When I Was 9 I Was Banned From Editing The Muscovy Duck Wikipedia Page Because I Kept Editing Any Mention

Marina Abramovic: Cleaning the Mirror (1995)

I'm nothing without my kitty

Mom told me to stop being crazy but it's not that easy. I don't wanna upset her though, don't wanna cause problems, I never wanted to so I'll pretend I'm fine, she's tired, everyone is, but damn, I feel like I'm falling apart, how can I pretend I'm not?

full of cheese and fruit juice

I think people would armchair diagnose bad people with cluster B disorders much less if psychiatric disorders hadn't all been given names by ableists who of course picked the traits most unberarable to "sane" people to name them rather than, you know, the ways it affects the people that have them. It's like, when doctors are all "this disorder gives you extremely low self esteem. and it's called the Selfish Fucking Asshole Disorder" or "this disorder makes you want to die so bad. and it's called the Hysteric Bitch Disorder" or "this disorder disconnects you from your peers. and it's called the Insane Evil Cunt Disorder" and so on and so forth, so of course you have people going "oh, this person is a selfish fucking asshole, they MUST have Selfish Fucking Asshole Disorder! this further proves that all people with this disorder are like that in the first place!" Do You See It

I should've never lived to see 2025.

It pisses me off the fact that not even once in my life I had a flat stomach or thin tights or small hips, I've never been skinny and it is driving me crazy; if you are skinny know that I would slice my throat and bleed to death if I could just wake up again and be like you.