite the challenges surrounding us. I was studying Doctor of Pharmacy, and my three siblings were also university students. We all had big dreams and worked hard to achieve them. My father was the sole provider for our family, and despite our limited income, he managed to cover our education expenses and basic needs.

But on October 7th, our lives were turned upside down. We woke up to the sounds of bombings, destruction, and bloodshed filling our streets. There was no time to process what was happening; we were only searching for safety—but in Gaza, there was no safe place.

In the early days of the war, we lost access to basic necessities. Water was cut off, food became scarce, and our education, which we had worked so hard for, suddenly felt like a distant dream. My father, who had always provided for us, could no longer do so as he lost his source of income amid the chaos.

As the bombings intensified, we had no choice but to flee. We grabbed whatever little we could carry and left under the terrifying sounds of explosions and gunfire, walking with no clear destination—just searching for shelter. We moved from one place to another, from one house to a shelter, and then to tents that could not protect us from the cold of winter or the scorching summer heat.

We tried to hold on, but the conditions only worsened. There was no more education, no normal life—only fear and survival.

After months of displacement and suffering, we attempted to return to our home, only to find it completely destroyed. We no longer had a roof over our heads, no place to call home. The infrastructure was wiped out, water was inaccessible, electricity was nonexistent, and life as we knew it had disappeared.

Now, we are trying to survive amidst skyrocketing prices and extreme shortages. We do not have enough money to buy even the most basic necessities. I do not know if I will ever be able to continue my education, nor do I know how my siblings will complete theirs. I do not know how we will rebuild our lives in the middle of this devastation.

Today, we are searching for a glimmer of hope, a chance for a dignified life, a helping hand to lift us from this suffering. We do not ask for much—just the opportunity to live, to continue our education, to have a normal life like everyone else.

Please, do not abandon us in this pain. Do not deprive us of your support, for hope is the only thing we have left.

Help Haijar Continue Her Education After War Took Everything
Chuffed
(I was requested by one of the people in this campaign https://chuffed.org/project/117988-donate-to-help-abed-family-servive-gaza-genocide ,
Help My Family 🩸
Help My Family 🩸
Help My Family 🩸

Tags
3 weeks ago

Please listen carefully Please listen carefully🙏 I need you to read this..🥹

On the seventh of October I am teacher Mahmoud Atta. I work as a teacher teaching secondary school students.

✅️Vetted by @gazavetters, my number verified on the list is ( #365 )✅️

Please Listen Carefully Please Listen Carefully🙏 I Need You To Read This..🥹

On October 7th, I was getting ready to go to school. On October 7th, while I was getting ready to go to school, my life was completely turned upside down. Israel declared war on Gaza. After that, they announced their entry into the roads and cities and forced us to leave the city from Khan Yunis to Rafah

.

Please Listen Carefully Please Listen Carefully🙏 I Need You To Read This..🥹
Please Listen Carefully Please Listen Carefully🙏 I Need You To Read This..🥹
Please Listen Carefully Please Listen Carefully🙏 I Need You To Read This..🥹

We passed through a road called the Road of Death. Tanks were everywhere. Bullets were raining down. We passed through a road called the Road of Death. Tanks were everywhere. Bullets were raining down. If you survived, your brother would not.

We've all seen the end of the world movies on the big screen. We have all seen end of the world movies on cinema screens, but what we saw was real and not imaginary. I wish it was imaginary.

We finally arrived in Rafah Finally we arrived in Rafah, the safe city as it is called, but where to go? The sea is behind us, the weather is freezing, and the borders are closed with Egypt on the other side and Israel on the third and fourth sides. I found myself making a tent out of nylon for myself and my family.

Please Listen Carefully Please Listen Carefully🙏 I Need You To Read This..🥹
Please Listen Carefully Please Listen Carefully🙏 I Need You To Read This..🥹
Please Listen Carefully Please Listen Carefully🙏 I Need You To Read This..🥹

No water, no electricity, no food, no place to go to the bathroom, no life. I wish I had died sooner.

We returned after a long time to our city.After a long time, we returned to our city. The first sight was that a giant monster had entered the city and left it in ruins, so much so that I did not recognize my house or my neighborhood. Oh my God, is this Khan Yunis?

Please Listen Carefully Please Listen Carefully🙏 I Need You To Read This..🥹

fI searched to find my home, to find my apartment, which contained my memories and my most beautiful days, destroyed. I searched to find my home, to find my apartment, which contained my memories and my most beautiful days, destroyed.

Please Listen Carefully Please Listen Carefully🙏 I Need You To Read This..🥹
Please Listen Carefully Please Listen Carefully🙏 I Need You To Read This..🥹

Today I stand before you to search for Today I stand in your hands to search for any help to restore myself again thanks to you.. I am waiting for your help

Donate to Help Mahmoud and His Family Survive, organized by Jovan I
gofundme.com
Hello, my name is Jovan, and I'm fundraising on behalf of my dear friend Mahmoud. Mahmoud … Jovan I needs your support for Help Mahmoud and

Tags
Loading...
End of content
No more pages to load
  • toodonutgarden
    toodonutgarden liked this · 1 month ago
  • ray-the-human
    ray-the-human liked this · 2 months ago
  • localghostie
    localghostie liked this · 2 months ago
  • afangirl
    afangirl liked this · 2 months ago
  • dewydemon
    dewydemon liked this · 2 months ago
  • naotenhocriatividadeosuficiente
    naotenhocriatividadeosuficiente liked this · 2 months ago
  • a-smol-gay-tree
    a-smol-gay-tree liked this · 2 months ago
  • jollykidpeanuttoad
    jollykidpeanuttoad liked this · 2 months ago
  • angiesdaydreams
    angiesdaydreams liked this · 2 months ago
  • vaasonsson
    vaasonsson liked this · 2 months ago
  • gwaindrifter
    gwaindrifter reblogged this · 2 months ago
  • bloom-and-rage
    bloom-and-rage liked this · 2 months ago
  • blueinkjpeg
    blueinkjpeg liked this · 2 months ago
  • err4nt3
    err4nt3 liked this · 2 months ago
  • phrogstho
    phrogstho liked this · 2 months ago
  • countfrankenweenie
    countfrankenweenie liked this · 2 months ago
  • lexiko0n
    lexiko0n liked this · 2 months ago
  • afangirl
    afangirl reblogged this · 2 months ago
afangirl - LaReveuse
LaReveuse

I like so many things, video games, tv, movies, hobbies ranging from writing and reading to painting and playing guitar, as well as exercising and skateboarding. I likea lot of things, what can I say. There’s more just too much to say here hehe. (Name: A. She/Her BiSnackSual)

86 posts

Explore Tumblr Blog
Search Through Tumblr Tags